What happen in the next morning was really unexpected.after last night I made a confession to Kris.today,I met his girlfriend.what an awkward moments.I was walking alone at that time in a supermarket at the mall.and then I felt someone held my shoulder.and when I turn back my body,it was someone that I least expect to see.his ‘girlfriend’

“Oh my God..it’s really you Amber..how are you?”

“Oh..I’m good Jessica.you?I’m sorry i didn’t see you”

“It’s okay.I’m fine too.I saw you first.long time no see”

“Well yeah,it is.so..how is your college life?”

“It’s good this far.well sometimes its tiring too.there’s a lot activity to do.how’s yours Am?”

“Well it’s good too.i’ve just finished my fieldwork practice a few months ago and now i’m trying to be the diligent one so I can graduate soon”

“Really?wow..I haven’t  started one.i guess it will be next couple months”

“Ohh..I see”

For a moments,there are silence between us.but fnally she started to speak up first.and somehow I already have a feeling about what she’s going to say to me

“You know Am..actually I have a secret.a big one”

“Secret?what is it?”

And then she start showing her hesitation,whether to tell me the secret  or not.but after strunggling with her own mind,she finally said it,which doesn’t make me feel so suprised

“Actually..I’m dating with Kris in this past few months.”

“Ohh really?congaratulations for both of you.you guys in the same college right?”

“Yeah.I thought you’ll be suprised and maybe..mad at me”

“Why would I ?you know I don’t like him anymore.i’m over him okay.I don’t really care about him anymore.it hurts enough”

“Really Am?you really over him?”

“Yeah..I am Jess”

“I guess I can see the reason,who’s that cute boy Am ?”

“Huh?cute boy?who ?” I started look around to find the person she talking about

“That boy..the one on your cellphones wallpaper” she said while pointing at my phone

“Ah..well..I’m close with this person.he’s the guy that I met when I went to Hongkong “

“Well nice.hope you guys will be official soon”

“Haha..thank you Jess.hope your relationship went well too”

“Yeah I hope so..to be honest,I haven’t really felt comfortable with him you know.I didn’t felt that ‘spark’ this far.it seems like I still feeling Donghae oppa presence around me.”

“I know..but you’re with him now.and Kris loves you didn’t he?that’s all that matters”

“Yes.I guess it is.well I gotta go now.it’s nice to see you again”

“Yeah.me too.it’s nice to see you too”

I’m feeling so guilty after that awkward meeting.I just lied to her.but maybe that’s a better choice than tell her the truth.and I have no idea that I put this picture as my wallpaper this whole time.It was a pic of me and Key when we’re at the park.Oh my God..i’m so guilty.but then on my way home Kris texting me..again

“Are you that lonely till you shopping by yourself?haha”

“Ah..shut up.how do you know?wait...it must be your girlfriend right”

“Well kind of...what did you buy?I mean what happen with Amber who just shopping grocery alone?”

“Nothing happen.I just need to buy some stuff.aand...what did she tell you?”

“Well..can we just didn’t talk about her?I’m not in the mood”

“Ohh.okay.if that’s what you want”

“It’s because of last night right?that’s why you suddenly change,from lazy Amber to diligent Amber haha”

“Ohh come on..knock it off.stop teasing me”

And again in the end we ended up texting like we used to be.but somehow i’m feeling like he’s not the old Kris.the way he’s talking to me is realy different.like he’s more sweet and cheerful.and he’s saying that he’s still have that kind of feeling for me.but,I didn’t  feel happy at all.I should be happy didn’t  I?i mean the guy that I like this whole time finally said that he’s have feeling for me.but,i didn’t feel anything.and I don’t know why.but then a few days later he asked me to go with him to the beach along with Luhan and his new girlfriend Lindsey.so it’s gonna be four of us.well it’s gonna different,after that stupid confession.and then he just told me to wake up early since we’re going at 9 in the morning and he’ll pick me up.dang!that made me nervous so sudden..the next morning he text me

“Hey,are you ready Am..?”

“Yeah..I’m ready.but,are you sure that i just need bring snacks?nothing else”

“Yeah..that’s enough.okay wait for me..I’m on my way”

“Okay..drive safely”

Not so long after that text messages he finally arrive.but not with his car or Luhan’s car.maybe it was Lindsey’s car.since the colours so different..a feminim colours

“Mom..I’m going to beach now..”

“To the beach?with who..?”

“With Luhan,Kris and Luhan girlfriend”

“It’s so rare that you guys went to the beach like this”

“I know..it’s just Luhan’s idea mom”

“Ohh..it seems like you’ll spend a lot of time with Kris lately.are you guys dating?”

“Mooom..really?of course we’re not,i’ll be going now.they waiting for me”

“Okay..be careful.and comeback soon”

And then I went in to the car.and Lindsey girlfriends smile at me first.she seat behind the drivers seat while Luhan seat next to Kris who’s driving today.and she seems really friendly,she introduce herself first

“Hi..you must be Amber right?I’m Lindsey”

“Yeah.I’m Amber.nice to meet you Lindsey” I said while shook her hands

“And..she is my girlfriend” Luhan added

“I know..how many times do you have to say that?”

