SARA’S POV

The next day I decided to fix myself. If Jonghyun will attend school from now on, I need to make him feel sorry and that he is not my loss, that  I can still date whoever I want, that I can move on from the relationship we had. Now, I can have fun by myself. Not that I am saying that I don’t appreciate whatever we had cause damn he made me believe we were happy but how can you trust someone again rather than yourself after being cheated on? How do you expect me to trust people when that one person whom I entrusted my heart and my soul completely broken me up?

So I woke up early and put some make up on.  Curled my hair and wore my heels. I feel so much better. It is better to dress for yourself up and not for somebody else. It makes me feel pretty and confident about myself. This is what people always misunderstand and I think I need to emphasize it.  NOT ALL GIRLS DRESS UP TO IMPRESS A GUY, some dress up to make them feel a little better about themselves.

“You look nice!” Onew said as he is being a parasite in our house again, eating our box of cereals

“I have someone to prove that I have moved on”

“Well there is that fearless Sara we both know”

“Minho?” I can’t see my brother anywhere

“Preparing the car”

I sat beside human got a bowl and poured some milk and cereals to it. He is just staring at me

“What? Is it your first time to see a pretty girl?”

“Oh hell no, but wow. When you go all out, you make sure everyone will look at you”

“Well,I am the little sister of the soccer star player and the friend of the most popular transferee. So I think I need to step up” he laughed and looked at me again. There is something in the way he looks at me and I can’t explain why I am being anxious right now

I need to break this silence...

“Y-You know, you have the money to buy your own food and have enough gas to use your car when you go to school but I wonder why you always come here and use our stuffs. Hell your car is better than ours”

“This is more fun”

“I know because you get free stuffs and I can’t believe Minho is letting you”

“Well, he loves me and No, it’s not about that. It more fun to have someone where you can share a meal with or talk to than just wake up in an empty house

**

I walked on the hallway with confidence. My bag on my hand, my curled hair bouncing up and all those stares, can’t say that I do not love it. Yeap, I look great and I like it. It doesn’t make me a bad person to like a little attention right? I saw Joy and she met me on the hallway and I high fived her

“What is with you today?”

“Nothing much, you know I dress up like this occasionally”

“Yeap, Occasionally, exactly so I assume that something is going on”

“Nothing, Really”

“Hell girl, you look gorgeous”

I flipped my hair as Jonghyun passed by. I locked eyes with him and right now, If flicking a finger on him isn’t bad or against the rules, I’ll freaking do it.

**

I went to lunch a little late today. Mi