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Them as Dads

By undercode Updated
Tags  family   sifany   supergeneration   tagalog   exo   baekhyun   jongin   baekyeon   junmyeon   irene   redvelvet   exovelvet   surene   nctdream   aespa   aespaxnctdream 
With 1 chapters, 39 subscribers, 400 views, 2 comments, 1253 words
Status Subscribers Only

Fifteen years ago, when his girlfriend told him that she's pregnant, Junmyeon's first reaction was "Hindi pa tayo handa"; kakapasa niya pa lang, while Irene is graduating. Walang wala pa siyang ihaharap sa parents ni Irene, and lalong lalo na, hindi niya alam paano bubuhayin ang magiging pamilya nila. But now, looking at his wife and kids, he's the happiest. Everything went well. He got the job and Irene graduated. They got married a year after she gave birth and had more kids.

Second Chances

By Rossi4616 Updated
Characters Hyoyeon Eunhyuk Sunny
With 11 chapters, 1 votes, 39 subscribers, 1680 views, 9 comments, 27744 words
Status [M], Members Only, Subscribers Only

After All These Years // Jung Yonghwa × Seohyun (Yongseo) AU ✨🌃💫

By Dengiedani Updated
Characters Jung YongHwa, SeoHyun
With 7 chapters, 2 votes, 282 subscribers, 4130 views, 4 comments, 7131 words
Status Subscribers Only

12 years have passed since Jung YongHwa, leader and main singer of the band CNBLUE and Seo JooHyun or more commonly known as SeoHyun, maknae and a member of legendary girl group Girls' Generation appeared together as a make believe married couple in the popular variety show 'We Got Married'. For the years since then, t

ADULTING'S CHEATCODE (part 1.)

By HellaBad Updated
Characters superjunior girlsgeneration redvelvet
With 22 chapters, 6 votes, 133 subscribers, 3590 views, 22 comments, 130944 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

Apartment Love

By CassiePetalELF Updated
Characters Jaejoong, Faith "Yongkyo" Jung, Yonghwa, Seohyun, Taecyeon, Tiffany
With 7 chapters, 550 views, 35585 words

What happens when your ex-boyfriend, who left you for his career, moves into your apartment building with his friends? What if he wants you to take him back?    Would you take him back?   Or would you rather give him hell?    When Kim Jaejoong comes back into Faith's life, her peaceful world is turned upside down. Especially when

Infernelic

By icedpetal Updated
Characters heechul jessica Siwon Hyukjae leetuk taeyeon hyohyeon supergeneration sj suju SJ
With 1 chapters, 3 subscribers, 150 views, 2553 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

A dance of my life

By haessica Updated
Tags  eunhyuk   hyoyeon   snsd   supergeneration   superjunior 
Characters Kim Hyeoyeon, Lee Hyukjae (Eunhyuk), Super Junior, SNSD
With 22 chapters, 4840 views, 28 comments, 28460 words
Status Completed, Subscribers Only

This is a story about a girl who have always dreamed of becoming the best dancer the world has known. What if she falls in love with a guy who was meant to be the hindrance to her dreams? Will she choose him over her dreams? Or the other way around?  

Endless Love

By TaeyeonSiwon Updated
Characters siwontaeyeon
With 12 chapters, 7 votes, 119 subscribers, 2240 views, 19 comments, 23930 words
Status Subscribers Only

Hi Everyone. Here i come with a new fanfic for some super generation couple. Even though some of them were or are in a relationship with others. This is just a fanfic okay! Don't take this too serious. Every people has their interest and has their rights to ship these couple as long as this doesn't lead to something beyond.

Yoona in Wonderland

By JeyNn_Nn Updated
Tags  kyuhyun   kyuna   snsd   supergeneration   yoona   super   junior   dream   weird   wonderland 
Characters Yoona Im Kyuhyun Cho
With 2 chapters, 1 votes, 4 subscribers, 210 views, 3 comments, 2191 words

One Accident that lead Yoona to get into the Wonderland and meet her hero Kyuhyun the Hatter.

If SMTown Moved On...

