(Kyungsoo POV) Falling in love is a normal behavior. But falling in love with such a bastards who always hurting you is not normal at all. I usually hate him. But, as the times going fast, I'm slowly adapt a piece of pure love for him. You can say I'm a fool but this fool is truly in love with him. What can I do? Confess this feeling or just let it fade away someday? Will it? Will I bear the pain? *~*~*~*~* Kyungsoo had been thinking of his deep feeling for Junmyeon lately. He stills finding the truth about his true feeling to Jumyeon. He don't really know his heart. But he tried his best. Rains falling down heavily, wetting the world. Kyungsoo's stares at the outside of the window. "Its raining. Will this rains can fade away and sweep away this feelings of mine for Junmyeon? If they do, please, wash away this feeling. I ain't to keep it." Kyungsoo's said while his eyes glaring at the droplets of rains. *~*~*~*~*~*~* The next day, Kyungsoo goes to school like he used to. He came a bit early and sit on his seat. He placed his head on the desk while facing outside the window waiting for the others students to come in. Sunlight glaring Kyungsoo's eyes. Kyungsoo's slowly close his eyes as he puts his favorite earphone on his ears. Its thirty minutes more before the class will starts soon. Junmyeon, who had just came in the class, gives a stares on Kyungsoo. He knows the situation is a bit different now. But, he ain't to make it worse. He takes his seat and keeps on staring at Kyungsoo. As more students have come in, Kyungsoo's slowly opens his eyes and sits straight. Mr. Park enters the class and everyone greet him. "Okay, you guys may sit. Okay people. Actually I want to announce some important things. So, please lend me your ears for a while ne?" Mr.Park said loudly. "NE!!!" The class echoed with the students sounds. "Okay, first of all, this weekend, our schools will participates in a competition. This competition is about our environment and the way to save our environment. So, I have some names that I believe could boom out this competition. But, its stills opens for everyone. Everyone can join the competition. So, I hope for a winning from you guys. It will brings the luck to this class though." Said Mr.Park. "Sir, can I join in the competition?" Someone shouts and the person is Baekhyun. "Well, as I say just now, You may. Plus, you are good in debates right. So, I hope you have many ideas of saving our environment." Replied Mr.Park with smile. "Okay, the second thing is, next week our school will having a trip to the amusement park. Hehe, joy enough? I'm kidding. Our school will having a trip to the museum. We will tour the museum and lear something new. Okay, whoever wants to go to the museum trip, don't forget to give me your names and phone number. Okay, class president, please list me the names okay." Mr.Park said to the class president. »»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»» Lunch time, everyone is talking about the trip as they walking to the school cafeteria. "Yah! I want to be in the trip." Baekhyun said excitedly to Kyungsoo. "Hmm, if you like then, just go. Like I don't know the reason why you are so into the trip Byun Baekyun-ssi." Kyungsoo's pinched Baekhyun nose. "Yah! It hurts". So suddenly, while Kyungsoo's back walking, he bumps into someone. He turns to apologize but froze when he sees the person is Junmyeon. "I-I'm sorry." Kyungsoo's bowed. He then taking Baekhyun hand and run. "Yah! Wait! I have some-..." Junmyeon ain't to finish his words as Kyungsoo's is away from him. ********* "Yah! It hurts. Why your running away." Baekhyun asked Kyungsoo. "E-Eo? Well, nothing. I just afraid Junmyeon might killed me after I bumped him. You saw that just now right." Kyungsoo's replied back. "Oh yeah. Okay, back to our talks. Would you mind join me the competition of the way to save our environment? Please, please, please.." Baekhyun begged. "Hell no Baekhyun. I don't want to be in the competition. I'm whether doing something else more fun. Mian Baekhyun-ah." Said Kyungsoo as he sips his chocolate milk shake. Baekhyun give up and sighed. "Its okay, I think I will ask Chanyeol to be my partner then." When Kyungsoo's just about to eat. There's come a young guy sits beside him. "Hi squishy!" Jaehwan said while smiling to Kyungsoo. "Hi Jaehwan-ssi." Kyungsoo's replied back. "Hmm, are you free this afternoon? Because I want to ask you out." "W-what do you mean by out?" "Well, don't get me wrong. I mean, I want t-to ask you to accompany me to the town. You know hang out." Jaehwan replied with his red cheeks. "Oh okay then. I want to show you this one popular and delicious ice cream cafe. I really love to go there." "Well then I meet you up at your house this two in the evening. Dress nicely hehe". Jaehwan stands and went to his way. But, to be more surprise, Junmyeon and Yoona sit in front of Kyungsoo's. "Hello friends, may we take a sit here." Yoona said and sits with his