JUNSU P.O.V

I can't hold it..something inside me feel like it gonna burst and its so painful..I cough heavily while closing my mouth with my hand..I feel it,the blood in my hand..I try to hide it from Eunhyuk and Junho hyung,but I fail..The blood.....It was so many that I thought I'm going to die soon.I look at Eunhyuk and Junho hyung,the fear are all over their face..I think I'm gonna leave this world now.I cant remember anything as the darkness start enveloping me.

I feel like I'm just go to sleep a few while ago when I hear someone voice calling for me.The voices...it was so familiar!No way...There's no way he is here.But I can feel his warm in my hand.Is it really him?I try to open my heavy eyes.It took all my energy to open it.My first sight was blurry but I can see three man standing next to me.I blink few more time..........and....Changmin?Yunho hyung?Am I dead?Why can I see someone that I longing for infront of my eyes..I blink few more times..They still there in front of me...O God...i'm really have die...

But then,I can feel it.I feel Changmin's hand in mine.I feel safe.I look at him...2 minutes,3 minutes,10 minutes...he still here..then I heard he says

"Hyung,Its me.."

Its really Changmin.His voice,his scent,his hold...its all the same.Changmin-ah,I miss you so much.I tighten my hold to him and suddenly I feel my other hand being hold by another man.

"Hyung....."I surprised,yunho hyung...next to me...holding my hand..

"ne dear,Its me"he smiled

I....I...don't know what to say..All that I wanted are in front of me now.I want to be with them.I want to hold them forever.I want they to be always beside me.I..I...No!Junsu!You're being selfish again.Do you think that if they are beside you you will gonna be happy?Do you want them to suffer with you?Do you want to see their tears again?No...no I dont want them to suffer again.The thought snap me back to reality.What am I doing now?This is noy what I plan to

"Leave.........me"It hurts..those words...it hurts to say

I can see their face changes.I'm sorry..I have to

"Hyung.....what are you saying?"Changmin asked me.Oh,Changmin please.Hyung's heart will break if you cry

"Le....leave me......go..."

"Hyung...stop it"

"I'm....dying...so go..."I've ho energy left..Saying those hurtful words made me weaker.

"Stop it Junsu...You need us..You're not dying"Yunho hyung caress my hair softly.Hyung,please..dont do it hyung.

Suddenly Changmin hug me.I stunned.He's not the evil maknae I used to know.He has changed completelyHe hug me tightly and says the words that really touched me.

"Hyung,whatever your condition is,I'll always be with you,I'll never leave you hyung.we are brothers..just remember that we're with you"

FLASHBACK

"Hyung,what are you doing?"

"Looking at the star,Min"

"But why?"

"Just feeling sad"

"Why?"

"I dont know"

"Hyung.you can have my shoulder"

"..................................."

"Hyung,let it out"

"But Min,I'm the hyung..I should be the one who protect you...not you"

"But hyung,You're not matured to be my hyung"

"Yah!Changmin-ah..I thought you've changed"

"Whatever hyung...now tell me what's bother you this night"

Junsu lean his head to Changmin's shoulder as he speak.

"I'm afraid Min...i'm afraid that someday,i will leave you...someday,I'll be alone in this world and i lost all of you,I'm afraid min"

"You dont have to hyung,I'm always here beside you no matter what happen.We met not by coincident hyung,we are fated to be toghether,to go through this life together..believe me hyung"Changmin give an assuring smile to Junsu"Now,should i sing you some lullaby to sleep?"

"Shiro!Your voice is too high for lullaby"

"Ahhh...I dont care hyung,I want to do it too"

"Shut up'

"JAL CHA NE AGA!ANAJULKE..."

"Yunho hyung!Changmin wants to rip my eardrum with his song!Jaejoong hyung"

"JAL CHA NE SARANG.."

"YUNHO HYUNG!!!HELP ME WITH THIS KID!!!"

"What Junsu?"Yunho and jaejoong comes tho the kids room.Their hair looks miserable and their eyes are sleepy.Bet they are surprised by their dongsaeng's voice and immediately rush to their room

"Changmin want to sing me lullaby using the highest pitch he can hit,hyung..And in two minutes more,i swear hyung..I'm gonna be deaf!"

Now its jaejoong turn to speak"Changmin....stop teasing your hyung..and I want to hear all of you be quiet in 5 minutes after I leave this room..be quiet coz i dont want Chun to wake up and cause another problem"He speak strictly as a mother giving instruction to her children and with that he left the room with Yunho following him.Before Yunho get out from the room he switch off the light"You two better hear what Jae hyung says"He smiled to them

"Hyung...sorry..just wanna make you happy"

"I know...just wanna you to be punish"Junsu giggle

"Yah!Hyung"

"SSSHHHH"

"Arasso"

"But,Min..you will keep your promise to me right?"

"Of course hyung,I will keep it...forever"

END OF FLASHBACK

"Hyung...remember the promise I made to you?"

Junsu nodded.

"How can I forget it"

"And that's why I'm here hyung"

Junsu at loss for words.He thought that the promise was forgetten when they break up,but he wrong..the bond they've made between each other are too strong..even the breakup things will never let the bond break.

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Ahh...cincha mianehyo...not much big things in this chappie..do comment and I need support now to keep writing