And they all just laugh because i’m being too straight forward.am I ?hmm..i don’t think so.and along the ride we’re just laughing and singing so loud along the song that played on the radio.and finally we arrived at the beach.welcomed by the sea brezee.we walking along the shore to find the cottage,and we did find it.and we’re busy preparing everything,the food,the drink,the snacks.the mat,everything.while I’m finished my duty to set up the plate I just watch them preparing for the meat and the chicken that Lindsey brought to be grilled.And Lindsey seems really good when it comes to this stuff.while Luhan and Kris looks pretty clumsy.their hands turning black because of the charcoal.and Kris was going to wash his hands,he ask Lindsey to help hi took off his watch,but since Lindsey hands busy with the oil she told him to ask me.and without hesitation he ask me..

“Am..can you take off my watch?i’m going to wash my hands”

“Yeah.sure.here you go”

“Keep it first..put it in your bag”

And then after that we ate the meat for our lunch.after that Luhan and Kris went swimming.but we’re not.so I just walk along to the beach with Lindsey and then just like what I thought see now everything about me and Kris

“How is it going between you and Kris?”

“Huh?what do you mean?”

“You know..the conffessing thing..”

“How do you know about that?ah..right..it must be Luhan right?”

She just laugh “Yeah..haha.actually he often tell me a lot of story.including what happen between both of you”

“Well..you’re his girlfriend anyway.about that..I don’t know.I don’t expect anything happen between us.she’s still his girlfriend”

“You mean Jess?I went to the same college with Kris and Jess Am..”

“Ohh really?than you must be close with Jessica?”

“We used to..but you know,they already break up.”

“Whaat?no way.how do you even know that?”

“Luhan told me.and even his sister said the same thing.that means true.Luhan said see saw Jessica crying in front of Kris’s house,the next thing he know they broke up”

“Seriously..I can’t  believe it.and i’m totally speechless”

“Don’t worry.you’re done nothing wrong and you don’t demand anything from Kris right?”

“Hope you and Kris can be together”

I just nodded my head.after that,Kris running towards us with his bleeding feet.

“What happen to your feet?” I asked Kris

“I don’t know it must be the rocks I guess”

“And you just realize it now?”

“Yeah..It doesn’t hurt when I’m in the water”

I just put my handkerchief to stop his bleeding.he’s really clumsy.and after both of them get changed,we went to another place.it was a historic place,an ex shelter of Vietnamase.we took a lot of picture.but then they both forcing me to take a pic with Kris.haaah come on,they really chilidish.but then Kris just getting close to the and he put his hand on my upper arm.I’m a bit suprised,since when that he act so “brave” like this?and also when I was sitting alone not so far from him.Lindsey quip both of us

“Why do you guys sitting so far like that?come on..move over a little”

And then Kris move over next to me.waah,what’s wrong with him?I never saw him acted like this.did he really mean it when he said he has feelings for me?after that,we stopped by around a bridge,I was sitting alone and this time he just sitting suddenly next to me.we talked a lot of things even the thing that he naver talked to me before.he’s really since that day.like he’s the new Kris.and after that exhausting trip we went home.since we using Lindsey’s car.they dropped me at Kris’s house and he’ll drive me home.after saying goodbye to her she left.Kris ask Luhan to accompanied him driving me home.but he can’t,his dad already home.so it’s just both of us..

“Are you okay?you look a little bit upset Kris”

“I’m fine..it’s just my brother again”

“Just be patient..he’s older than you.no wonder he act like that.he’s the first child”

“I know..the typical first child.but he’s being so annoying,I gave a good advice but he won’t listen.if he not serious with his job than it will be better if it’s I’m the one who take it.not him”

“Try talk to him slowly..and do it again.maybe he’ll listen”

“Alright I’ll try again.thanks Am”

I’m pretty suprised when he told me about his family.he’s really careless and private person.and then we arrived in front of my house.

“Alright..we’ve arrived Am”

“Yeah..thankyou for driving me home”

“Sure no problem”

And when I’m about to get off he held my arms..

“I really had a great time today Am..”

“Yeah..me too Kris” and I gave a qiuck peck on his lips.

It does gave me a bit happiness.but I don’t understand why I didn’t felt happy when he said he has feeling for me too.and yes the situation a bit different now.he always text me first or call me.does he really going to make something happen between us?like being his girlfriend?.that sweet thing only lasted for  few weeks.when a few days he didn’t text me,and when I text him first,he seems like turning of the talks.It made me worried and I started thinking..

What if he’s turning his back on me?Does he coming back to Jessica?

I tried to be patient.but one day,after I’m having fun with Luna,Vic,Krys and Sulli.I saw a pic that explain everything.it was Kris mobile messaging app display pic..it was him and Jess and him together.he changed that pic after I did the confession..

So..they are coming back together

Sorry for the late updates,it's already over a week eince my last update.I'm a bit busy lately.i'm sorry for any typos or grammar mistake,i'm too lazy to edit it haha.and also for the bad name that i picked to represent Luhan's girlfriend.i'm not good at it..

Keep reading hope you like it ..:)