Chap 32
JUNSU...please come back to us...
I hate to tell that the story will end in few more chapters and maybe it just some cliche ending
"I am glad that all of you are here, but what about your schedule" Junsu holds Yunho hand.
"We postponed it all, don't worry sweetie"Jaejoong patted Junsu head, which now have lesser hair
"Thank you, hyung-deul.."Junsu smile disappear when the chemotherapy seems to be getting on him, the chemical fluid that was supposed to kill all the cancer cells inside him, feels burning inside his body. He closes his eyes, but still holding on to Yunho hand.
"Is it too painful, Junsu-ah?"Yunho ask, worries etched onto his face.
Junsu didnt answer him right away, and that makes the latter worry more.
"No, I am okay, just some effect, I have used to it anyways."
2 hours later, the treatment ended and as usual, Junsu needed to be help in everything because he is so weak. The cemotheraphy will make him lose all his energy.
"I am such a burden, didnt I?" ask Junsu, eyes heavy with sleepiness that creeps in.
"No, you are not dear. Believe me, and go to sleep, ok?" Jaejoong cooed Junsu to the bed and careress Junsu's hair affectionately.
They just got home from the hospital after Junsu's daily treatment. Changmin is in the room with Junsu, sleeping beside his hyung. The oh so evil maknae, had now become oh so adorable maknae with Junsu. Tailing Junsu wherever the dolphin man go.
Jaejoong is in the kitchen making drinks and Yunho is preparing to go to studio. Some technical problems that he needs to solve regarding their comeback that just few weeks away.
" Jae, Chun. I'm going to the studio, call me if those two maknae had woke up."
Yunho is almost at the front door, when sudenly Yoochun says
" We have to stop this, hyung. This only gives bad effect to Junsu. His weak body can't stand the hard training." Yoochun stating the truth.
He wants to spill this a long time ago, since Junsu started to give ideas about the comeback. Its not like he doesnt want to do this with Junsu, but doing a comeback with a bad health condition is a disaster. A comeback did not happened in just one day. It need works, a lot and lot of works, real hard works. Yoochun didnt want Junsu to strain himself for the sake of this comeback. Aren't Junsu's health is far more important than this comeback? Aren't the hyungs understand him?
" Yoochun, you need to understand this. Junsu want this, he want this comeback, he wants to stands on stage again. I am not doing this for us, but for Junsu. Only for Junsu. We.." Yunho said.
" I knew that he want this. That this is his dream. But what if Junsu's health become more bad than now after the comeback, we don't want that, don't we? " This time, Yoochun swear he wont give up convincing the member to stop the comeback. This is all about Junsu's life and death matters. Continuing the comeback will endangered Junsu more and more.
" But Yoochun, Junsu want.."
" I know! I knew Junsu want this comeback, yes he wants this comeback. But please, please be rational, no people with a chronic disease can stand being in hard times!"
" Park Yoochun! Junsu will live, He is okay, nothing is wrong with him! Dont you ever say like that! "
" Don't act like nothing's going to happen, you know the reality, we must face the reality, why can't you accept that hyung-deul, why?!"
THe fight happened, it is not really a fight. It just an ordinary conversation with some increase in the voice spoken.
" I am sick, really, but I can do this. Believe me "
One hoarse voice suddenly appear behind the door. The rise of the voice in the previous conversation has woke up Junsu from his sleep. He woke up early enough to hear the conversation from the start.
Flashback
" Hy-hyung.."
" No, Its okay Min, really. Yoochun is saying the truth "
Both the maknae had woken up at the same time, and been listening to the conversation.
Changmin was in awkward position. Yoochun word's is too harsh. He takes a glimpse to junsu's face, he was afraid that it will hurts Junsu.
Junsu slowly stand up, despite his weak body.
" Hyung, where are you going? " Changmin stuttered, not another fight he hopes.
He watched Junsu going out of the room. He makes a reminder to beat Yoochun for saying those things out loud.
End of flashback
" J-Jun-Junsu, you woke up? " Jaejoong stuttered. Jaejoong actually was afraid if the conversation between them, will makes Junsu worry more and affecting his health. He know that Junsu is a sensitive person.
" Yoochun, believe me, please. Let's just do the comeback, hm? " Junsu try to convince the now silent man.
" No, that's no way you can handle this. I can grant you any other thing you want Junsu, but please, not this comeback. Not this, please? "
" Please Yoochun you are the one who understand me the most. You must know why I want to stand on the stage so much. Please Yoochun "
" How can I? Tell me Kim Junsu, How can I let you? To see you in pain, in weak after the hard works. Tell me Junsu " Yoochun was in tears now.
Jaejoong, Yonho and Changmin is standing stiffly on their own spot. Listening to the conversation between the best friend.
" If you really cant let me, its okay. We can stop the comeback. "
Junsu quietly spoke and he quickly go to his room.
Thank you, Forgive this dumb writer for the long hiatus.
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