Sunday, July 27

Ugh.

I keep saying that I'm going to take a rest and not work out for a couple days and it keeps not working.

Plus, my WHOLE BODY hurts. We've been runnning in the morning, and I am so not used to it. I hurt everywhere.

However, I am one tough cookie... I'm not going to show anyone how much pain I'm in.

Especially not Taemin or Key. Taemin would probably care for me too much. He'd force me to rest.

I love him, but he doesn't seem to get that I can take care of myself. I appreciate that he's looking out for me... but... He's not my dad. He's my boyfriend!

As for Key, he would play the "mother" card, as usual, and either scold me for working too hard or become my slave and make me sit around and do nothing all day.

I have actually told one person: Onew. He's like the big brother I always wanted. Earlier today, I was about to set the table for dinner, but Onew took all the things from me and said "I know you're tired."
 

I smiled "Thanks Oppa!"
 

He turned and looked at me, confused. Oh, I guess I'd never called him Oppa before. Taemin was the only one I'd said it to. When Onew saw my own shocked expression, he laughed and gave me a hug. I guess he's fine with it.

Anyway, filming starts tomorrow. I'm really nervous. I recieved an outline of the day from my manager earlier and it doesn't look too bad.

I think the plan is to turn each week of filming into two hour-long episodes, so that'll be a total of 12 episodes.

That being said, we hopefully won't have to film all day in order to get what we need. I think the plan is to work from early morning (not too early I hope) until 3 or 4 in the afternoon (at least on dorm-days) and then we'll all go practice and I'll get more training in the evening. Which makes sense, I was thinking about how I wouldn't be getting that much training just during filming.

 

Well, I'm exhausted and I have a long day ahead of me. Nighty-Night.