"she deserve to  spend her lifetime with someone she can’t live without… and it’s not us"

                                                                                                                                                                        --- JESSICA

 

 

“Yeseul?” Taeyeon mumbled as she saw a familiar face running from the Kwon’s  house

“Do you know her?” Tiffany asked looking at the girl who looks in rush

“can you wait here?”

Tiffany nodded but confusion was evident on her face

Taeyeon rushed to Yeseul and blocked her before she got inside the car

 

“I’m sorry” Taeyeon apologize looking at her in the eyes

Yeseul wiped her own tears “you’re supposed to be my friend” she said as she continue getting inside her car and drove off

 

“who is that?” Tiffany asked

“A friend…”  Taeyeon answered and before Tiffany could ask again, she led her inside the house

 

“Good morning” Taeyeon greeted

“Good morning” Jessica smiled

“you ready?” Tiffany asked

 

Jessica nodded holding Yoona

 

“You can come with them instead of me Yul” Tiffany said

Taeyeon just stayed silent, she doesn’t really know what to say right now.

Jessica just stood there.

 

“no it’s okay…” Yuri said “I actually need to talk to Taeyeon about something”

“can’t it wa----“

“Tiff let’s go” Jessica said as she made her way to the door

“Okay…” Tiffany said as she took Yoona’s bag

“I’ll get that” Yuri said, carrying Yoona’s bag to the car

 

Tiffany gives Taeyeon a questioning look, Taeyeon just smiled weakly

 

Jessica looked away as Yuri hold Yoona’s hand

“I love you..” Yuri said as she kissed little Yoona’s head

 

“she’s back…” Yuri mumbled

“I know…”

“Ever since she left, I pray nothing but for her to come back” as tears dropped from her eyes “she’s back and all I can do is watch her leave again”

 

“Okay, Please tell me what it is” Tiffany said as they both sitting at the bench of the park

“it’s nothing…” Jessica said

“it’s not nothing… you’re my bestfriend, you can’t lie to me” Tiffany stated

Jessica just looked away

“it’s Yeseul isn’t it?” She asked but more like statement, gaining Jessica’s attention “Don’t give me that look… I saw her earlier, Taeyeon said she’s a friend but I guess she’s not just a friend”

Jessica looked in front “I saw the way she looks at Yuri, the twinkle in her eyes, her smile…  I saw the way they looked at each other and I ruined them”

 

“If I were in your position, I probably lost my mind already” Taeyeon sitting beside her bestfriend

“I don’t know what to do, Taeng…” Yuri told her

 “I’m supposed to tell you an advice at this kind of situation but what advice would I give to someone who is now married then suddenly the love of her life came back?...  I’m supposed to tell you things to help you clear your mind and make a right decision but what really is the right decision right now? As your bestfriend and I’m supposed to tell you that family should always be your choice, but I’m your bestfriend and I know that you can give up everything for her”

 

“can I not go home?” Jessica asked, as the engine stops in front of their house “It’s not me who should be living there with Yuri, it’s supposed to be Yeseul”

“you don’t know that…” Tiffany told her “you may be right, they probably love each other but it doesn’t mean that they’re gonna marry each other and end up together”

“Maybe you’re right, I don’t know that… but it won’t change the fact that I took Yuri’s chance to be with someone she loves, I took her chance to spend her lifetime with someone she could love forever… I took that away from her and nothing can change that” she said as she step outside the car, carrying Yoona

“Jessi…” Tiffany called following Jessica “I’m always here…”

Jessica smiled at her “I know…”

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Jessica’s POV

I took a deep breath before I step inside the house. Yuri never said a word about Yeseul but I know how important she is to her.

I put Yoona iniside her room but there was no sign of Yuri. What do I expect? That she’ll be waiting for us at home, that she’ll welcome us with a smile, maybe after realizing what she lost because of me she’ll probably hate me and I couldn’t blame her and I don’t I would because she has all the right to hate me for dragging her into my mess.

