Living In My Heart

The Colors of My World

It was a music show from one of the TV Stations on South Korea that rely their show globally. The performance from the famous girl group had finished and the camera focus was back to the two MCs on the stage.

 

“Okay, that was the nice performance from 4Minute. And now, we have a special performance to remind us the famous songs back from years ago.” The guy MC opened up their speech.

 

“Yes, and today’s song was brought by the mysterious duet that rose our curiosity few weeks ago.” The girl MC added.

 

“Mysterious duet?” The guy MC asked.

 

“Yes.” The girl MC said. “Actually we’re all known the guy so well as he is part from the famous boy group, B2ST. But the girl…”

 

“Ah, MELODY and Joker.” The guy MC looked understands. “What will they bring today?”

 

“They will be singing the famous duet song back on year 2010 from Hip Hop duo, Untouchable. The song is telling about asking a girl to come back to him. Ah, it’s so romantic.”

 

“Okay, then… Let’s check out the song. This is…”

 

“MELODY and Joker with Living In My Heart!” Both MCs mentioned the next performance.

 

The screen changed to the stage where Junhyung was standing alone there. Behind him, there was a big screen displaying the caption of their duo name, Melody and Joker. The intro music played and Junhyung started to say…

 

Oh, oh, Joker and Melody coming at you once again.

Girl

Please come back to me
Please come back to me
Please come back to me Girl~

 

Then Junhyung looked at the screen. The screen changed and displayed the video of Seon-yul playing the piano. It was the video from the video message that Junhyung received from Seon-yul. And she was singing…

 

I can't breathe, I can't smile everyday so because of you

I can't sleep, I can't live everyday so because of you

 

With the video of Seon-yul who played the piano was still displaying on the screen, Junhyung started to rap.

 

Girl, my heart’s still warm towards you
It still beats tirelessly
But your heart’s cold towards me
Its cold, so cold it may stop anytime

 

I’m parched for your love
My heart that has been abandoned because it was too dry
And the only source of moisture is the tear dripping down

 

The smile that shines like the Sun
Is too hard to avoid
Breakups are like
The showering sadness that comes without any warnings

 

You’re still breathing and living on
Within my warm heart
My heart towards you
Thumps all night long

 

Then Seon-yul followed with the chorus that she sang.

 

Because of you, I can breathe

Because of you, I can smile

It’s funny… even though I smile, the tears flow (Like a fool)

You still exist in my heart

Do I live in your heart as well?

As long as I live (and I breathe)

I won’t be able to forget you.

 

Junhyung rapped again as Seon-yul did her adlib.

 

I breath because of youThen I smile because of you
I breath because of you
Then I smile because of you
I’m hurt because of you
Then I cry because of you
I’m hurt because of you
Then I cry because of you

 

Seon-yul sang again.

 

I can't breathe, I can't smile everyday so because of you

I can't sleep, I can't live everyday so because of you

 

Junhyung was doing the song as if he was doing duet with Seon-yul when actually they weren’t. Junhyung was using the sample song that had been recorded by Seon-yul two years ago when she was working on the song. He put it together with the music and the video message that he received from Seon-yul then created the guy karaoke version for the song. Park Hoon was helping him to make the video and the performance worked.

 

Just like a cold wind in the winter
The cold and sore breakups
Spun and spun around like the seasons
And it finally has been pushed towards me once again

 

The beautiful memories
That were once warm like the spring
Our hot love that was once like
The hot summer no longer exists
Our love died out
Just like the falling leaves

 

The winter I thought it would never come
Finally came and found me

 

It’s a fate, people and the cold love were meant to be
Now, I no longer believe in love…

 

And toward the ending, the audience noticed that Junhyung’s eyes started to become teary. Every cheer that had come from the audience became silent as they saw a single tear escape from Junhyung’s eyes. Some of them started to shed a tear as they saw Seon-yul shed a tear. It was as if they felt that the goodbye was so hard for them. Of course they were questioning why both of the singers cried. But then, they were also thinking that the song was saddened too and touching.

 

Because of you, I can breathe

Because of you, I can smile

It’s funny… even though I smile, the tears flow (Like a fool)

You still exist in my heart

Do I live in your heart as well?

As long as I live (and I breathe)

I won’t be able to forget you.

 

I breath because of youThen I smile because of you
I breath because of you
Then I smile because of you
I’m hurt because of you
Then I cry because of you
I’m hurt because of you
Then I cry because of you

 

If I did something wrong
Please forgive me, I will repay back in folds
If I could meet you once more
I would do anything for that

 

Then the ‘Don’t cry’ scream started to be heard. The fans were telling Junhyung not to cry.

 

I still cannot erase you from my heart

Traces of you never cease to disappear

Like a dream, our memories get strong (it gathers)

I still am waiting for you

Where are you as of now?

Isn’t it funny (even as the time passes by)

Even when I laugh, only tears come back

 

Please come back to me
Please come back to me
Please come back to me Girl~

Please come back to me
Please come back to me
Please come back to me Girl

 

“And this is for you.” Junhyung added the sentence on the ending as he pointed to the camera and the screen went off.

 

Then the scream of the fans was heard as soon as Junhyung finished. He lowered his microphone and dropped his gaze as the song ended. He raised his hand to wipe his tear that escaped and rolled down on his cheek. He bowed to the audience. The audience gave him applauses and they were shouting, “Don’t cry,” as Junhyung still bowed.

 

Junhyung straightened his body and gave a smile.

 

“Don’t cry, Yong Junhyung!”

 

He just nodded then turned to go back to the backstage. And now, he only had one wish. He wished for Seon-yul to hear the performance earlier. At least, he knew that Seon-yul would understand that she had someone who loved her and would be waiting for her to come back.

 

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An update for today. Hehehe~ ^^

I give you the song that Junhyung and Seon-yul's bring down there. It was a song from year 2010 by Untouchable feature Narsha from Brown Eyed Girls with title Living in My Heart. This is the official MV for the song and the girl on the MV wasn't  Narsha. And, the translation on the video is not like the one that I gave you up there on the story. I took it from the different site. But enjoy the song, okay~ ^^

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chaos-ies
#1
aiggoo finally i finished this stoyr kkeke
niceee~
its-k0nsoul
#2
D'AWWWWW -sheds a lot of tears-
Halimalikesrice #3
Omg! Beautiful ending! I'm so glad the operation worked out! I can't wait to read what other stories you have planned this was a very original piece! Thank you for the fanfic! <3
Billa10
#4
Aigoo!!!! I relly luv dis fanfic alot...its one of the sweetst fanfic i've ever come across... Kip up d good work.!!! Uo an amazing writer:):)^^
deedee48
#5
glad that they finally met and had relationship :) i thought that the ring was an engagement ring. haha
anyway you're welcome ^^
kyuri91
#6
Omoooo it ended already? Kekeke
Thank you for your writing!
Glad they're together! ^^
EunMinSJ_JunWoonB2st
#7
Yey !!!! They together now !!! ^.^v aaaaiiiiggooo so beautiful story :) I'm glad that she could see now :) and ! They were together now :) aaaaiiiigggoooo so sweet !


Love it ! Jjang !!! Buiing buiing !
deedee48
#8
hmm maybe she was watching after all? there is such thing as streaming right? XD
EunMinSJ_JunWoonB2st
#9
Aawwwww ssooo sad :( :'( I can't help it ! I want to cry !! :( I hope they could. See each other again :(


Update soon :)