ONEW’S POV

I messed up. I know. You don’t have to shove this in my face. I don’t have any excuse to what I have done but you have to understand me a little. This girl, Nadine….she is the love of my life. My world revolved around her until I met Sara again when I came back in Korea. Sara, she was beautiful. She was smart, funny, and witty but she’s Minho’s sister. My best friend’s sister. We had a great time and I was so sure I like her but everything just changed when I saw Nadine again. Can you see how confused I am?

I was at my lowest point. My father had just died and she was there for me. She helped me get through days of depression. To be honest, she had been contacting me for the past days before my father’s death and that’s when Sara keeps asking me where our relationship would go but I couldn’t…. I just couldn’t answer her when I am this confused with myself. She doesn’t deserve me I know. It’s either I am a terrible man or a stupid man or both

Later that morning, I saw crazy girl. I wanted to talk to her and ask her to talk to Sara for me. She has been ing about everything. She’s mad and you should never let a Choi get mad or it’s gonna be your end. I just don’t want Nadine to feel like she is unwanted. That girl is really sweet and I want to make her stay here memorable. Besides, she keeps asking me if she did something wrong but she didn’t. It was me. It’s all my fault for being stupid

I sat beside crazy girl while she reads. She pretended not to see me

“Hey”

“What?!”

“Whoa there”

“What do you want?”

“Why do you assume that I want something from you?”

“You don’t?”

“I do” and I laughed but it seems like it is not that funny for her

“Then what? I’m busy”

“Fine! Can you just please talk to Sara? Tell her to stop acting all...” what was the right word to say?

“Angry? Onew are you stupid? Are you really that of an idiot? If you don’t understand let me get this straight for you cause you don’t seem to comprehend of what is happening. You lead the girl on! You acted like you have the same feelings as her but then you just stomped on her feelings like that..”

“It’s not like I—“

“No… I’m not finished yet!” this was the first time I have seen her so angry and some people are watching. Choi Minho, control your woman!

“Do you know how much worried she was about you? that she had to lie just to be with you for a day? That day when you pushed her away, she was gonna say she loves you and gonna ask you out but what d