 

End of POV

 

“I knew you’d be here” Taeyeon said as she sat beside Yuri

“here you are” Yuri said as drink the glass of vodka in front of her

“I know you can hold your drink, but I think you’ve had enough” Taeyeon said

“I’m fine Taeng,” Yuri said as she looked at her bestfriend “and when did you become a party pooper? And besides I have nowhere to go”

“see, you’re drunk” she said but she wouldn’t stop her taking another shot again

“you know I’m not.. and you also know that I don’t wanna go home…”

Taeyeon looked at her bestfriend helplessly “for whatever reason that you don’t wanna go home, I’m sure Jessica’s really, really worried about you right now, can’t you go home for that one reason?”

Yuri stayed silent

“you can’t just leave her without a text, call or anything she already worried about you for the 2 months that we’re gone, She doesn’t deserve another day”

 

“Yul, we’re here” Taeyeon tapping her bestfriend

“----“

“Yul…” Trying again but she wouldn’t budge, she’s dead drunk, Taeyeon sighed as she stepped outside her car and went to Yuri’s side

“why do you always do this to me?” Taeyeon said while trying to pull Yuri out of the car

 

“you need a hand?” Jessica asked standing not far from them

 

“I’m really sorry about this” Taeyeon said as they put Yuri on the bed

“no, it’s okay…” Jessica said “thank you for bringing her home”

 

YURI’s POV

“Arghhh~” I groaned as I moved my head slowly, blinking, adjusting from the lights, as tried to sit-up feeling everything around me is spinning “God!” I whispered as stepped up from the bed, and go outside the room,  walks slowly, massaging my head when I heard a step downstairs.

“you’re early… ” I said, seeing my wife downstairs, all prepared to go to work,

“I have lot of work of to do..” she answered without looking at me

“have you eaten yet?” I asked when I finally got down, then saw my little Yoona on her crib “Good morning, Angel…” as I kissed her head “let’s grab a breakfast first, then I’ll drive you”

Jessica carried Yoona as she answered “I’m fine…” without looking at me…. again and made her way to the door, which I obviously notice

I know we are not really on speaking terms, she’s still mad at me for lying about what I do and who am I, but I’m pretty sure I’m getting step closer to her the other day, and today… It’s like I was a stranger that she can’t be with, in the same place.

Did I do something? I mean besides going home drunk… why do I feel like it’s more than that? What just happen?

 

End of POV

 

Knock! Knock!

 

“Come in..” Jessica answered without looking busy on her paper works

“you’re early…” Tiffany answered as sit down at the chair in front of Jessica’s table

“I have a lot to finish…” she answered

Tiffany stares at her

 

“what is it?” Jessica asked finally looked at her

“nothing, I just need you to look at this design” She answered as she gave her a folder  “I’ve been thinking if we could include them in the upcoming fashion show”

“It’s good… I think that’s a good idea” Jessica answered scanning the folder  “how about the model, is it complete yet?”

“Not yet but later we’ll be having an audition, I think we both should go..”

“I think you can handle that” Jessica answered “I’m actually planning to go home early, my eyes are closing…  I really did wake up early” she smiled

“are you okay?” it was out of the blue question but it shouldn’t be enough to take Jessica aback

“yeah…” she nodded

“okay…” Tiffany answered as she stood up, and took steps going to the door, but after a few steps she stops as she called her “Jessica…. You forgot something…”

 

Jessica gave her a question look

 

“In case you have forgotten, which I hope not because I will really get hurt… I am your bestfriend, I know when you’re okay and I know when you’re not” she stated “and later you are coming with me, I need another pair of eyes…”

 

And before Jessica could say another word Tiffany left the room

 

Jessica made a deep sighed and leaned on her chair as she closed her eyes  as soon as the door closed, She was in her own world when she heard Yoona cries…

 

She immediately got up and went to her “Did you feel what I am thinking?” she asked carrying her

“I’m sorry, I couldn’t help” she continue, as she walk while carrying her when she saw picture of Yuri at her table “Yuri has been nothing but good to us from the very beginning..” staring at Yuri’s picture “She’s a great person, and she deserve more than this… she doesn’t deserve to be with someone  who had been force to her, She deserve to be with someone she loves,… she deserve to  spend her lifetime with someone she can’t live without… and it’s not us…” looking at Yoona this time “You’re probably not gonna forgive me for this but she deserves all the happiness the world could give and it’s not with us.. Yoona it’s not us who can give her that.” As tears falls without her knowing, “that’s why we should let her go” as her tears falls continuously “I’m going to let her go”

 

 

--- 12EvilAuthor

 

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