Chapter 13



-what do you want at this time? Do you want to apologize? You can delay it tomorrow. 

I didn't reply to him, I didn't know how to start the conversation with him either! I was mumbling trying to find words!

-Hello? Did you know what time is it now?

He paused for a minute; I could hear his mumbling too. 

-UEE-sshi…are you ok? What's going on? Talk to me, are you feeling unwell?

When I heard his words and his suddenly care, my tears started to fall despite me. I didn't want to…I didn't
 want to show my weak side to anybody, but it's too much to keep it inside. I dropped the phone, I was shaking 
to death like if I'm waited someone to ask me this question. I didn't know but my hands; they weren't able to
 hold the phone any longer! His voice was keeping asking me the same question. I pressed the red button and 
his voice disappeared. "What am I doing?"… After almost 15 minutes, I walked along the beach to spread the
 sadness, and to release my chill. "How long I will be here? It’s started to be scary!"

My steps were stopped by a stranger hand. I looked at the person who held my arm so powerfully. 
"Give me your money. I'm so sick, I have to travel and I want to eat too" he was drunk and his breathe and his 
smell was killing me! I pushed him away and screamed though he was still refusing to let my leg off. 
"What are you doing? Let me go…I don't have anything to give" I fell down; he was pulling me and I couldn't 
resist his strong arm. "If you don't have anything then…." "GO AWAY…LET OFF ME, GO AWAY" I was hitting 
him and slap his face but there was no reaction! He was slowly come to top of me. "HELP!!" I shouted as hard 
as I could then I heard a crack of glasses. I closed my eyes to not make the parts got inside my eyes. I felt of 
his heavy body, he was lying on me! I pushed him away of me. "AAHHH…what's that??" there were spot of bloods
 on my shirt. I was scared that he would die!

 "WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" the voice was coming behind me, I turned my head to look at the source of that voice. 
"Jang su-sshi!" I screamed like if I looked at my hero! 
"Why you didn't tell me about your place? What if I'm not here?" I don't know the reason of his anger! I was 
afraid to death. "What if he dies?" I said unsteadily. "Come on, who will die after a hitting of a bottle of beer?" 
he stared at me. "There is a blood in your shirt, you have to go to your home, why are you hanging around 
at this time?!" I pouted and felt like he was hurting me although he didn't know anything. "Yes…I will".

"Don't come here at this time alone!" I nodded as if he was my teacher lecturing me. 
"It's better to send you home…you're still shaking!" I didn't feel my body until he mentioned it to me. He caught 
my shaking hand and pulled me but I stopped him. "I'm ok! I…." I didn't know what to say. He stared at me 
confusedly. I was hoping that he will not able to see my stupid suitcase. "Is that related to you?" he indicated to it.
 "NO…NO" I doubt that he didn't understand what I truly mean! "I see" he replied then he carried my suitcase 
and caught my hand and pulled me until we reached to his car. "I don't know what's going on…and I won't ask 
you, but do you have place to spend in tonight?" he asked. His eyes were sincerely and made me felt his 
kindness. "I told you, it's not mine!" I was rejecting what he said. I don't want to tell the truth. 
"Your eyes…like me…they can't lie" he added. I froze at his replied. 
"Ride the car, I will discuss with you on the way" he opened the door for me. 

-where do you want me to take you? Is there any place you want to go? 
-how did you find me? How did you know that I'm there?

I wanted to change this topic so I asked him this useless question.

-it's just my sense! I felt like you're in danger…you frightened me! How could on earth you call me 
while you crying? I hate seeing people crying in front of me. Keep that in your mind. 
-I'm sorry…I don't have friends here…you just came up to my mind…I didn't mean to bother you.
-if you accept me as your friend, then, you don't have to apologize…I'm glad that I came to your mind. 
-you're just overacting…before you told me you own me apology!
-YAH…is that your way of treating nice people?

I grinned at his reaction. Actually, it's not that funny but I want to act cool…trying not to appear the bad 
situation that happened suddenly to me. 

-so, where do you want to go? 

I didn't have any reply to his question. 'I don't have money…lend me some?' oh that's impossible to say. 
'I don't have money…keep me in your place!" that's absolutely no way…NO WAY.

-what are you thinking of? I'm so curious about you…you know how to make people curious!
-I'm not that obscure.
-yeah I know…but your face and your eyes hold a lot of things.
-is that so? If that the case, then your eyes hold a lot of things too. I could feel it when I just look at it. 

He stared at me aimlessly. I don't know if I said something wrong to him although what I said 100 percent true.
 We silence for a bit. He stopped asking me to where I wanted to go. He is so smart...so smart to understand 
what's up within minute. I didn't know where he is going; he just drove the car as slow as his might. 

-when person stab you from the back...what will you do?

I suddenly spoke about what was rolling in my mind. 

-nothing. 

- NoTHinG? Huh! Are you that type of people?
-which type?
-it's like you're throwing everything behind your back. One word...non-feeling guy!

He laughed at my comment, I was still didn't want to believe his answer. 

-please be more serious...!!
-I told you...nothing! If this person did that to me what shall I do then? I won't wait for his mercy! 
I will abandon that person. Because if I was with her or him it will hurt me only! So to keep everything 
as itself, not to hurt the other side, I won't do anything.

His answer made me thinking of a lot of things regarding Yuri's circumstances.

-what if this person...

