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Tsumetai sono te kimi no seijanai
Osonaki hibi hotta kizukakae

Dare ga wo aisuru koto wo soreteru no
Kotoba no uragawa se wa mukete

Dakeshimeta kokoro ga koori no you ni
Sotto toke dasu

dare moga dare ka ni aisareru tame ni
Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa


Sore ga moshimo boku nara
Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameru yo

Ah ah ahhh ah ah ahhh ah ah ahh ah ah ahhh

Unmei no itazura

Kokoro wo itametemo

Sono namida no saki ni wa
Hitosuji no hikari ga
Yami no naka maiorite
Bokura wa kizukusa
Kurushi hodo ni tsuyouku kanjiaeru hito no nukumori

Dare mo ga omotteru kanashimi ya kodoku
Iyae moraeru basho sagaeiru
Sou kimi ni wa sono bashou ga koko ni aru sa wo sorenaide
Mou mayowanaide boku ga mamoru

Ah ah ahhh ah ah ahhh ah ah ahh ah ah ahhh ah ah ahhh


Setsunai hodo ([Jaejoong]my heart)
Utsukushii ai dakara ([Yunho]oh don't be afraid)
Hakanai hodo ([Changmin]let yo know my love)
Uruwa shii kono toki wo ([Yoochun]you know, let you know my love...)


Dare mo ga dare ka ni aisareru tame ni
Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa
Sore ga moshimo boku nara
Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameru yo

Ah ah ahhh ah ah ahhh ah ah ahhh ah ah ahhh ah ah ahhh ah ah ahhh ah ah ahhh ah ah aahhhh

The synchronization of the 5 man voices echoes in the air of Seoul stadium.The fans chanting the names of the group passionately,pouring all their love to them.The stadium was covered by the red balloon that form the red ocean by the loyal cassioepeia.There's joy,excited and many more emotions in the air

Junsu shut off the video.He close his eyes,wanting to keep the memories forever,he don't want to lose it,because he knows that the memories were very precious and he will never get it back.

"Hyung-ah..do you take my joy stick...arghhh..where is it?"ask Changmin to Junsu

"Ch---Changmin!"Junsu shock to see him right now,right in front of his eyes.."Is that really you?"..silence fill the room..Thre's no Changmin,there will never be Changmin in his house..There will never be his friend inside his house again.Everything is different now,he have to face the truth..he is alone now

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Changmin P.O.V

I wake up from my daydream and look around...I..I heard Junsu's hyung voice!I really really heard him...Is he in trouble now?Nowadays,i often think about him..Is he really really right?Hyung...I miss you..cheongmall

Suddenly,I heard Yunho hyung voices"Changmin-ah,come here now!"

I am very surprised and dash to him almost immediately.

"Wae hyung?you surprised me"I ask him

"Watch"he says one word and continue watching the television in abig eyes,like something bad just happen.

I watch it with my mouth hanging open..

"This is a breaking news,JYJ's member Kim Jaejoong and Park Yoochun are spot at the court filing a sue to their own member Kim Junsu,a nearest source said that the group is on the verge of breaking because of kim Junsu left the group.The detailed  of this suing case is still unknown.Kim Jaejoong and Park Yoochun are not giving any comment regarding this case.Meanwhile,we couldn't find Kim Junsu to be interview."The television screen shows Jaejoong and Yoochun being crowding by a group of fan attacking so many question to them.

"What the hell is going on hyung!!??Why did they do that?!!"I practically yell to Yunho hyung eventhough he is not guilty

"I dont know,Min-ah..Just dont in..that's their problem"Yunho replied calmly

"Hyung,!please..it is not the time to get your ego high..there must be something wrong with Junsu hyung..you know it yourself right?Junsu hyung is very loyal in friendship,we both know it..he wouldn't do such thing"i pleaded to him,almost tearing worrying about my member

"I dont know Min-ah..give me time to think and calm"Yunho hyung said emotionlessly and go to his room

I stare at Yunho hyung's back till he got in to the room..I know he is shocked and sad.Hyung....mianeh..

Junsu hyung...where are in the world are you??

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"Are we doing the right thing,Chun-ah?"Jaejoong ask Yoochun who was sitting on the couch,daydreaming about something

"Just dont think about it right now hyung,I want some rest..my mind is flustered right now"Yoochun close his eyes,pretending to sleep

Jaejoong ignored it and says"but..we dont even know where is him right now..Why don't we go and find him?"

Jaejoong hear a small sob and he knows rightly that it is from Yoochun..

"I'm scared hyung..i'm tired of all this..i beleive him the most in my life,but now i feel like i dont wat to even say his name"he let his cry out loud,he want to wash the pain that Junsu give to him

Jae quickly come and embrace the younger man.."sssshhhh Chun,,be strong please"he rubbed Yoochun's back few time.They sat there untill Yoochun fall asleep in Jaejoong's arm

Meanwhile...

Junsu has moved from his house to a small house near the beach.People rarely go to the beach,so it is the perfect place for Junsu to be alone.To bee isolated from the world.To be vanish from everyone's mind.He knows about the case that filed on him,still he accept it calmly.He knows that it is not wrong for them to do so to him.

Junsu walk along the beach alone,feeling the breeze of the sea,suddenly he remember the tyime when they are shooting picture of you music video.It is a great time.It is the first mv that they enjoy so much.He remembers when Yunho hyung was panicking after he throw up few times because of seasick.He miss them badly

The thought of their old memories are suddenly interrupt by the striking pain at his abdomen.The pain was too much until he can't stand up straight.He desperately yell for help.

"HHH..HHelp..please somebody"he almost whisper because of the pain.

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The world seems to be darken and Junsu slowly lose his councious..