Jiyong's pov

"What's with Donghae that is lacking in me??Am I not handsome enough?? Am I not that talented?? Am I not cute enough for her taste?? Tell me!! What's wrong with me??"I complained to my members, almost tearing up. 

"Nothing's wrong with you Ji." Daesung said, comforting me with his words and by patting my back.

I'm here right now with the others in YG. 

After that dramatic walk-out, I seeked comfort from my members. 

I trust them soo much, there'll like my brothers.

"You know, it's partially your fault. " Yongbae said. Making us all look at him, wondering what he's talking about. He sighed and looked doubtful if he'll  continue or not.

"Dara noona, she... liked you before." He said with a sigh. This is a shock!

"Why didn't you tell me earlier and why before!??" I asked with rage. I'm supposed to know why she doesn't like me up till now and why he didn't tell me.

"She liked you before but her feelings vanished when you told the entire world that you don't date within YG, that made her lose hope." yongbae said calmly.

I.. don't know what to say..

Just because of that interview.... she.. forgot about her feelings for me??

"Think about it hyung. You can't blame her, you should blame yourself. The way you told the media about it was like an indirect rejection to her feelings!! Do you know the effort and courage she had to build up to admit to the Public that she likes you but then again, you reject her just like that!" Seungri shouted at me, I was about to shout back at him but then his words hitted me like a bullet.

I'm such an Idiot!! I only thought about our images as idols that I completely forgot about her.

"I'm soo stupid!!" I shouted and allowed my tears to finally rush out. I completely lost it and felt like my knees and legs could no longer support my body and I crashed down the hardened floor, bawling my eyes out. Crying because I lost the girl I truly love just because of my doing.

TOP's pov

I'm currently on my way to YG. 

I heard from the guys the breakdown of our fierce leader. 

He finally learned his mistakes from his actions. I pity the guy. 

He loved her too much that he failed to realize that his doings actually hurted her. His means of protecting her from the harsh eyes of the public would protect her from their harsh treatment that would be thrown to her, yes it did protect her but also hurted her.

I'd promise to myself that I wouldn't do what he did, that I'd repeat his mistakes. 

I truly hope that he'd learn from his mistakes and he'll have a chance to express what he truly feels for her. Even though there's a big chance that he'd get rejected, what's more important that he told her about his feelings, even just that would be enough. So it wouldn't be unfair for her to know that only she had feelings for him.

I rushed my way to the studio.

As I entered, I saw Jiyong by the window. Looking at the scenery, his face wet from his tears. 

I approached him and patted his back.

"It's alright bro." I told him, just to ease his breaking heart just atleast. 

"I'm soo stupid hyung! Why haven't I realized that from the start? why?" He asked, his voice full of regret.

"You just did what you thought was best for both of you." I said, to ease his pain.

"Yes, I doid what I thought was best for us, but I failed to think about her! Her feelings hyung!!" He said, fresh tears running down his face once again.

"It's okay Ji. Past is past. What's important now is that you still have the chance to tell her how you truly feel and apologize for what you did." I said and suggested what he must do.

"But she already has Donghae." He said, his voice slow and soft. Defeated by the fact that maybe Dara already had a change of heart.

"But at least you told her how you feel for her and you apologized." I said, encouraging him more. 

I couldn't afford to see him in this state right now, as his friend and brother, it also makes me feel sad and feel his pain. The negative aura in this room ain't helping at all. 

"Let's go some place nice to chill a bit. Arasso??" I said to lighten up the mood.

I dragged Ji with me and the others followed behind. 

We went an Icecream shop, nothing better can ease your pain other than icecream right??

I chose Chocolate icecream for Jiyong for Chocolate can activate your happy hormones and thus brightening his mood even a bit. 

I went to our seats and gave each member there treat. 

"You know that I don't like Chocolate, Dara does." He said and his back to his Emo mode. 

Aigoo.. I made the graviest mistake! I forgot that Dara likes Chocolate. 