By colormecandy Updated
Characters EXO, SNSD, f(x), Super Junior, SHINee, TVXQ, the rest of SMTown and other KPOP idols.
With 41 chapters, 84 votes, 2211 comments, 119161 words
Status Completed, Subscribers Only

Title: If SMTown Moved On… Genre: Romance, Comedy Ratings: All ages   Moving on is not about never looking back, it is

Forgotten Memories

By vanillachococafe Updated
Tags  kyuhyun   romance   seohyun   seokyu   snsd   supergeneration   superjunior 
Characters Seohyun and Kyuhyun
With 13 chapters, 11 votes, 91 subscribers, 82 comments, 26141 words

      Memories are important to every single one of us, whether if they are good or bad. It's what makes us who we are.   

Remember Me?

By natashamarie829 Updated
Tags  seokyu   snsd   soowon   supergeneration   superjunior   yulsung   taetuek 
Characters SNSD, Super Junior
With 5 chapters, 1 votes, 4 comments, 5092 words

A Super Generation Fanfic :D      

Kisses

By oneautumnnight Updated
Characters Cho Kyuhyun, Choi Sooyoung, Super Junior, New Journey to the West
With 1 chapters, 1 subscribers, 350 views, 1568 words
Status Completed

Kyuhyun's birthday is tomorrow and Sooyoung decided to remind Kyuhyun of how much he is loved by his fellow members and cast members of his variety shows.     

47 ways to show that I love you.

By oneautumnnight Updated
Characters Kyuhyun, Sooyoung, Super Junior, SNSD
With 1 chapters, 2 subscribers, 280 views, 2360 words
Status Completed

47 random word prompts documenting Kyuhyun and Sooyoung's love story. 

Bipolar [Discontinued - Ending Explained]

By nikatsu Updated
Tags  donghae   sifany   snsd   supergeneration   superjunior   yoona 
Characters Choi Siwon, Hwang Tiffany, Im Yoona, Lee Donghae
With 19 chapters, 30 votes, 672 subscribers, 18290 views, 180 comments, 44350 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

Birthday Charm

By jaylee00 Updated
Characters seohyun kyuhyun
With 1 chapters, 650 views, 3 comments, 5136 words
Status Completed

I had this idea on Kyuhyun's birthday this year. All of a sudden, this ship just floats in my mind rent-free. So I decided to make a fic out of it. Just an imagination of how I would like their relationship to be. Also, I hope both of them would find their happiness soon.  This story starts on Kyuhyun's birthday and it just kinda goes from there. Author vanillachococafe inspired me to write this after reading her latest SeoKyu fic called Normalcy (it's good, go read it) but since I ha

Beautiful Stranger

By taengsix Updated
Characters Jung Jessica, Lee Donghae
With 24 chapters, 18 votes, 148 subscribers, 6630 views, 80 comments, 66122 words

What happens when two broken hearts meet?      

The Chaser

By -haebaragi Updated
Tags  haesica   supergeneration   taeteuk   yoonchul   yoonhae 
With 11 chapters, 13 votes, 185 subscribers, 12810 views, 204 comments, 33655 words
Status [M]

Blind Steps (Please Look Back)

By iamendless Updated
Tags  haesica   seokyu   supergeneration   yulsung   hyohyuk   kaiseul   exovelvet 
Characters Kang Seulgi, Kim Jongin(Kai), Kim Jongdae(Chen), Son Seungwan(Wendy), Oh Sehun, Park Sooyoung(Joy), Kim Jongwoon(Yesung), Kwon Yuri, Lee Hyukjae, Kim Hyoyeon, Cho Kyuhyun, Seo Joo Hyun(Seohyun), Lee Donghae, Jung Sooyeon(Jessica)
With 11 chapters, 4 votes, 3580 views, 9 comments, 16493 words

This is a supergeneration and exovelvet fic! Some of the couples that I ship. Hope you enjoy. Feedbacks are appreciated.     

