Chapter 10

He put his hands around my shoulders and turned me but I still couldn't see him. I saw his 
shadow trying to pull the towel. "Ple...ase, let me like th..at..it's mo..re comfar...table" I was
 talking separately! I couldn't breath. "I won't leave you here, I'll send you home!" He caught my left hand that wore the 
glove and pulled me after him. He opened the car door and let me ride on it

Stranger who treats you like that would make you wonder... There are still some good sides in people!

You have to stop crying, nothing going to change!" His voice cut my thoughts, made me" 
realize the fact, what happened before. What He said is 100 percent true, but the problem is ... How to apply

People in different situation won't be able to understand..." I paused for no reason, like if the"
 incident repeats itself in front of me! He was driving slowly, I was sitting on the back seat 
trying to remove the towel from my head but my hand didn't let me do it.

  I understand what you mean." He nodded "where is your house? Or do you want" 
to smell fresh air near the sea?" I couldn't breath it's already 25 minutes since the 
towel covered my head. I took off the towel but I placed it on my shoulder to cover my 'dirty' clothe. 
He looked at me at his mirror, I could feel his gaze but I couldn't raise my head


"NO, it will be better if you drive me home, please!" I lowered my voice. "As you like" he replied. 
I told him where I live and he immediately knows my place! 
"Thank you sir for your kindness" I have some words I want to say to him but what I need right now is courage. 

"You're welcome, take care of yourself" he replied with warm smile. "Ah...can I ask you 
question?" I asked while He looking at me confusedly. 

"Sure!" He agreed. "Did you believe what......yuri-sshi said?" I said with less confidence. He was trying to avoid the eye-contact, then I understand what he meant by this move.
Ah...forget the question, goo..." "I will not lie to you and say yes, and I'll not say no either, it's complicated, you know" he interrupted me. His way when he talked made me agree with his opinion. Its better he didn't know what to believe rather than taking unfair judge on me!

"Good night..." "Siwon...choi siwon". He added.
I bowed a little then he his engine and left me behind.
"Siwon?" I felt like I know this guy, his face so familiar to me, but I don't know where I saw him!

The first thing I did is taking shower then lying on my bed letting all the memories fade...but unfortunately,  they didn't want to disappear! Its 8 o'clock and they are not home yet!
I went out to 'smell fresh air' as he said to me. I think I need to go to the sea at this moment, this hard moment.
The air was cold, I didn't wear a heavy clothe. The sea was calm yet hyper. I sat on the sands covering both shoulders with my hands and hided my head between my knees.
 

"All the day, she was pretending to be nice! All that was planned successfully! Why I'm so stupid? Why people always fool me?" The tears fell again but I shed it immediately. I didn't want to be weak more than it should be!
I stared at the moon thinking about jaewoon who I need right now, who always beside me whenever I need him, who knows what I feel before I tell. He is the person who can read my thoughts. "Why you left me? Why you left me in this harsh and unfair world?" I still not on my sense, the words just went out as if there someone listens to me.  
 

"Who left you?" He sat beside me and turned his head slowly to where I sat. 

-SIWON-sshi!!

-why are you surprised?

-it's strange to see you here, why are you not in the event?

-I felt like I want to be here, and I saw you, so I decided to set with you if it's ok.

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