Don't Make Me Suffer!
Don't Make Me Suffer!
Chapter 11
To tell the truth I didn't want to be with anyone this night, but he helped me and I have to be at least nice with him.
-sure, I'm ok! Did the work pressure you?
-NO, I'm here because of...
He paused and looked at the sea.
-because of what?
His sight made me curious about him; his eyes talked more than his tongue.
-I fought with my friend, and this happened frequently, this is really upset me.
-I see! This happened a lot! Don't be upset like that!
He smiled and showed his dimple! WOW, the dimple thing, am I lucky to see it everyday? -anyway, are you ok now? I forget for a second about what happened. -Y...es... I think I'm half ok. -I see! I know that you will be here! -what do you mean? -most people who face problems find the sea is the greatest place to release their sadness or even anger. -are you one of them? -YES, you will never and ever find more comfortable place than the nature. You can see yourself within it. He paused and stared at me for awhile, I didn't know how to react, and I stared at him too. I couldn't complete his game I turned my eyes to the sea. He grinned at me while putting his hand on his mouth. -I see, you're person who can't bear anything! At Simple thing, you lose your aim. -whAT? I do, I heard him clearly but I wanted some explanation. -are you analyzing my movements? -NO, but I can read people's eyes. He talked with full confident! "AISH" he really knows how to put his control on. -me too! I can read people's mind! -really? I laughed. I really laughed at his reaction! In this bad day, I wanted to laugh no matter what. He believed me and this made me laugh. He opened his eyes widely and this scared me too! To get the situation up, I decided to complete my lie!
-of course! Do you want to try? -don't fool me, you will regret it later, you don't know me very well! Tell me one thing about me, OR, what Am I thinking of? -OK, let's start. I looked at his eyes yet his face, then to his whole body. -are you reading my mind or drawing me? -shshshshs I acted like I'm concentrated on him. Even though, my eyes rolling and rolling over his body, but it came back to his eyes. I felt something; his eyes....hold a lot of emotions! -you're thinking of your friend who fought with you! -really? He said it with joking sounds! As if he knows I'm playing around! -you think of someone who really important to you, am I right? -YAH!! Don't fool me!!AISH... I was frightened by his scolded! He really scared me! His face turned upside down, I don't know that he will get mad! He stood up and went near to sea while putting his hands around his waist. I followed him after 5 minutes. I touched his hand gently to know I'm behind him! -I'm...sorry...I didn't know... -forget it...nothing happened I was confused about his sudden reaction! That made me sure about his life that holds a lot of things. -what do you mean by 'important person'? -ah...I'm just joking to you...some words were gone from my mouth. Don't take it seriously. -I know you're unable to read my mind...yah...I meant who are you thinking of when you said it to me? -no one...everyone have one precious person, and treasure it. Maybe your girlfriend
He caught my hand and pulled me to where we sat before.
-what's wrong with you?
I said it with full of confused, I don't know why he is like that.
-what? You really pissed me off!
-ok! I said I'm sorry! I don't know where the problem of my talking.
-Aish...don't shout...I hear you! I...I...I don't know why I'm like that! I'm so down right now so please, understand it.
I felt what he was feeling of, but what I wanted to know is what kind of problem made him not control his attitude! Is his friend did something wrong made him upset this much? He was avoiding my eyes; all his thoughts were throwing to the sea. I couldn't move my eyes over him, he is such a mystery guy!
-I don't know what bothered you, and I don't want to see someone upset this much in front of me. I didn't mean to pressure you more than it could be! I want you to forget all the annoying things, leave them behind you, don't do that to yourself!
I don't know... The words went out one by one. I know myself…everything I think about, will go out of my mouth.
"This stupid habit" He turned his head to me. He looked at me...with watered eyes! OMG…!!
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