Aspiring Lovers

By ILovePikachu2 Updated
Tags  haesica   seokyu   sifany   snsd   sunsun   supergeneration   superjunior   taeteuk   yoonbum   yulsung   hyohyuk   soowook 
Characters Girls Generation and Super Junior!
With 90 chapters, 38 votes, 290 subscribers, 32690 views, 728 comments, 459827 words
Status Completed

18 People With 9 Different Love

We Find Love

By iamprincessJUI Updated
With 6 chapters, 1 votes, 37 subscribers, 1300 views, 2 comments, 4150 words
Status Subscribers Only

"Ever since the day that I met youI knew you were the girl of my dreams...   Ever since the day that I met you

Geheimnisse: The Confidential and Conspicuous Life of Kim Yerim

By ariadne03 Updated
With 37 chapters, 29 votes, 691 subscribers, 10790 views, 99 comments, 60267 words
Status Members Only, Subscribers Only

The youngest of the Kim siblings is finally going to Korea after her graduation from middle school. Kim Yerim was ecstatic to be reunited with her family. Though born and raised in America, the young girl was aware of her family's prestigious name in their home country. However, the older Kims made sure that Yeri, as they call her, was kept away from the limelight to live a normal life. They were all very protective of the young girl especially when their parents d

SMH

By Fallsy Updated
Tags  seokyu   supergeneration   yoonbum   yulsung   soowook 
Characters Super Junior - Yesung, Ryeowook, Kibum, Kyuhyun & Girls' Generation - Yuri, Sooyoung, Yoona, Seohyun
With 1 votes, 83 subscribers, 4280 views, 16 comments, 597 words
Status Members Only, Subscribers Only

Boo, you ain't going for Highschool, you're in a haunted house.  

Who Knows The Future

By Fallsy Updated
Tags  haesica   sifany   sunsun   supergeneration   taeteuk   hyohyuk 
Characters Super Junior - Leeteuk, Donghae, Sungmin, Siwon, Eunhyuk & Girls' Generation - Taeyeon, Jessica, Sunny, Tiffany, Hyoyeon
With 1 votes, 154 subscribers, 6890 views, 42 comments, 98 words
Status Members Only, Subscribers Only

You don't know what comes after you if you bully the girls.

Someday

By laFarfalla Updated
Tags  romance   supergeneration   taewon   exotaeng   kristae 
Characters kim taeyeon choi siwon kris wu exo super junior snsd
With 24 chapters, 12 votes, 300 subscribers, 7830 views, 98 comments, 88818 words
Status Subscribers Only

'Cause someday, someone's gonna love me The way I wanted you to need me Someday, someone's gonna take your place One day, I'll forget about you You'll see, I won't even miss you Someday, someday Characters: The M

TWISTED

By taesunamo Updated
Tags  donghae   eunhae   eunhyuk   haefany   heechul   heefany   supergeneration   superjunior   taeyeon   tiffany   yoona   yoonchul   yoonhae   hyukfany   yoonfany   haechul 
Characters yoona, tiffany, heechul, donghae, eunhyuk, taeyeon
With 7 chapters, 2 votes, 169 subscribers, 12 comments, 54534 words
Status [M], Subscribers Only

Im Yoon Ah

By NAAEXOSNSD Updated
Characters Donghae Yoona Seungi Eunhyuk Yuri, ETC
With 5 chapters, 1 votes, 96 subscribers, 2000 views, 13 comments, 17491 words
Status Subscribers Only

"It's hurt." - Yoona                             Love story between the two, something that causes pain in both heart— trying so hard to be together.   Something that Yoona wanted to avoid,                                                                                  Something that Donghae wanted to know..                                    

The Love at its Best

By seokyu91 Updated
Tags  haesica   seohyun   seokyu   sifany   snsd   sookyung   sunsun   supergeneration   superjunior   taeteuk   taeyeon   yoonbum   yulsung   hyohyuk 
Characters Taeyeon, Jessica, Sunny, Tiffany, Hyoyeon, Yuri, Sooyoung, Yoona, Seohyun, Leeteuk, Heechul, Hangeng, Yesung, Kangin, Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk,Donghae, Siwon,Ryeowook,Kibum and Kyuhyun
With 1 votes, 16 subscribers, 1050 views, 2 comments, 392 words

"There is nothing permanent except change." is a famous qoute by Heraclitus which by means is true, days are passed, time never stops, people will come and go, and many things that made a person wish that "I hope I could turn back time". Super Junior is now 17th year and Girls Generation is now in 15th year in the entertainment industry and this two groups are being considered as two of the legends that made a remarkable achievements not only in Korea but also in International scene. Beyond a

