just repost chapter 21...sorry guys,its not an update

Sorry for the loooooooooooooong wait...got confused in remaking the other two chap..but here's chap 23..

Can't write happy things no more...it's angst now..(Ohhhh..I'm sounds creepy)

The night was a chaos,with non-stop nagging of Jaejoong to YooMin and sometimes Yunho too.Although Junsu had defend them,saying it's not their fault that he wants to play in the rain,Jaejoong just give Junsu a soft glare and still blame on them.And the nagging continues on  to late night when Junsu sneeze and shivering in cold.

"Look!Can"t I count on you to take care of him?It's just a few hours and you make him like this"Jaejoong scolding while putting wet towel to Junsu's hot forehead.

"Hyung.we have no intentions to make him sick like this"Changmin try to defend himself

"No intention?and he's now tuck in the bed,shivering?"Jaejoong reply sarcastically.

"Hyung...........it's hurt us too you know,to see him like this"Yoochun said in a lower tone.

Jaejoong didn't realise the hurt tone in Yoochun's voice and continue blaming them.

"Hurt?If you don't want to be hurt so why let him hurt?"

"Hyung!!that's too much of you!Dont you think of our feelings too?We know we are wrong!but do you think we intentionally let him out and make him fall sick"Yoochun can't help but raise his voice to Jaejoong.Jaejoong accusation is too much.

"What?I'm too much?I try so much to not make Junsu sick,to take care of you and yunho..and you say that I didn't take care of your feelings?"

"Yeah.Right!All day long you keep blaming and scolding us....like you don't even care about us anymore!You always JUNSU,JUNSU,JUNSU!What about us?"Yoochun is at the point where his anger can be seen at his face.

Jaejoong ball a fist and stand up from Junsu's bed.

"Don't be selfish will you?I've done everything just to take care sll of your feeling!!I'm just overprotective to Junsu because he is sick!!!And that makes you mad??!!"

Changmin just keep silent at those two soulmates fight.He didn't take on anyone sides.Part of him says that Yoochun is true,but part of him also says that Jaejoong was overreacting.

"Yeah!I wont!!Just take care of him forever!!"with that Yoochun left the room,slamming the door.

Jaejoong take a glance on Junsu,he still sleeping soundly.

"Sleep tight baby"Jaejoong said but obviously his voice contain anger.After making sure that Junsu was fine,he left the room.

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"Who will be sleeping with all the shouting and yelling just now?"

Junsu stares at the ceiling,slowly his eyes are full of tears.

"I've made it..I made it again!I make Jaejoong hyung and Yoochun fight!!I make them fight just because of my disease.You're great Junsu.Always the cause of all bad things that happen in DBSK.Did you even deserve to be with them?Everything is fine until you showed up Junsu!Jaejoong and Yoochun fighting!Yunho can't sleep just worrying about you?I am really a trouble maker"the words keep lingering in Junsu's mind.

He feel so guilty when he heard Jaejoong and Yoochun fighting.He wants them to stop,but he's too scared to even speaks.

He looks at the window.The night was too dark and quiet.The loneliness slowly embraces him,and it makes him feel more guilty.he turn to look over his room.Everywhere in the room hides thousand memories of their friendship.Laugh,tears,anger all mixed in their friendship.Remembering it makes Junsu want to kill himself more.Now,he is the one who cause the tears and bad things to everyone.

"The only way is too disappear from them!"

Junsu wakes fom his bed,despite from his aching body,grab his keys and headed to the door.

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Dragging the weak body,he manage to get to his house.It's been like years since he come to his home.He doesn't like his home actually.Even though it is big,comfy and perfect with super interior design,it just feel cold and lonely.During JYJ time,he rarely come to his home.Whether to his parents home or Jaechun home.His own home is the least he want to go.

But now,his home is the suitabl place to hide.To hide himself from the world,from the member.

"Leo~~hyung's here"Junsu try to call his cat.

In those sad time,Leo can be a good accompany.But it's weirdly quiet today,with no sounds of the cat.

"Leo~~don't you miss hyung?"Junsu walks around his house in order to find his cat.

"Leo~~"and his voice stop when he sees a slump of black cat laying at the floor,unmove.

"Leo~~sleeping?How could you?Your hyung is here"Junsu also lay besides his cat,careressing it's soft fur.

"Leo,Leo.....Leo"No response from the cat.Usually when Junsu call it,the cat will Junsu finger,but today something is different.

"Don't...Leo..wake up"Junsu shake softly Leo's body.

And again he got no response.

"NOOOO...Leo...Don't leave me....Where did you go??Hyung want to follow you tooo..Leo..wake up"