note!: *- donghae narrating

          ** - Yoona narrating

*Today is the day I'm taking Yoona at the construction site.. I'm feeling that this will be a nice day to enjoy nature..

She's currently sleeping at the back seat.. 

she's probably tired making a fuss about me taking her here.. but in the end.. she ended up coming with me..

It's been a long ride.. finally.. we're here..

"Yoona...Yoona.." i kept waking her up..

"wae??" she said still half-awake..

"we're here.. get off the car.. go sight seeing.." i said

When she got off the car.. her eyes widened..

"whoah!  nice scenery!" she said

"yeah.. we're kinda on top of a mountain.. we're tearing down a compund here to make this a golf course.." i explained..

"a golf course ..in a mountain??" she asked

"yeah.. that's what the client wanted.." i said

"but isn't this place dangerous??" she asked..

"kinda.. " i said as i handed her a helmet for protection..

"look.. you can go sightseeing for a while.. I'll be busy talking to the engineer.. Just go with mr. kim... my adviser.." i said.

"and Stay AWAY from the buildings that's surrounded by a red line.. those are under construction.. and can tear down.." i added

"yeah.. arraseo.." she replied

"I'll go now.. take care.. have fun" i said as i bid goodbye..

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"oh.. the air here seems nice.."  

Thanks to him.. i can see a place like this..

But i can't quite enjoy this because his assistant is a lways following me..! 

"yah,, mr.Kim.. I want to be alone.. can i??" i asked him

"I'm sorry Yoona-ssi.. but Mr. lee might be mad.." he said..

Oh.. this is frustrating.. I really want to enjoy myself!

*looking around*

I know..!

..I saw a little house.. but it's kinda far away and is behind those tall trees.. maybe I can go Take some pictures there!

I just need to get rid of this assistant.. It's so burdensome..

I know!

"ahmm.. Mr.Kim.. My stomach is aching!!" i said..

"What happened.. Yoona-ssi??!!" he asked

He fell into my acting! i'm such a great actress!!

"Mr. Kim!! I think i need to go to a bathroom!" i screamed..

"But i don't think there's a bathroom here?!!" he said

"Well..Look for one!! hurry!!" i yelled

"Ok.. wait for me here!.." he said...

As he turned back.. I hurriedly ran into the little house i saw..

But he turned to me quickly so he followed me..

"Yoona-ssi.. wait!!" he screamed..as he ran

I run faster.. until i reached the house.. and when i opened the door and came in.. i slammed the door... so he wouldn't find me..

...

But suddenly.. I heard a cracking sound.. and when i looked up.. two big bricks was falling directly at me..

I didn't recall what happened after that.. everything became white.. and i only remembered myself screaming..

"AHH!!!!!!!!"

i saw Mr. kim tapping me.. but slowly my eyes closed..

"dong....h..hae.."

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"WHAT??!!!!!

" 

My heart raced so fast.. and i can't stop my tears from flowing...

I realized that i'm already catching my breath..

.. (mr.kim on the phone)

"sir.. Yoona!! YOONA!! she is unconscious right now.. Bricks fell down at her!"

"Where is she!!!" 

"She's in the hospital now sir.. she lost so many blood.. and she's still unconscious.." he said

"send me the adress.. I'll go there RIGHT AWAY!!" 

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"YOONA!! YOONA!!" i kept on waking her up..

I looked at her... and again... tears came down my eyes..

She had a bruise in her arms.. and some parts of her head is still bleeding..

I sat beside her bed and held her hand..

"yoona.. please.. wake up!!" 

I don't know why i'm like this.. but i really want to see her open her eyes..so bad..

"Please yoona.. please wake up!!" 

I Never felt something like this before.. and the tears i've shed today .. seemed so much more than that when sica died..

"why am i feeling this way..?? Yoona.. please.." 

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I never recalled what happened.. but i felt that there are teardrops at my face.. I tried to open my eyes.. but i just opened it slightly...My whole body is still in pain..

I saw donghae.. how relieved i was when i saw him..

He is holding my hand ..while crying..

It kinda hurst me seeing him that way.. but.. Is he worried that much?? why??

He keeps on saying my name.. as if he didn't notice that i'm already awake..

My hand suddenly moved on it's own.. approaching donghae..

In it's own will.. it wipes donghae's tears.. touched donghae's face and holds his hands..

"yoona! you're awake!! THANk GOD!!" he said.. as he burst out a smile..

It's so nice to see him smile ..

"donghae.. what happened..?" i asked

He held my hand tighter..

"Don't think about it anymore.. just rest.. I'll be here.." he said as he wiped my tears..

I don't know why he's like that.. suddenly.. he changed.. for 2 days that i'm on the hospital.. he never left my side.. 

the weird thing is.. i liked it.. 

I liked how he wipes my face.. how he helps me eat.. and how he stare at me.. but this is not normal..

"donghae.. what's wrong??" i asked

"huh?? nothing.." he said..

but these days.. he really had a lot of time helding my hand..

"are you okay??" i asked

"..If you're okay.." he replied..

Weird!! totally!! 

how he acts.. how he talks.. how he stares..

"i'm not gonna die yet .. so you don't need to treat me this way.." i joked..

But he remained silent..

i wonder why??

*

..She might have felt weird.. but i can't help it.. everytime she looks at me.. i can't help but to stare at her.. and the next thing i knew is.. i'm already spacing out..

everytime i see her hand.. I felt like i'm in the need of holding it tight..

and everytime she's sleeping.. i take my chance of staring at her the whole time...

I know this is wrong.. i kinda know how i feel.. and what it meant.. but the most unlikely decision i made.. is 

I know it's wrong.. but I've decided....To let it show...

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