It isn't easy, but it's the easiest thing to do

By ChocolateCaramel Updated
Tags  angst   drama   fluff   ryeowook   supergeneration   yoona   yoonwook 
Characters Yoona, Ryeowook, Sooyoung, Taecyeon, Sungmin, Jessica, Yuri, Yesung, OCs, Super Junior, Girl's Generation, etc
With 7 chapters, 5 votes, 94 subscribers, 4160 views, 40 comments, 25676 words

Yoona and Ryeowook have been friends since childhood, they both grew up together and have always been close. As the years went by they ended up in totally different groups as Yoona became more popular in school, and Ryeowook became less noticed. Despite that, they still stayed friends, but only below the surface.  Loving your friend is one thing, But what if loving your friend can cost you everything you have ever known? Will the love still be worth it? 

Rain (under construction)

By SJ-Call Updated
Characters Choi Sooyoung, Cho Kyuhyun, Lee Sunny, Lee Sungmin, Jessica Jung, Hwang Tiffany and more
With 6 chapters, 7 votes, 42 subscribers, 2860 views, 10 comments, 40955 words

For six blissful years, Sooyoung (a blue blooded heiress) lived an ordinary life after running away from home as a teen. Having cut off all ties with the legacy and wealth of her family name, she should be free to live her own life by now—

Baby Love You

By AngelGhurl97 Updated
Tags  donghae   hyoyeon   mystery   psychological   romance   siwon   snsd   sooyoung   supergeneration   superjunior   taeyeon   hyohae   sihyo 
Characters Hyoyeon, DongHae, Siwon, Taeyeon, Sooyoung
With 56 chapters, 6 votes, 79 comments, 57682 words
Status Completed, Subscribers Only

One moment a young lady shouted that she needs a Miracle! A miracle that will completely changed her physical appearance. All she ever hope for was simple and that is to love and to be loved.  But, unfortunately he could not love her back because of one thing- she was FAT. She wanted to make her vengeance to that one guy whom she loves so much to realized how much he lost a diamond while counting the stones in front of him. 

The Hae Dal Chi Chronicles

By sapphire_j Updated
With 24 chapters, 3 votes, 13 comments, 31134 words

Being the most powerful elemental is both a gift and a curse. It can either bring peace or destruction to the world. In a world where power is everything, the bonds of family and friendship shall be tested.  Where does your loyalty lie?  Will you risk the life of someone you love for the good of all? 

Running Man: Idol Special

By Yumi21 Updated
Tags  9pm   khunri   minyul   runningman   supergeneration   taecyoon   taemyoon 
Characters Running Man Members, Girls Generation, 2PM, SHINEE, Super Junior, CNBlue Yonghwa & Jay Park
With 10 chapters, 7 votes, 429 subscribers, 10040 views, 28 comments, 6973 words
Status Subscribers Only

Running Man is a South Korean variety show. that is originally classified as an "Urban Action Variety Show." Mostly, known that the MC's and guests compete with eachother with games,obstacles,eliminating eachother & etc on the way; to complete missions at a landmark to win the race. As for the upcomin

Puppy Love

By pandabear118 Updated
Characters Leeteuk Taeyeon Heechul Hyebin Hangeng Fei Yesung Geunyoung Eunhyuk Sooyoung Donghae Jessica Siwon Yuri Kibum Yoona Kyuhyun Seohyun ZhouMi Victoria Henry Tiffany Sungmin Sunny Hyoyeon Gikwang Kangin Ryeowook
With 6 chapters, 1 votes, 7 subscribers, 1600 views, 2 comments, 15575 words

Super Junior and Girls Generations' puppy love...  A guy that has high taste in choosing his partner, but when he was with that ahjumma girl, he forgot all about his ideal type of girl. A guy who regrets his attitude after losing his lover. A Chinese guy who miss his hometown then meets a Chinese girl who is very good at cooking Chinese food and it makes him feels better about his hometown. A guy who met a girl then fall in love at the first sight and until now

Meant 4 U

By YoungChoi Updated
Tags  9pm   khunfany   sifany   snsd   soshibang   supergeneration   topfany 
Characters Stephanie Young “Tiffany” Hwang•KhunFany•SiFany•TopFany • Girls’ Generation•2PM•BigBang•Super Junior•JYP•SM•YG
With 3 chapters, 3 votes, 88 subscribers, 1410 views, 15 comments, 4694 words
Status Subscribers Only

  A fluffy story about 4 people tangled in the fight for love.  

