Key felt the cold winter wind against his cheek

He slowly opened his eyes and found himself lying on a unfamiliar room

filled with the smell of......

 

lavender.

 

Lavander?

 

then he remembered HER........ she used to have this smell

The smell of sweet lavender that filled his nose

it was years, before he moved on

but the memory of her is still hauting him.

her voice, her smile, her scent........ everything... everything reminds him of Her this instant

 

No....

 

it can't be... she's dead already...

she died because of him

 

Key immediately open his eyes and he was panting heavily, beads of sweat form on his forehead

 

No.. this was only just a dream... just a dream

 

" hey.. you're awake" a familiar voice. a voice just like Her's a voice that haunts him..... everytime

a voice just like ...

 

Giselle.

 

hye began waving her hand infront of key's shocked face...

" yah ! kwaencahanayo?" she asked still waving her hands infront of him

key looked at her with intense eyes.... 

" hey.. are you okay?" she asked again.. but still no response, hye ri give up and she stood up 

but key suddenly grabbed her hand causing, hye ri looked at her with a surprised face

'" hey.. let me go.. what's wrong with you?" hye ri said as she sat beside him..

 

" wh-what happened?" key asked.. he still doesn't have any idea how did he end up on the infirmary.

" You passed out.. after you know,.." hye ri could not finish her sentence.. she doesn't even know how to call it

" Im sorry... Im sorry Hye ri..." Key said with his head hanging down.

" it's just.-"but before he could finsih his sentence hye scooted beside him and hugged him

" it's ok.. as long as you're fine." Hye ri calmly said.

 

why....

Why am i feeling like this again....

 

Key hugged her back.. his mind was in chaos.

he doesn't know what to do..

he can't understand his feelings anymore

buried memories of his past began crossing his mind especially his painful memory with

Giselle

 

his girlfriend..

 

Then the nurse came in carrying a glass filled with red liquid.. 

" Young master.. you need to drink this" the nurse said handing key the glass.

key dran it instantly.. but you can tell on his face that he doesn't like it

" That fake blood really " he said..

" what?.... So that's just a fake blood, no wonder it's not that red" hye ri said crossing her arms

key just chuckled

" hey. thanks" key said with a small smile on his lips,

hye ri could not help but to smile

" it's ok.. as long as you're fine" then hye ri wink and do some signature smile

 

that.... smile

No.

key was sitting stiff,.... even her smile is just like her.... 

 

Why ?

 

 

 

 

Key's Memories 3 years ago {Part 1}

 

 "So this is it.. this day im going to ask her to marry me" Key said infront of his friends

all attention was focused to him, even Onew stopped eating his precious chicken :)

" H-Hyung you serious?" the maknae asked him

" Of course" key said proudly

" But isn't it a little early" Minho said,

" But i loved her... I love Giselle.. i was planning to propose later at sunset" key said dreamily

Taemin shook his head and minho just sighed

" But you're not ready.. you can't control yourself yet, key.. " Jonghyun said with a disapproving look on his face

" i don't care... i made up my mind,.. im going to propose to her" key said as he stormed out of the room, his friends just sighed as he left

" His parents doesn't even know about this" Minho sighed and got up and grabbed his jacket.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Woah.. I thinks it's been a while now since i last updated

i forgot to greet you guys a 

MERRY CHRISTMAS

 

sorry if it's kinda late :))

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