Nineteen
I Love You : How We Love
“I’m leaving you, Kris. I’m sorry~” you walked away.
Kris just stood there dumbfounded. Don’t know what to do when deep inside you, you want him to hold you and to stop you from keep walking away. After you were a distance away from him, he finally ran to you. Back-hugged you. “I’m not gonna let you go! I’m not gonna let you! I will never let you go~” he cried. Tears were running down his cheeks like a waterfalls. Repeating the same thing again and again.
The tears in your eyes were also doing the same thing. Falling like they were not going to stop. “I have to, Kris. No matter how much I love you, I have to leave you! I need to leave!” you tried to release from his grips but your energy were just too weak. And so, you cried harder.
“I need you~” that simple words he said made you turned around and hugged him. “I need you more than I need myself.” He sobs, “I love you~”
You cried in his arms. The warmth and comfort he was giving you, make you feel like you made the right decision. ‘Myungsoo was wrong. He will never leave me.’ You thought.
“This is our home now.” Kris brought you to his house. Even though his house was not as big as Suho’s but his house were much more comfortable then Suho’s since this is his.
“Our?” you frowned.
Kris smiled, coming closer to you. Reaching for your hands, holding them tight, “I want you to be by my side the whole time. I want you to stay here with me.” He said as he looked into your eyes, deeply and sincerely.
“What about my apartment? My things?” you mirrored his way of saying those words.
“Park Bom is going to be there more often and you know how I feel about it, right?” he smiled faintly.
You gave him the sweetest smile ever, caressing his cheek. You peck his lips once before saying “I’ll move in.”
He smiled and hugs you tight, “I only have you and the boys. I’m sorry if I make you feel like I’m taking you away from your sister but I really need you by my side. I really need you.” he whispered.
“Kris, I love you." you paused, thinking whether the words that you're going to say next is doubtless or not. A second later, you were very sure after looking in his eyes. "More than anything~”
He pulled away, smiles. “Come. I’ll show you, our room.” He dragged you to his room. Excited about everything. The master bedroom, was huge. The sense in the room has a sense of Kris. The smell you love the most. “Like it?”
“Like it? I love it.” You jumped on the bed, landing perfectly on the pillow. Kris chuckles, laying down next to you while facing your beautiful face. You faced him, smiling like he is. Never did he thought, someone as perfect as you could
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