The Incomplete Story

By linhlanlila Updated
Tags  heesica   seokyu   sunsun   supergeneration   taeteuk   hyohyuk 
With 2 subscribers, 900 views, 1 comments, 1382 words

  They fell in love against all reasons. But one day, the reasons came back to hunt them. And they had no choice but to move on, regardless of whether or not they fell out of love. Their journey together ended. Or so, they thought.  Wrong. It did not end. It was incomplete.  And again, one day, admist the reality, they found themselves trap in their own incomplete and unfinished story. 

I'll Protect You (A Sequel to One More Chance)

By Nrcsqa Updated
Tags  supergeneration   taeteuk 
Characters LeeTeuk, TaeYeon, DongHae, Jessica, EunHyuk, SooYoung, HyoYeon, KyuHyun, SeoHyun, SiWon, Yuri
With 17 chapters, 1 votes, 16 subscribers, 1340 views, 2 comments, 28300 words
Status Completed

As in fairy tale, "They live happier ever after." is not really an ending. It is just a beginning of a new journey. Same goes to TaeTeuk couple. Their One More Chance is not really an end. There are way more challenges to be face. There is a secret to be revealed. Will One More Chance be able to make both of them happier? Will One More Chance really bring out their hidden love in their heart? Will One More Chance able to lead

One More Chance

By Nrcsqa Updated
Tags  supergeneration   taeteuk 
Characters LeeTeuk, TaeYeon, DongHae, Jessica, EunHyuk, SooYoung, HyoYeon, KyuHyun, SeoHyun, SiWon, Yuri
With 38 chapters, 1 votes, 28 subscribers, 1740 views, 1 comments, 53986 words
Status Completed

TaeTeuk lovelife journey. Sweet memories, hurting and getting hurt, trying hard to move on, One More Chance seems to be the hardest when the heart is broken. 

Fany's Taylor Swift Playlist

By Miss_Hwang Updated
Characters Tiffany, Super Junior, EXO, Shinee, Infinite, etc.
With 8 chapters, 3 votes, 13 comments, 12816 words
Status Subscribers Only

This is a collection of Tiffany Hwang oneshot stories with Taylor Swift's songs as inspirations. 1 - The Moment I Knew (KyungFany) 2 - Begin Again (ChanFany) 3 - White Horse (KaiFany)

I love you, just like this

By hyesun13 Updated
Characters Jessica Jung, Lee Donghae, SM Artists
With 3 chapters, 6 votes, 130 subscribers, 2880 views, 15 comments, 9025 words
Status Members Only, Subscribers Only

What if HaeSica continued to interact throughout the years? What if Jessica was never kicked out of SM Entertainment? What if Donghae and Jessica

Agent Hyoyeon II

By hyounnie Updated
Tags  eunhyo   eunhyuk   hyoyeon   siwon   supergeneration   superjunior 
Characters Hyoyeon, Eunhyuk, Siwon, Onew, Super Junior, etc
With 26 chapters, 3 votes, 105 subscribers, 10850 views, 132 comments, 39906 words
Status Completed

Agent Hyoyeon is back with a new mission. In this mission, she needs to protect the president’s only daughter.  But during her mission, she met her ex-husband well not formally ex-husband which happened to be Super Junior Eunhyuk. How will she protect the daughter of the president when she also needs to protect her daughter?  

We All Change

By unfortunately_ayu Updated
Tags  2pm   missa   snsd   supergeneration   superjunior   taeczy   yoonhae 
Characters Im Yoona, Lee Donghae, Bae Suzy, Ok Taecyeon, Cho Kyuhyun
With 3 chapters, 1 votes, 74 subscribers, 1620 views, 17 comments, 9535 words
Status Subscribers Only

5 years passed since they were separated and moved on yet still yearning to see each other. What happens if these two girls reunited once more? But there's a problem... They don't recognize each other.