so-called-fiance Junmyeon. Kyungsoo's, who sees Junmyeon, just froze there. "Kyungsoo-ah!! Yah!" Baekhyun shaking his friends shoulder until he steps on his own world back. "O-oh, mianhae Baekhyun-ah. I need to go to the toilet first. Meet you at our fav place then. Bye." Kyungsoo quickly stands and walking away from the group. »»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»»» Kyungsoo's now knowing his heart belongs to Junmyeon. But, for everyone sake. He should just forget about his feeling towards Junmyeon as he know he won't get him. One day maybe? But, would he be able to face the challenges upcoming then? Kyungsoo's just hate it. As Kyungsoo's walking to the library. Mr.Park stops him. "Kyungsoo's wait. Hold on a second. I need to talk with you". Kyungsoo's stopped. "Well, Mr.Park. What is it?" "Well, Can you help me? Please enter the competition." Kyungsoo's puzzled. "W-what? Mr.Park. I'm so sorry I think I can't. I really don't want to enter the competition. I think I just want to lay down on my bed or going out somewhere." "Please Kyungsoo-ah. You're my best student. Please. I know you're a smart student. Last exam you're bombed up your marks also right. So, please." Mr.Park keeps on begging kyungsoo. "O-okay then. But I don't have partners. Baekhyun has his partner already." "No worry Kyungsoo-ah. I've put you with Junmyeon-ssi. He's quite smart. Besides his father own this school right. Like he won't helps to win the competition." "W-what? Junmyeon-ssi? Can I be with someone else? I think I'm not suits with him. As he is way more smart than me." "Then, it would be really perfect. Why not. You may learn from him right. Okay, I'm sorry for stopping you here. I've got to go. Bye Kyungsoo-ah. Anyway, thanks." Mr.Park just went away. Kyungsoo's cannot believe that he will be pairing with Junmyeon. His little crush. ~~~~~~~~~~~ The glory day has come. Well, its actually the day for the students to show up theirs talents. Kyungsoo's feelings really unpleasant. Well of course. He was team up with his love, Junmyeon. He afraid he'll do something stupid and might open up his big secret of loving Junmyeon to Junmyeon himself. Meanwhile. Who knows that Junmyeon might feels the same. "Well done guys. You guys are so amazing up on stage. Well, I guess we just need to hear the results soon. Okay, I'm so happy with you guys." Mr.Park praised Junmyeon,Kyungsoo, Baekhyun and Chanyeol as they are the competitors of the competition. Mr.park, and all the competitors are leaving the practise room and only Kyungsoo's who stay in the room. Kyungsoo drinks his water as he is a bit thirsty. "Is there any water bottles left? I'm a bit thirsty" Junmyeon, who just entered the practice room asking for a water bottle. Kyungsoo's shocked. He then looking up for the water bottles but its all finished. Kyungsoo's then shook his head. "Are you really thirsty?" Kyungsoo's asked Junmyeon politely. "Well, kinda." "Mind sipping my water then. Well, there's no water bottle left." "Well, I'm okay with that. You won't mind?" "No, its okay." Kyungsoo's approach near Junmyeon as he gives the bottle to him. "Here you go. You can have it all. I've drink mines." Junmyeon's taking the water bottle and drink it. "Well, thank you so much Kyungsoo-ah." "O-oh you're welcome." Kyungsoo's turn away as he wants to leave the room. But, so suddenly Junmyeon grabbing Kyungsoo's hand and pulled him back, hugging him. "J-Junmyeon-ssi? W-what are you doing?" "Sshh!! Just let us be like this on a minute." "B-but why?" "Its okay Kyungsoo-ah. I won't harm you. Just let me hug you for a minute." Kyungsoo's got so many things playing on his mind. "Is he loves me? Or just want to toy up with me?" Kyungsoo's starts to cry. Junmyeon's felt some water drops on his hand. "Kyungsoo-ah, a-are you crying?" Kyungsoo's still crying. Junmyeon turn Kyungsoo's back facing him. He is wiping away Kyungsoo's tears. "Why are you crying? Tell me?" Kyungsoo's looking into Junmyeon's eyes. "I hate you. I really, really hate you. Why are you always toying up my feelings. I know I'm such a dumb. But, don't you think you are being too far" Kyungsoo break off from Junmyeon's hugs and steps back. "I-I don't mean to do that. Please don't get me wrong Kyungsoo-ah." Kyungsoo's crying even more. Kyungsoo's steps backwards and running away leaving the practice room. Junmyeon try to catch Kyungsoo but he couldn't as his legs won't work for it. "Arghh! legs" Junmyeon's cursing on his legs. Kyungsoo's just running away and he has no idea where to go. Until he saw there's a library front him. He enters the library and finding the suitable place to cry off. "I-I don't mean to do that. Please don't get me wrong" junmyeon's words are keep playing on Kyungsoo's head. "What does he means by saying that? Does he means for me to not misunderstanding him. Like he does not have any feelings towards me. Arghh!! Why am I being so stupid. Why can't I see his game?" •••••••••••••••••••••