"Just eat it, it might make you feel better." Daesung said, saving my .

"I'm not in the mood." He said boredly. 

"I'm going home for now, I want to sleep and forget this nightmare." He said and left.

"Follow him Seungri, he might go to clubs and drink like there's no tomorrow or worst an accident might happen. So now Go!" Yongbae said, concern visible in his voice. Seungri quickly nodded and headed out to follow his roomate.

"He really is worrying me." Yongbae said

"Yeah, he totally ain't like that." Daesung countered.

"That's what love can do to you. It can make a Dragon into a helpless kid who lost his favorite bunny." I said reffering to Dara and Ji.

"So, Imma go now, you guys should go also. I think we have a sched in the morn. Later." I bid farewell to the others and headed to the dorms since the two wants to spend more time out. As for me, I want to sleep. 

This day is really hectic. We had a photoshoot, rehearsal and lastly Jiyong's heartbreak. 

The perks of being an idol. Drama here and there.

You'll never really know what's up for the next day. The future really is mystical.

I arrived to our dorm and headed straight to the bathroom to freshen up. 

After that, I checked my mail and browsed the net to surf some stuff.

Boring, boring, boring. Wait, what's this??

Bom seen with Choi Siwon???

The Eff?? How did they know each other? As far as I know they don't even contact each other!

Pictures of them eating in a restaurant and him sending her home.

This is soo weird!! The fact that Noona seems to be having fun, giggling here and there..

I can't let this happen!!

Next Day (; 

Dara's pov

I woke up the next day feeling extra jolly. The memory of yesterday still fresh in my mind. Aigoo.. The perks of being in WGM, especially for the fact that I'm with my Bias. Hehehe. 

I saw CL  by the kitchen making some breakfast. 

"Good morning!" I said

"someone seems to have a good sleep yesterday." she teased.

"Of course, especially if you got a kiss from your crush!" Bom said to them.

I couldn't help but blush remembering about it. It was sweet and magical. It's like I met my prince charming!

"Aiyee!! Unnie is Blushing!! " Minzy teased.

"Yah!! Let's just eat!" 

After that breakfast wherein mostly was plainly teasing to me about you know who. We went to YG for our practices. 

On the way to  the studio, we met the guys.

"Hey!" CL greeted the guys.

"Hey." they greeted flatly.

"What's wrong?" I asked them. I noticed that Ji wasn't with them. I was about to ask them about him when he appeared behind them. 

"Hi Ji." I greeted with enthusiasm. That was then that I noticed his puffy eyes and red nose. 

Is he sick?? Or has he been crying??

"Ji, are you okay?" I asked worriedly.

"I'm fine." He said boredly.

"You're not. What happened?" I asked, my noona insticts kicking in.

"I said I'm fine." He said and went of, leaving us all astounded by his blow.

As I saw his retreating back, my insticts told me to follow him and I did.

I followed him to the rooftop. He really is hiding something, and I guess it deals with me.

"Ji." I called him. He was facing the view of Seoul. I stodd beside him.

"what's the matter?" I asked, my voice full of worry for him.

"I'm fine." He said, looking the other way. Why is he being lke this?

I grabbed his shoulder and forced him to look at me.

Then I noticed that he was crying all along.

"What's wrong Ji?? Tell me." I asked him, persistent to know the problem.

He rarely cries for pete's sake!

"Noona, do you like Donghae?" He asked out of the blue.

His question made me think. Do I really like him??

"I don't know." I said to him.

I saw him smile, even though he is smiling, I still saw deep within his eyes the sadness he is hiding.

"Noona, do you know how much... I .. love you?" He said and faced the view again, leaving me shocked by his sudden confession.

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Hello!! Sorry for the uberly late update!! It's kinda depressing right?

Sorry about that my friend!! I know you hate me for latting Ji cry.

Then again, the story must go on. (;

I apologize again for mistakes in my spelling and grammar!! (;

I have lotsa homeworks to do, so see ya later!!

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