ONEW’S POV

“Bought some beer. Meet me in the stadium”

“Sure”

Maybe All I need was a man’s advice but how could I ask for advice when my best friend’s sister is involved? What is this mess I have put myself into? What should I freaking do?

When I arrived at the stadium, Minho was already starting his first bottle. He seems really worried.

“What are you looking at? Sit” he smiled and tapped that space beside him

“You’ve been really working out huh?”

“Yeah, there will be a practice match next month and I need to prepare my body for that”

“You’ll be fine”

And there was silence in a while. I don’t really know what he’s thinking but I can tell that something is bothering him. I just stared at space too. I keep contemplating about the things that is happening around me. I got someone who I believe I really love from a long time ago and I have this girl, who drives me really insane by just plainly….existing. Before I left, I had a minute to look at Sara again. I remembered all those moments that we had something inside me just hurt. I want her but I also care for Nadine.

“Hey, can I ask you something?” Minho looked at me at it make me nervous. I know his look. Those big intense eyes will make you feel little

“Sure”

“Am I a lacking brother?”

“What? No dude!”

“Then why is Sara acting like this? She’s been silent at home and only comes out when she needs too. She party so much and goes out every time and never tells me where she went. I’m worried and I don’t know why she’s acting rebellious again”

I don’t want him to doubt his capabilities as a brother just because of what I did. Choi Minho is not only the best player here but also the best brother you can imagine. I have seen that for years and it makes me guilty that because of the pain I caused to his sister, he’s thinking he is not good enough of a guardian

But I can’t tell him. I just can’t. I’m too afraid to lose my best friend. This is one of the reasons why I think Nadine will be a better choice for me. Telling Minho that I have ruined her sister and that I played with her feelings, will also make me lose the one person that has been always there for me. I can’t lose two persons at the same time. But if I don’t I’m gonna carry this burden for the rest of my life.

“Maybe I know”

“Did something happen to her? Joy won’t tell me anything. My girl is too loyal”

“Something happened to…us”

“What do you mean bro? Did you two fight that you got into her nerves again?” he laughed. I don’t think he gets what I am really trying to say

“It’s more complicated than that”

“Then tell me. Did you piss her off so much cause obviously she hates you. Did you said something terrible again or did you do some practical jokes on her or did you---“

“I slept with her”

He stared at me wide eyed with his mouth wide open. He was caught off guard

“What?! What did you just say?”

“I slept with your sister and she found out I was sleeping with Nadine when she came to California”

He stood up and grabbed my neck and , he’s choking me. He hit me on my cheek and jumped on me to pin me down. He keeps on punching me face and now I can taste some blood in my mouth. He’s so mad at me that he can’t even stop and let me explain myself. Maybe I deserve this. So I le thim hit me several times without fighting back but when I can’t hold it any longer. I pushed him and punch him in the face to wake him up cause he might really kill me

“Minho just listen to me. For pete’s sake bro!”

“I am not your brother you er! Tell me, did you at least made her your girlfriend before doing that?!”

“We never..I never asked her out”

“So you ed my sister and blow her off just like that?! What is she to you? Some girl toy you just banged until you found out you were still in love with your ex? How ed up are you?!”

“I am ed up! I KNOW! I MESSED UP