Chapter 12

I'm Not Useless!

 

No One POV

“GET LOST YOU SUNGYEOL!”

 

“GO AWAY!”

 

Anti-fans gather and keep cursing him as he walks toward the Woolim building. They even throw some rotten eggs straight to

his head.

Sungyeol runs from the scene entering the Woolim building. Climbing the stairs and straight to the Infinite’s dance room.

 

He push the door and enter it, the first sentence that he heard was,

 

“urgh, what is this smell?” Woohyun utters.

 

The other member turns their gaze toward Sungyeol and was shocked with his condition. They start asking what happening but

he just keep silent.

He walks to the corner of the room and grabbed his bag. Without second thought, he just walks away from the dance room,

leaving in question.

 

Sungyeol POV

 

I was quite shock with the anti-fans. Did they hate me that much? Am I that bad? They treat me like I have done an unforgiven

criminal. I can’t think straight right now, I feel mad but sad at the same time. Just like a bipolar.

 

 

All my thoughts go away as my phone rang. I grabbed it from my pocket and it was Sunggyu. I sighed as I was not in the mood

to answer it so I just reject the call. Staring again at the phone, my thoughts go to Junhyung. I search for his number in the call-

list and pressed the green button. After several rings, he still doesn’t pick up.

 

“WHY HE DIDN’T PICK UP AT THIS TIME HUH?!” I shout at the phone.

 

Realizing that I have gained the attention around me, I bowed and just walk away. I decided to go to my rooftop house that I buy

from the money I get for the lyrics that I have wrote. Since it was the only place that no one knows even Junhyung.

 

I stopped in front the door and go through my bag to search for the key. I unlocked it and went in. Inhaled deeply, I close the door

behind me.

 

“Home sweet home” I said, smiling as I try to cheer myself.

 

I just throw my bag and go to the toilet to take a shower, since I was dirty and smell bad. After a fresh shower I covered up

myself with the clothes that were already there. I don’t think to go back to the dorm for this time and just want to relax myself first.

 

 

I make a ramen as I was hungry because I don’t even eat anything since lunch time. As I was enjoying my dinner, my phone

rang. To tell you, it was the hundredth times it has rang but I just ignore all of them because I know it’s all from my member

since I put the different ringtone for them. I just enjoy the ringtone and not picking it up. But suddenly, I heard ‘Fiction’ song. So,

it’s mean that the call was from Junhyung. I took my phone and pick it up.

 

Junhyung : Sungyeol! Are you really being attack by the anti-fans??

 

Sungyeol : Huh?? Urm…..yeah.

 

Junhyung : What? So, are you okay now? Where are you?

 

Sungyeol : Argh! I’m okay, don’t worry too much. But, how do you know about this?

 

Junhyung : I look at the internet and there was an article about you being attacked.

 

Sungyeol : REALLY???

 

Junhyung : err…you don’t know about this?

 

Sungyeol : I’ll call you back!

 

Junhyung : okay, fine.

 

I end the call. Quickly, I surf the internet and there it is. Junhyung was right. It was about me, about what had happen this

evening. I went through the news, and my heart that was about to cured just now, broke into pieces again as I read a comment,

 

“He deserve it anyway”

 

And what more hurting me is the comment get the highest vote.

 

“It just a comment Sungyeol, It just a comment, not..nothing much” I said to myself.

 

 I tried to be strong but the tears that were threatened to fall finally escape from my eyes. I can’t take it anymore, I was out of

control. My hands suddenly make a move itself and I throw my I-phone to the mirror. It was broke and glass scattered on the

floor. I make my way to the window, doesn’t even bother about the scattered glass and just walked on it. Although I can feel the

pain, but my heart were more hurt right now.

 

“I DON’T DESERVE THIS!! IS BENG USELESS THAT BAD?” I scream out loud as tears keep on falling. I started to mess up the

house. I throw whatever that was on my sight as I let my heart all-out.

 

“IT JUST BECAUSE OF YOU MOM!! JUST BECAUSE OF YOU!! I’LL BE TREAT LIKE THIS JUST BECAUSE OF YOU, BECAUSE

OF THAT STUPID PROMISE I MADE WITH YOU THAT I DON’T WANT TO BECOME A SONGWRITER!!.”

