Wednesday, July 30

Today was the day where all 6 of us were supposed to go out and have fun.

After going through Hair and makeup, we all met in the living room, the camera crew was there too.

The writer (at least I think it was the writer) told us that today we were going to be out a long time. We were all going to go on a giant scavenger hunt.

The plan was to divide into three teams and run around outside going from one clue to the next (without getting caught by the crazy fangirls)

We all drew straws to pick teams. Key and I got paired together. Honestly, Key and I don’t really hang out as much as me and the other members do. He’s a nice guy, but we just don’t have a whole lot in common.

Anywho… I could go on for a long time about what we did today… but I’m tired so…

We ran around from place to place completing missions and running away from fangirls. Key made sure not to grab my hand while running, to avoid any rumors.

We didn’t practice today… we didn’t even get home until 6 and we were all really sleepy. We ordered some food and watched a movie.

I snuggled on the couch with Taemin (as usual) and so didn’t remember much of the movie. I almost fell asleep, but then the movie was over.

I was a little disappointed… I wanted to snuggle with Taemin more. I am so greedy for that boy’s attention.

Oh, Gotta sleep now. I’ve another long day ahead of me. Tomorrow is the day where I go to practice on my own with an actual trainer. I think the boys all have schedules. Whatever… I need sleep. Goodnight!

Thursday, July 31

Yup, today I just practiced all day. And it was filmed. I feel like I made a total fool of myself… Oh well, I guess I’ll gain confidence as I go on.

When I got back to the dorm after a long day of filming, dancing, and singing, I really wanted to hang out with Taemin or Onew, but nobody was there! I assumed they were all out doing whatever, so I just came into my room to write in my diary.

This is a super short entry. Nothing terribly interesting happened. But tomorrow is my parent’s Wedding anniversary. I don’t really miss my family all that much… I think I’m getting used to not being around them.

I’m going to bed.