the end?
SHINee's American DongsengAlright guys, so It's been a long time since I've posted anything, but I feel like I owe you all an explanation.
One of the MAIN reasons I started writing this fan fiction was because I had no romance in my life. LIke I've explained, the main character IS me, and when I began writing I really had never kissed anyone or had any boyfriends.
However, things change.
In chapter 18, I very briefly mentioned a boy, Patrick, that I had cooked for on occasion. Well, to make a long story short, I fell in love.
But the truth of the story doesn't end! My first kiss was in his dorm, and it was very much like a k-drama kiss. I just sat there, eyes wide, thinking "What do I do now?"
Don't judge me.
But here's the point: I really don't know if I'm going to write anymore. The need I had for romance in my life has been fulfilled and it's way better than any love story I could come up with.
I'm living the dream, even if it's not onstage, because I'm with a guy that I really like.
Hopefully nobody is too upset that I probably wont be writing anymore. If this seriously upsets you, let me know, and you may convince me to start writing again. Who knows?
In the meantime, I'm going to keep living my own romance, and I encourage you all to do the same.
The world is yours for the taking. Go out and own it.
I was just starting to get to a point in my life where I thought I'd never fall in love. Or rather, that nobody would ever love me.
The world is a crazy place and unexpected things happen. You may just end up falling in love with your best friend.
There is always hope for you.
Thanks to everyone who stuck with me up until now. I appreiciate it more than you know.
사랑해요!!!
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