I paused...I didn't want to complete this discussion. Not because of him, but because of me who wanted 
to forget and leave her mind light for a bet.
 He stopped his car and turned off his engine then his eyes placed at me

-are you ok?
 -Yeah
 -I mean…I know you don't have place...so if it's ok with you...this is my house.
 -stop saying jokes!
 - I'm not..!!
 -this is your house? And you want me to live here...with you?
 -not forever! It's just for one night idiot! Although I think about your place, you treat me like that again!
 -I didn't mean it...I mean...it's really awkward! I can't!!
 -well...then sleep outside!
 -NO WAY
 -help me to carry your suitcase then.
 -I won't sleep with you in the same room, right?
 -What a smart question! Am I crazy to sleep with one like you?
 -ahh you don't have to speak in this informal way!
 -huh! Funny!

We entered his house. It's very big, it doesn't seem to me it's for 1 person! Everything was organized.


-is this your own house?
 -no...It's a share house.
 -is that so? I thought it would be impossible to have it by you.  
  
 He gazed me with non-patient look. I ignored him and completed my wandering.

-I live with my friends here; we all gathered and built this house.
 -waaahh, that's sound cool.
 -sshhhshshsh...they are sleeping don't be noisy.
 -sorry.
 -go to that room.
 He indicated to the room placed at the end of the lobby.
 -there are 4 rooms only! Are you guys 4?
 -yes
 -then...the room...its yours?!
 -yes
 -why you didn't lie? How can I sleep there now! Where will you sleep?
 -with you.
 -WH..

He covered my mouth to control my high voice. 

-I told you...Keep silent! Aw, your saliva...disgusting

'Disgusting!' huh!
 
- You and I will sleep in the same room!
 - I'll sleep here. GO… you're unbelievable girl!
 -why? I'll sleep here! It's just one night and I'll find another place tomorrow.
 
  Suddenly, He put his hands on my arms like if he wanted to comfort me. I froze by his sudden movement

-are you always like that?
 -like what?
 -you don't know how to hide your suffer.

That's a true fact, but how could he know that? Am I that transparent person? He shocked me.

-that...NO...I'm fine. Why do you think I'm suffering?
 -that's your way; you always deny everything said to you.
 -you started to frighten me!
 -you have to take a rest now, we will discuss next time.
 -thank you...sorry.

The tone of my voice changed 180 degrees. Jaewoon know me, he is the only one who can understand me that 
fast, from our very first meeting. He was analyzing me. "Is he jeawon? What am I thinking of? That's impossible..." 
I pulled my bag to 'jang su's room. Hearing this word made me embarrassed. 

His room, everything in it 'white'. His wardrobe, bed and the wall!! Although it's a bit strange, it gives you 
a steady feeling. Finally, I found one difference between them. I sat on his bed; it's really awkward for me. 
Even though I felt tired, but the sleep won't want to come and my body refused to sleep. I was sitting aimlessly. 
The thoughts returned again to my head. 

"What shall I do now? It's not the end...I won't give up, she wants to 
steal everything! I will not let her do what she wants unless I die" 
        
 My cell phone rang, I checked it, it was message from yuri's cell phone! "what does she want now?" 
I looked at the clock that placed on the wall. "It's already 3 AM" I opened the message with anxious feeling.
  
 'Noona, are you ok? I was pretending sleeping when you entered the room, I didn't want to cry. 
I miss you already. I'm sorry Noona; I couldn't do anything for you! I hope that you're in a good place. 
I know that you don't have anything but please stay healthy. I'll pray for you and I'll delete this message 
from mom's phone, don't be afraid ^^'

It was gun woon!! 

I was crying, yes, I know that I'm a cry baby! What should I do? He was caring for me! 
He couldn't sleep thinking of me! I didn't know he loves me that much! After this message the tiring was gone. 
I couldn't sleep at all. I went to the bath to wash my face. 
Within it, I heard knock; I ran to bath and closed the door. I didn't know if he entered the room or not.   
I washed my face and after 10 minutes I went out the bath 
but I opened the door slowly to be sure there was no one there. 
"What he is doing?" Jang su was holding my call phone! 

-what are you doing? 

He threw the phone on the bed. 

-nothing. 

-I thought you can't sleep, so I want to be sure you're ok, because you're my guest!
 
He tried to find good lie to cover what he did.
 
-did you read it?
-.......Yes.
-you're really so curious!!
-it was lighting! I just thought there was someone calling you! Is he your brother who I met before?
-yes.
-how cute! Then...why he showed me a bad side of him?
-you told me that you understand him! Don't say he is bad!
-I know I know! You're too noisy!
-I was here by myself.
-so you're kicking me out?
-how can I do that to you? I didn't say anything!
-you didn't take a bath!
 
I looked at myself. I totally forget about it...ah… he embarrassed me! My cheeks turned to red. What will he thinking of me? Anyaa
 
-do you feel awkward?
-a little.
 
I paused then completed.
 
-is that man really ok now?
-why are you keep asking about him? He pisses me off! Yes, I think so, I told you, don't afraid, and trust me! 
- I'm sorry! I troubled you... Believe me it's just one night.
-why are you acting like that? It doesn't suit you. Also, I didn't complain!
-I know you're not that mean to say it forward.
-look at this girl!!
 
I grinned, he lose his patient very fast. 
 
-I think I interrupted you. If you need anything tell me.
-I will....
 
He closed the door behind him; I still could see his shadow beneath the door. I don't know why his steps were stopped but he finally moved and I went to take a hot shower and fell asleep

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