*Ring, ring, ring, ring.*

The ring of Sungyeol’s phone woke him up immediately from his dreamless sleep. He glanced to the clock on his wall.

2.34 am

It was really odd to receive a call at this time. Yet, he reached his phone on the nightstand. Sungyeol stared dumbfounded once he saw his phone screen. The phone’s screen showed Myungsoo’s name along with his number on it.

‘Myungsoo called me at this time?’

Nevertheless, he picked up the phone.

“Hey, Myungsoo, what’s up?“

“Can… Can I co… come to your place now?”

Sungyeol was surprised to hear Myungsoo’s voice. He was stammering. It was really new to Sungyeol to hear Myungsoo like this. He never knew someone like Myungsoo could be insecure too.

“Yeah, of course! But, at this hour? Are you okay to come here now?”

“Ye… Yeah… I’m okay. I’ll be there in 15 minutes.”

Before Sungyeol could say anything, Myungsoo hung up his call.

*Ding, dong, ding, dong.*

Sungyeol dashed to open the door as he heard the door bell rang. The first thing that Sungyeol noticed when he saw Myungsoo was his puffy eyes. Myungsoo obviously cried before he came here. Sungyeol couldn’t help but worry at Myungsoo’s condition now.

“Myungsoo, come in!”

Myungsoo’s steps were different, Sungyeol noticed it too. He usually walks firmly, without any hesitation. But now, his steps were weak, without energy, and fragile. Sungyeol immediately put his hand around Myungsoo’s shoulder so he could support him even Myungsoo didn’t ask for it. Then, Sungyeol lead Myungsoo to the living room, and seated him on the couch. Sungyeol took a seat beside Myungsoo afterwards.

They sat in silence for some minutes. Myungsoo was busy staring into the distance, and Sungyeol was busy staring at Myungsoo.

“His name is Siwan.” Myungsoo’s voice broke the silence between them.

Sungyeol raised his eyebrow. ‘Siwan? Why are Myungsoo bringing up this topic right now? I thought he didn’t want to talk about him.’

“He is my ex-boyfriend.” Sungyeol saw Myungsoo took a deep breath before he continued. “He was so beautiful, kind, cute, and smart. People loved him. Even Youngmin and Kwangmin loved him too.” Myungsoo paused for some seconds. “And I loved him very much. He was everything to me.”

Sungyeol didn’t say anything, so Myungsoo continued his story.

“We had dated for 4 years. We had been through many things. Good one and bad one. Sometimes we fight, but in the end we always came back together again. And I realized that maybe we were really soulmates. We were meant for each other.”

Still Sungyeol kept his mouth shut.

“I decided to propose him in Paris, his favorite city. So, I took him to a vacation to Paris with me. Then, I proposed him right in front of Eiffel Tower. And he accepted it. Words couldn’t even express how happy I was when he said “yes” to my proposal.”

Sungyeol noticed Myungsoo’s eyes were glistening.

“When we were back to Seoul, we started to prepare everything for our wedding. The tuxedos, the place, the invitations... Everything! But…”

The tears finally flowed from Myungsoo’s eyes. Sungyeol couldn’t help but wanted to wipe those tears away. A beautiful man like Myungsoo wasn’t supposed to cry.

“But, he died in a car crash 2 weeks before the wedding.”

Myungsoo was sobbing hard right now, and Sungyeol tried to calm him down.

“Th… That’s okay Myungsoo. It wasn’t your fau-“

“It was my fault, Sungyeol!” Myungsoo shouted and Sungyeol immediately stopped talking.

“It was my fault. I was the one who told him to come to my office at that time. If I hadn’t done that he probably would still be here. We would probably get married. We would have a beautiful family. Everything would end happily ever after like in those fairytales. But, what do I get now? Just a miserable life!”

Sungyeol shook his head. “Your life isn’t miserable, Myungsoo! Look, I probably still don’t know about you much, but I knew you still have some people who love you. You have the twins, Doojoon, Sungjong, and… me…”

Myungsoo shook his head. “You know what, Sungyeol? My mother left me with my father and my sister for another man when I was teenager. Not long after that, my father was dead because of depression. 5 years ago my sister also died. And 2 years ago my boyfriend also left me. And you, in some weeks more you will leave me too, right? I will always be alone in the end, Sungyeol! Everyone will leave me!”

“No, I’m not lea-“

Before Sungyeol could finish his sentence, Myungsoo interrupted. “You lied. Once when you came back to Busan, you would forget everything about me, about us.”

“Myungsoo, look,” Sungyeol sighed. “I won’t forget everything that happened here. I won’t forget about you, about us, okay?”

Myungsoo pulled Sungyeol into a hug at a sudden. The close distance between them made Sungyeol puzzled. Sungyeol could even smell the scent of Myungsoo right now.

“I love you.”

Sungyeol’s heart skipped a beat as he heard those 3 words escaped from Myungsoo’s mouth. And what more Sungyeol didn’t expect was when Myungsoo’s lips inching closer to his lips slowly, until they connected to each other. Myungsoo put one of his hands around Sungyeol’s waist, and he brought his other hand around Sungyeol’s neck, desperately tried to close the gap between them. Sungyeol’s hands were automatically circling around Myungsoo’s neck. They stayed in that position for some minutes. No tongue involved. They just savored the love, the desire, and the need that they could felt in that kiss.

Myungsoo pulled away first from the kiss to take a deep breath. Then, he asked. “Is this okay?”

Sungyeol immediately pulled Myungsoo into another kiss, and that was enough for him to know the answer of his question.

And they let the lust took control of their minds for the rest of the night…

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A/N: I can't write a ! I've tried but it's really bad! So, I'll just skip that part~ I'm so sorry~ orz

Anyway, happy lunar new year everybody! ^^