 

“IF NOT BECAUSE OF THAT, I’LL REVEAL TO THEM THAT I WAS A SONGWRITER AND I NOT A USELESS LIKE THEY

THOUGHT!!” I screamed out loud as my tears keep falling.

 

I lean against the wall and slowly fall down.

“I just don’t deserve this mom,…Why can’t you understand me?” I utters softly between my sobbing sounds. I just cried there, all

alone.

 

Junhyung POV

 

I was watching the television with my members as we have finished our schedule. Suddenly, Yoseob that was playing with his I-

pad asked something.

 

“Is Sungyeol from Infinite is the tallest one?”

 

“Why you asking hyung?” Dongwoon asked as he walked to Yoseob and sits beside him.

 

“Nothing, just… there is an article of him that he being attacked by the antis”

 

I furrowed my eyebrows as I heard what our main vocalist had said. Curious, I make my way toward Yoseob.

 

“let me see” I take the I-pad from him and read the article.

 

My eyes widen as I was shocked.

 

‘he must be hurt right now’, I thought. I give the I-pad back to its owner and grabbed my phone. Entering our bedroom, I called

him. We have a short talk and he ended with saying that he gonna called me back.

 

So, I was waiting for his call. It was almost 20 minutes since he ended our talk just now. Without second thought, I made a call

to him but unlucky for me, I just reached his mailbox. I do try for several times but it’s still the same. It’s makes me worry about

something may happen to him. Grabbing my jacket and car key, I get out from my dorm and start to look for him.

 

Hyunseung POV

 

Right after Junhyung read the articles of that Infinite’s member, he straight went to our bedroom. I’m not curious at all because

he always like that. But suddenly he went out of the room wearing his jacket with his car key in his hand.

 

“hey, where do you want to go?” Dujun  asked.

 

“umm….just want to go out” he replied and hurriedly wear his shoes and went out.

 

“hey wait,, WAIT!” Dujun stands up from his position but Junhyung is already out of our sights.

 

“Haish!” Dujun sighs.

 

“why he looked like in a hurry?” I spoke.

 

“ahh I don’t know! This kid nowadays is really weird. At least he should respect me as a leader! Can’t he just asked for my

permission first…bla…bla..bla..” Dujun start blabbering.. argh can’t this leader just shut up?.. But I still curious with Junhyung.

Did something happen?

 

 

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tehyun90 #1
Chapter 27: when hoya said to sungyeol that its hard to dance their dance past cause incomplete members (no sungyeol), i seriously think of suju,that they throught it in reality,.. 2members lost and inactive for temporary
also ukiss(aj going study, now complete again:)
blacktokki_
#2
Chapter 32: He was just trolled ?! Aigoo ~ That strawbelly part ! x) Waa , Yoseob is in your new story !? I wanna read it ! :D Thanks for spending your time writing this story , authornim ! ^^
blacktokki_
#3
Chapter 30: Next is the last ?! Naww ~~~
blacktokki_
#4
Chapter 29: Good luck for your exam , authornim ! Hwaiting ! ^^ CEO !? What was he doing there !? OoO
blacktokki_
#5
Chapter 28: Ohh ! Poor Yeollie . *sigh* Update soon , authornim ! ^^
blacktokki_
#6
Chapter 27: Sunggyu's introduction , haha ! XD I hope you will make Sungyeol go back to Infinite and his mom gives him permission . =) Update soon ! ^^
blacktokki_
#7
Chapter 26: I am happy that he and his mom are bck to normal and INFINITE , still acting dorky . Authornim , update soon ! ^^:D x)
shimchangaj
#8
Chapter 8: just start reading.
Awww... Sungyeol :(
I cant exclaim myself as an Inspirit, but out of Infinite, I like Sungyeol the most.... This just....
kpopluva3838 #9
Chapter 24: So sad!!!
I hate SungYeol mum!!!!
Hate hate hate her!!!
SungYeollie~~~
blacktokki_
#10
Chapter 23: That kid was scolding Sungyeol ?! Ya ! YONG JEASOON !! Don't scold him ! You are just like a caffeine !! *hearing Caffeine* Authornim , it is not real in rea life, right ? I hope not ! XC Anyway , authornim always daebak ! Update soon ! =)