Chapter 25

It didn’t stop with the comments.Somehow that Carol girl find a way to send me a messages to one of my social media account.And her rudeness just won’t stop towards me,which is someone she never met.She’s literally throwing every bad and nasty words she can find at me and the worst part is she’s threatening my life.What the hell is going on?I thought they already break up for good.I can’t understand why drama won’t stop coming at me.And of course the next I do is showing him my phone to him.So he can see what is his ex says to me and his face is turns into a frown and obviously anger but he tried to cover it.He pretends to be so calm about it

“Don’t waste your time replying what she says.she’s a lunatic”

“Yeah I can tell .but really what the hell is going on between you two?it’s seem so messed up she even threatening me.”

“Don’t worry about that.she won’t be able to touch you.I’ll deal with that crazy woman”

The next thing I know is his face is mixed up with anger,disappointment,shocked.but I just keep my mouth shut until I reach home.and he just giving me a faint smile and telling me everything is going to be okay before driving away.It seems like drama loves me.Everything happen in my life that involving Kris is just full of drama and I couldn’t believe it myself sometimes.

One phone call coming the next day,about time when I just starting forget about what happen the day before.and I know this person would call me sooner or later ..and obviously,getting pissed off through the phone

“How the hell that girl Carol know you?”

“Woah ..straight to point huh?are you digging through my social media?”

“Just answer it already ..you know me”

“NO .I don’t know her at all Lu.all I know is that she’s his recently ex girlfriend.that’s all I never properly meet her and yet she’s throwing me a bunch of nasty words”

“Look,I knew her.okay?She’s pure evil .just don’t reply any kind of message she sent to you,she doesn’t worth your time.I can’t believe that she’s Kris ex.as long as knew her,she never seems like a good person to me.she even offer me to sleep with her.I’ll deal with her.you know nothing about their problem”

“She’s what?!”

“You heard me.I have a proof if you don’t believe me”

“You know I believe you Luhan.I’m just shocked that Kris used to dated that kind of girl.I mean …it’s not like his type of girl he would date.Is this about ?pure lust?”

“Now that you mention it,I guess I have to tell you something that will shocked you again”

“Really?try me “

“That girl is pregnant Am”

“!are you frickin’ kidding me?for real?”

“Well she used to at least.she knows how close I am with Kris.We even met once when Kris came to see me a few months ago.since then,she keeps contacting me,well mostly talking about Kris.but then one day she told me she couldn’t get a hold of Kris all day,and she’s totally panic.I said that that is not a big deal,but then she told me,she had to tell Kris that she’s pregnant”

“What if …she’s lying?”

“I don’t think so .she showed me the picture of the test pack,the USG,she even calling me in panic and she burst into tears,besides ..i think this is the reason why she couldn’t let Kris go yet”

“I’m still confused now.so Kris didn’t take the responsible?”

“I guess no.last time I know that she got an abortion,and both of their parents also know about this.probably it’s because Kris or maybe Kris’s dad persuade her to get an abortion and she said yes as long as she’s still with Kris,but in the end Kris ran away and cut off of any kind of communications with her”

“Now I’m the one who get dragged into their drama.no wonder I find it odd that he came back home and got a job there when he could get a better job in other city.”

“And that’s why he keeps coming back to you. He knew you would be nice to him and took him with an open arms.You just like …his back up plan.he always came to you when he’s single.don’t you ever notice that?The moment he got a new girl he would leave you.he did the same to me too.And you know more than that,people who didn’t know both of you probably think that you are the one who’s chasing him.not the otherwise”

I am lost …lost of words to describe how I feel at the moment I heard that he got his now ex girlfriend pregnant.and didn’t even take the responsible for it.Well as expected the best thing he could do in his life is running away.Just like how he ran away from me years ago.but no matter I think of it.he’s not like the Kris that I used to know.or is it now his masked just fell off and he show me his true colours.

Days passed and I heard nothing from Luhan about how his taking care of this Kris’s ex thingy.as for Kris he only said that I don’t need to worry about anything and don’t mind that .But not so long after that I get an apology message from that

“I know what I did and what I said to you was wrong Amber.I shouldn’t let jealousy

And anger get the best of me.I even throw some unappropriate words to you,someone

Who I barely know about.you were right,you know nothing about our problems

And I shouldn’t drag you into it.I regret it .Kris giving me an ultimatum,I have to apologize

To everyone that have been drag into our mess or he will leave me for good.

I’m sorry Amber.

Hope you can forgive me”

Alright so ..is that easy for you to say sorry?just because Kris giving you an ultimatum?what if he didn’t give you that?will you still going to apologize to me girl?Seriously …I just replying her messages with all the words that running iniside my mind

First of all ..now you’re saying sorry?really?after the whole nasty words you throw at me?

The girl you didn’t know at all?Nah,it won’t be that easy.words hit you harder than knifes

Don’t you know about that honey?I still have my heart with me so yeah,it hurts

Besides,I’m pretty sure you won’t apologize if it’s not for him

So ..let’s just say I’m considering if I forgive you or not

It’s up to me anyway right

I shut and she didn’t said anything back.Things back to normal after that.I don’t know what happens with Kris and Carol,if they problems were solved or not.But in the end,Luhan as his close friend,childhood buddies and neighbours open his mouth for me.It turns out that she aborted it,thanks to Kris parents don’t want their family names got tarnished.Maybe for now she’s still with Kris.I don’t care about that part.

