note!: * - donghae narrating

          ** - Yoona narrating

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I don't know how to recall what happened yesterday...

I just remembered that We ( me, donghae oppa, nichkhun oppa and victoria) went to the mall..

Donghae oppa held my hand the whole day..

and we even kissed..

and now.. we know what we are for each other..

I have been confused on what i'm feeling for him before..

But when he confessed and kissed me..

i have come to realize that i have been loving him..

I don't know when it started..

but.. i'm happy!

I woke up..

feeling very nervous...

Well, the boy i used to name " mr. arrogant"..

Is now my oppa!

...and I Love him!

I don't know why i feel uneasy..

maybe because I'm nervous on how he will treat me starting today..

Will he be mean?

will he be the same arrogant donghae?

what will i call him?

I'm so confused..

but for Two things I am sure..

one, I love him!!

and..

Two, This is a SIN!

How will Sica unnie react once she knew about this?

is she staring with fiery eyes right now?

Can she forgive me for Kissing the man he walked down the aisle with?

I have so many questions.. that i didn't notice Donghae oppa..

He hugged me from behind and whispered..

"I dreamt of Sica.. and she said "Chukkae.."" he said..

"really??" i asked..

"yeah.. it's a weird dream.. but it made me feel less Gulty.." he said..

What a strange dream..

but.. Sica unnie.. really did made our fate crossed...

And i love her for that!

But.. isn't this too coincidenced?

I mean.. what if sica unnie is really just a bridge?

or am i thinking too much??

I dont know but i have a feeling that there's a mystery that needs to be unlocked..

and for now..

I'll enjoy my time..

with Him..

'cause ryt now.. He meant everything to me..

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Author's note : just wait for the big revelation :) sorry if the update took long.. and  yet i just updated with one chapter.. but the is about to come so.. stay tuned :))

hope you liked it :))

Yoonhae daebak!