Oppa, I love you too!
Oppa, I love you too!note!: *-Donghae narrating
**- Yoona narrating
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This is it! The day I will go to China with Sunye. I should be excited because this means I have to manage a newly opened Firm in China, but, I 'm not Happy. My heart, is left where Yoona is.
"Donghae, are you excited?" asked Sunye, who's now smiling like she won some kind of lottery.
"I guess.." I reluctantly replied. I looked around the airport, remembering the moments I have spent her. Starting when I met Jessica Jung, who made me appreciate life. I imagined when we first met, I recalled everything. I kinda squinched when I remembered how she died. How I survived that tragic incident. And then, I remembered how Nichkhun told me about Yoona. How I picked her up here in the airport. I stared at the exact place where we first saw each other.
A tear fell from my eyes. I imagined how she walked toward me that day. How she walked charismatically, how she looked at me, glaring like a boss. I imagined her, approaching me, until-
"Oppa..." Yoona called out. That sad expression of her made me snap back into reality.
"Yah, Yoona!" Sunye yelled, startled. bewildered that Yoona might took me away with her.
"Yoo-Yoona, what are you doing here?" I asked. Shaking, preventing myself from hugging her. I froze.
Yoona, looked up to me with her teary eyes.
"You, didn't tell me that you're leaving..." She finally spoke.
I can feel Sunye threatened, and I can sense that she may call my father, so I teacted accordingly.
"That's none of your business anymore." I replied. In a tone of a jerk.
Yoona spaced out.
"Oppa..."
"Yoona, If you're planning to convince me to stay, I won't. Don't waste your time here. Look, I don't love you now. I don't need to clarify these things to you, right?! I don't want a naive girl. " I added. My voice sounded hoarse. I lied. I just neededto say those words but, I didn't mean any of it.
I thought she would walk out after hearing it all, but instead she hugged me.
"Oppa, No... I'm here...to properly say Goodbye..." Yoona replied, mumbling with every words.
I spaced out.
I couldn't bare hearing those words from her.
I watched as she slowly took her arms off my body. I watched as she walked away from me. I stared at her direction until she disappeared from my sight. I stood there like a fool for about 30 minutes.
Until-
"Flight 307 to Tokyo, Japan is about to take off"
"Flight 307 to Tokyo, Japan is about to take off"
My eyes widened as I realized it all.
I left Sunye and my baggages and ran as fast as I could, screaming Yoona's name again and again.
Yoona's "Goodbye" isn't for my trip. It is for her own trip. Crap! Yoona is going back to Japan! She's leaving! And I didn't even say Goodbye to her! I didn't even know when I'll see her again. Realizing it all, tears ran down my cheeks.
"YOONA!!!"
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I sat down at the airplane and started to cry.
"Yoona! Be strong! You can do this!" I convinced myself.
I wanted to be strong! I wanted to show Donghae, that I will succeed in life, eventhough he's not by my side.
With that, The plane flied to japan. I looked down the window and sighed, as I took my last glimpse of Korea. Where Donghae and I had our love story started, and ended.
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It's hopeless, I didn't see her. I wanted to bang my head for being a jerk. I now realized that I was the one being a fool..
"Donghae, We need to get on our plane now.." Sunye reminded.
I wiped my tears. "Okay..."
"Why are you crying?!" Sunye asked. She somehow anticipates my answer.
I didn't answer .
"Do you still Love Yoona?" She asked. Now, in a sarcastic tone.
I nodded.
"Why did you tell her that you don't?!" She asked yet again.
I sighed.
"Sometimes, 'I love you' is not enough... Sometimes, 'I want you to be happy' would do..."
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