I should’ve think about my relationship with Kibum.I feel like I left him hanging.I can’t even understand my own feelings.do I still in love with Kris?well my brains says I’m not,but my heart isn’t so sure about it.I don’t want to make him wait for me that long but I don’t want to let him go either.I’m still can’t make up my mind

1. tried to reach him.I’m even asking Luna’s soon to be husband Onew but he didn’t know where he is either.He hasn’t comeback to their shared apartment.Is he still ou of town?Ugh ..it makes me even more confused what am I supposed to do about things between us.

And I don’t want to do anything today.I took a few days off from work just to clear up my mind which is still not succeed so far.I scroll up into my social media accounts just to find out an old message in my inbox from Jess a few months ago.When she was with Kris I guess,she was trying to be friend with again instead of saying sorry first for bad mouthing me in front of my friends,for making people we were fighting over Kris which is never happen.but that was when I stumbled on one of her picture and guess who’s liking that picture ……that cute son of a Luhan.I don’t care if he’s with girlfriend,work or something…I just felt somehow betrayed

“How the hell in the world you liking Jess picture on social media?oh no wrong question…let me rephrase it..how the hell in the world that you were friends with Jess on social media?am I missing something here?”

“Okay …at least you could say hello to me first”

“Just answer the damn question Lu.the last I checked you weren’t talking to each other because you defend me from what Kris and her did to me”

“You sounds really pissed.well yeah somehow we decided to let go whatever in the past and just move on.beside everything that happen at that time was not entirely her fault”

“What the eff is that supposed to mean?”

“Kris was not as innocent as you think Am.Jess told me that he is the one who’s being possessive not her.she can’t even talk or hang out with her guy friends even though Kris know them too.and the worst part is whenever they fought he hit Jess.that’s why Jess ran away to live out of town and stay away from him.It was Kris who was cheated first not her,but Kris said to me that Jess was the cheater”

My whole body froze.But I’m too shocked to open my mouth.and Luhan beat me to it..

“That’s just how manipulative he is.the great liar I’ve ever known in my life.He even dare hit a woman,what kind of men is that?I hope all this drama really open up your eyes to the real Kris.he truly doesn’t worth of your time.Just stay away from him.as far as you can”

Is that really the guy that I used to fell in love with?a manipulative,violent cheater?How come I become so blind for years.I was fell in love with him so yeah that makes me blind.But what about after that?I swear the God that he was so damn kind in front of me.he treats me good.Like a real gentlemen.Is this because he’s trying to keep his good image in front of me?Ohh for real ..I already know that he knocked up his girlfriend and made her abort it.and till now he never spoke about it not even mentioning his ex names.I slammed my body on the bed thinking how can my life is full of drama?Is it because of him?all I can do is letting out a long sigh

“Now what?”

That’s when the moment Luna leaning in front of my bedroom door with both of arms folded in front of her chest with her blazer off.I didn’t even hear she just comeback thanks to everything in my head right now

“Kris is not as innocent as I think”

“What is it this time?”

“Well ..Luhan was sort of make peace with Jess.I don’t know how or when it happen.But long story short.Jess isn’t the possessive one,it was Kris.he forbids Jess to have any kind of communication with other guy,even though Kris know them too.he was the cheater first,and he even hit her everytime they fought and that’s why Jess ran away from him.I couldn’t believe my ears.It’s like he’s a whole different person from Kris that I know.You should see how he act in front of me.He treats me well,good,and kind.and I couldn’t believe that I fell in love with that kind of guy for years you know.I do feel bad for Jess though but they were perfect for each other.They were equally evil for me”

“Maybe that’s because he didn’t want you to see that side of him”

“Yeah that what I was thinking too”

“Or maybe it because you got a lot of people behind your back.like Luhan.you know how close they are so if he screw up then Luhan would turn against him too.and from the way I look,Luhan is still an important person for him.and it doesn’t matter how long you know someone,they have a side that they don’t even know themselves”

“Urggh ..I guess the drama loves me so much huh?”

“But now …you finally see it don’t you?”

“See what?”

“That Kris is not a good man for you Am.He never was.We all could feel it the moment you getting close to each other,when you like him.I just got a hunch at that time it turns out to be true.We all couldn’t say anything to you because its a matter or feelings,heart.who are we to judge?you were the one who fell in love with him and I know how stubborn you are so I just keep my mouth shut and wish that it’s just a stupid hunch.as long as you are happy so what”

Luna was right.all of them were.it was me who is just too blind too see his true colours.blinded by the love that I have for him.Now I feel disgusted with myself for falling in love in him but you can’t change the past.and there’s no use of regretting it out.If this didn’t happen then maybe I’ll never know what kind of man he truly is behind those mask.I was dead wrong all these years.

“I believe now you know what’s good for you and what’s bad for you Am.well you may be got a little distracted earlier but now you gotta back on your feet again”

“Yeah.I do …I really do ..”

Alright I would say I'm sorry for anyone who think that I'm abandoning this story which is not true.I didn't

Things just got difficult for me for the last few months.I'm a last year university who still trying to finish my thesis and graduate 

in the middle of dealing with depression and anxiety by myself.and for you who still subscribing to this story Thank Youu so much for 

being patient with me,the terrible author LOL .

Anyway,this story is about to end soon .and I'm sorry this is such a short chapter

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