SPY (Super Generation)

By BriLin01 Updated
Tags  donghae   haesica   jessica   kpop   siwonyoona   snsd   supergeneration   taeny   taeyeon   tiffany   yoona   yoonhae   exo   mistery   baekhyun   suho   baekyeol   redvelvet   twice 
Characters jessica jung, lee donghae, im yoona, kim taeyeon, choi siwon, byun baekhyun, park chanyeol, im nayeon, ten, joy, suho
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 4 subscribers, 890 views, 2 comments, 2070 words

Primero: El presidente tenía una amante. Segundo: Ambos han sido asesinados. En la agencia secreta de Corea existía una división de “poderes”: ellos y ellas. Sin embargo, tras lo acontecido sus mejores agent

Will You Wait For Me?

By qwertasdf18 Updated
Characters Seo Joohyun (Seohyun), Cho Kyuhyun, Jung Jessica, Lee Sungmin, Hwang Tiffany, Lee Donghae, Im Yoona, Choi Siwon, Kim Taeyeon, Park Jungsu (Leeteuk), Choi Sooyoung, Kim Ryeowook, plus other Super Junior and Girls' Generation members and SM TOWN family
With 32 chapters, 5 votes, 271 subscribers, 13200 views, 233 comments, 101469 words
Status Members Only, Subscribers Only

A story about love, friendship and family. Twelve lives...twelve hearts...answering questions about themselves, revealing their true feelings, discovering mysteries and secrets about their lives and their family... "Why? Why did you leave me like this? Now, I don't know how to live a life without you..." - Kyuhyun "I will fulfill your dream for me. Your dream is my dream and I will do my very best to achieve it

Friends with Benefits

By anicetable Updated
Characters hyoyeon/donghae
With 1 chapters, 7 votes, 296 subscribers, 2730 views, 9 comments, 6733 words
Status [M], Completed, Subscribers Only

Double Trouble (이중 문제)

By yoonyulti07 Updated
Tags  comedy   siwon   siwonyoona   snsd   supergeneration   yoona   yoonwon 
Characters Im Yoona Choi Siwon Song Yoon Ah Cho Seung Ha Bae Irene SNSD
With 11 chapters, 2 votes, 31 comments, 52091 words

    이중 문제(Ijung Munje) or Double Trouble Is a

Blind Spot

By pinboo Updated
Characters Heechul, Jessica
With 1 chapters, 14 votes, 46 subscribers, 2070 views, 15 comments, 8554 words
Status Completed

Title: Blind Spot Pairing: Heechul/Jessica Genre: Psychological, dark friendship  

U&I

By Fallsy Updated
Characters Main: Super Junior-M's Henry & Girls' Generation's Sunny
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 154 subscribers, 1660 views, 7 comments, 1992 words
Status Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

What always comes out of U are jokes. I am so confused if they are real anymore. So how do U&I works?   "Don't look at him" You said. But why?

찾았다, 나의 사랑 [I Got You, My Love]

By ParkSeungRiHae Updated
Characters yoona, donghae, siwon, jessica, superjunior, snsd
With 2 chapters, 3 subscribers, 1860 views, 4075 words

  Berawal dari kebohongan yang dibuat Jessica, segala perasaan yang terpendam di antara mereka semakin sulit. Mampukah Yoona keluar dari balik topeng yang sengaja ia buat? Atau pada akhirnya dia akan menyerah begitu saja? WARNING!! THIS IS A REMAKE FF FROM 'SHE WAS PRETTY' DRAMA WHICH STARRED BY PARK SEO JOON, HWANG JUNG EUM, AND CHO

Only Exception

By autumn801 Updated
Tags  sifany   siwon   snsd   supergeneration   superjunior   tiffany 
Characters Siwon || Tiffany
With 27 chapters, 31 votes, 411 comments, 64796 words
Status Subscribers Only

  Super model meets Spoiled brat. We'll see how they go.     She'll fall,

Fix You

By SwiftSwiftSwift Updated
Tags  donghae   haesica   jessica   supergeneration 
Characters Donghae, Jessica
With 37 chapters, 21 votes, 309 subscribers, 8190 views, 169 comments, 66958 words
Status Completed, Subscribers Only

Jessica Jung knows how it feels to lose someone.