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I love you....But I can't
Warm soft lips pressed against yours and you closed your eyes. You felt the smell off men-perfume and a masculine body was pressed against your . He finished the kiss, backed away and disappeared.
What just happened?! You thought, walked back to B.A.P and your face was like a puzzle.
-______, Are you alright? Daehyun asked and looked worried.
-What, yeah, just fine, phss, what makes you think anything else?!
-Okay, I’m really sorry, but I have to leave now, I have to help Youngjae with something, he said, kissed your hand like a prince and left. Your heart was beating like crazy and kept your fangirling inside of you.
WHAT SOMETHING! AND HEART STOP! PEOPLE WILL NOTICE YOU BEATING SO HARD! You thought and awkwardly smiled. You went to take something to drink and saw that Jongup was still talking with those girls and you felt really jealous. You snucked a closer and saw them flirting with him . Anger grew inside of you and you left the party.
Stupid Jongup! Stupid, stupid, stupid JONGUP! You totally ruined a perfect party! You thought and messed up your hair, rain fell from the sky and you tried to find shelter.
You entered an abandoned bus station and sat down on a bench. The rain continued to pour down and a shadow appeared behind you. You turned around, Yongguk was standing there with wet hair and clothes.
-Ooww, Hi Yongguk, you said and smiled.
-Hi_________.
-So what brings you here? You asked.
-Emm, You looked upset when you left, so i followed you here, he said, looked down at the ground and he showed one of his well known gummy-smiles.
-Aaww! That’s so cute! I mean thank you! You said and blushed.
-Anytime, It hurts me to see you sad, you know. He said and blushed.
-Huh?
-Nothing, nothing, he mumbled and looked away.
-Okay? The sky was dark and it started to get colder.
-You look very pretty today, Yongguk said and looked you in the eyes.
-T-t-thank, you said and you blushed.
-Haha, you sure blush a LOT, he laughed and poked your cheeks.
-NO! I do NOT! You said and blushed once again.
Haha, this girl, Yongguk thought and smiled. The rain had finally stopped, you and Yongguk walked next to each other. The moonlight hit his face, making his look angelic. He noticed you staring at him, and he smiled. You felt your phone vibrate and you answered.
-Hi, you said in a happy tone wearing a smile.
-Hi______, Jongup said, making your smile turn into a frown.
-So, waz up?
-I’m looking for you! And i been looking for you the whole night! Where are you?
Ohh really! You thought and you felt that your heart just went into 1000 of pieces. Yongguk saw your face change from happy to sad, which made him furious.
-I’m sick, gotta go, you said and hung up.
-Who was that? Yongguk asked.
-Jongup....
-What did he do or say!!! He shouted.
-No-nothing, you said and you felt like crying.
-_____! Listen to me! You deserve someone who treats you like a princess, someone who give everything up for you, someone who doesn’t make you cry, someone who protects you! You deserve better than him, you deserve better than them both. He screamed and poured his heart out. Tears fell from your eyes and he hugged you tightly.
-_______, I will always be there for you, I will always support your decisions because I will do anything for you and even if that means only being a friend, he said and kissed your forehead. You walked home together and you were crying the whole time.. After a little while you finally reached your house, you didn’t wanna be alone when you felt like this, you didn’t know why but you’re scared of what you might do.
-So do you wanna watch a movie ? He said and smiled.
Omg, i just love your gummy-smiles! You thought and giggled. He saw your reaction and chuckled.
-Yeah, sure! But isn’t it school tomorrow?
-So what?
-We’re not skipping school, arasso?
-Ohh, so that means i can spend a night at your house? I’m so honored! He joked.
-Haha, lets go inside already! You said covered your face with your hands because you didn’t want him to notice you’re blushing. You closed the door behind you and went in to your room. Jongup had just got there and only heard the conversation about the movies.
-Sick?!, yeah right..... He said, punched the house-wall and walked away.
What just happened?! You thought, walked back to B.A.P and your face was like a puzzle.
-______, Are you alright? Daehyun asked and looked worried.
-What, yeah, just fine, phss, what makes you think anything else?!
-Okay, I’m really sorry, but I have to leave now, I have to help Youngjae with something, he said, kissed your hand like a prince and left. Your heart was beating like crazy and kept your fangirling inside of you.
WHAT SOMETHING! AND HEART STOP! PEOPLE WILL NOTICE YOU BEATING SO HARD! You thought and awkwardly smiled. You went to take something to drink and saw that Jongup was still talking with those girls and you felt really jealous. You snucked a closer and saw them flirting with him . Anger grew inside of you and you left the party.
Stupid Jongup! Stupid, stupid, stupid JONGUP! You totally ruined a perfect party! You thought and messed up your hair, rain fell from the sky and you tried to find shelter.
You entered an abandoned bus station and sat down on a bench. The rain continued to pour down and a shadow appeared behind you. You turned around, Yongguk was standing there with wet hair and clothes.
-Ooww, Hi Yongguk, you said and smiled.
-Hi_________.
-So what brings you here? You asked.
-Emm, You looked upset when you left, so i followed you here, he said, looked down at the ground and he showed one of his well known gummy-smiles.
-Aaww! That’s so cute! I mean thank you! You said and blushed.
-Anytime, It hurts me to see you sad, you know. He said and blushed.
-Huh?
-Nothing, nothing, he mumbled and looked away.
-Okay? The sky was dark and it started to get colder.
-You look very pretty today, Yongguk said and looked you in the eyes.
-T-t-thank, you said and you blushed.
-Haha, you sure blush a LOT, he laughed and poked your cheeks.
-NO! I do NOT! You said and blushed once again.
Haha, this girl, Yongguk thought and smiled. The rain had finally stopped, you and Yongguk walked next to each other. The moonlight hit his face, making his look angelic. He noticed you staring at him, and he smiled. You felt your phone vibrate and you answered.
-Hi, you said in a happy tone wearing a smile.
-Hi______, Jongup said, making your smile turn into a frown.
-So, waz up?
-I’m looking for you! And i been looking for you the whole night! Where are you?
Ohh really! You thought and you felt that your heart just went into 1000 of pieces. Yongguk saw your face change from happy to sad, which made him furious.
-I’m sick, gotta go, you said and hung up.
-Who was that? Yongguk asked.
-Jongup....
-What did he do or say!!! He shouted.
-No-nothing, you said and you felt like crying.
-_____! Listen to me! You deserve someone who treats you like a princess, someone who give everything up for you, someone who doesn’t make you cry, someone who protects you! You deserve better than him, you deserve better than them both. He screamed and poured his heart out. Tears fell from your eyes and he hugged you tightly.
-_______, I will always be there for you, I will always support your decisions because I will do anything for you and even if that means only being a friend, he said and kissed your forehead. You walked home together and you were crying the whole time.. After a little while you finally reached your house, you didn’t wanna be alone when you felt like this, you didn’t know why but you’re scared of what you might do.
-So do you wanna watch a movie ? He said and smiled.
Omg, i just love your gummy-smiles! You thought and giggled. He saw your reaction and chuckled.
-Yeah, sure! But isn’t it school tomorrow?
-So what?
-We’re not skipping school, arasso?
-Ohh, so that means i can spend a night at your house? I’m so honored! He joked.
-Haha, lets go inside already! You said covered your face with your hands because you didn’t want him to notice you’re blushing. You closed the door behind you and went in to your room. Jongup had just got there and only heard the conversation about the movies.
-Sick?!, yeah right..... He said, punched the house-wall and walked away.
So yeah, i wrote this between my classes, so it's not wery.... Good :(...... But i hope you guys don't think it's to bad ^^
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