After the 'reunion',everything seems to be better.With Super Junior member keep visiting and give support,the other four men found their stength is back.They have a strong pillar behind them.Although Junsu's memories are not getting any better,he now can walk by himself and remember his brothers name.and now his famous EU KYANG KYANG laughter can be heard again.

As Junsu body are getting stronger,they decided to take some fresh air at the park.Feeling the soft breeze of wind,the sound of the nature,makes them feel so calm.They really miss a moment like this,where everything is so calm and refreshing.

"Hyung....It's cold"Junsu whined to Yunho.Even though Junsu lost his memories,he does not act awkwardly with s.

"Oh..poor my dongsaeng.You want to go in,or a hug?"Yunho smiles

"Emmm..I don't want yours...I want Changmin"

Changmin smiles,indeed,he's my only hyung.

"Yah,Junsu-ah..you dont love us anymore?..why do you want Changmin only?"Yoochun poted,followed by Yunho and Jaejjong,feeling jealous of Junsu choosing Min.

"EU KYANG KYANG..ani..i'm just joking..Hyung~~~I want a hug"he gives the cutest puppy eyes to them.

The four men laughed and crush themselves to Junsu,making a group hug.But no one notice the change expression of Junsu's face.

JUNSU P.O.V

I'm getting weaker,really.Waking up in the morning,seems so hard to me.The headache and sometimes I can't move my own hands.I hate this pain so much.There's no day i would live happily without suffering.Can I survive?Do I have to leave them before remember them fully?And now,we are enveloping each other in a hug,it makes me feel like home.But why did i feel sad?Am I going soon?If so,god..please..makes me remember them..please..

I inhale their scent,one by one,jaejoong hyung...the always-look-cold hyung but have such a warm heart.Yunho hyung...the manly hyung that I thought was fierce and matured,but he can be as immatured as 1 years old kid.Yoochun..he says he is my best friend,but i think he knew me the best more than best friend.changminnie,yes i remember him..I remember him as my only dongsaeng.

Beautiful isn't it?How's my life going on.I'm just a poor sick,boy who can't remember anything,yet being showered by love from those who love me so much.I want to get all their love.I want to be selfish.i want they to only love me while I'm still alive.

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After almost a month long in hospital,junsu finally came out from the hospital.The five men are so excited when the doctor announced that Junsu can leave the hospital,but with weekly chemoteraphy treatment.

FLASHBACK

The doctor are doing his daily check routine at Junsu.Junsu is alone because the other four members are going for some breakfast.It's the time,junsu thought.

"Emmm...doctor-ssi...can you tell me the real condition of mine"It's not an asking,but a pleading

"But.."the doctor hesitates,junsu's member has prevented the doctor to told Junsu anything about his condition.

'Please...I need to know,doctor...It's about my life'

The doctor let out a heavy sigh,he knows that in the patient in front of him was a weak,fragile one.At any single bad thing will only break him to pieces.

"Please doctor..no need to hide..It's my body and I can feel it myself"

The doctor hesitates for a very long time,before he take a deep breath and start talking.

"We discover that the cancer cell are been actively attacking the other cell,such as bone cell.We have make an x-ray earlier and it shows that your bone is decaying rapidly.We also found out that your liver's function only at 65%."

Junsu smiles,he accept the news calmly.Indeed,it's like Junsu expected to be.

"Thank you,doctor.It's been a great burden to you to treat me"

"What?no..what are you talking about?It is my piority to heal you.I've never seen someone so innocent like you"

"Thank you,doctor...Can I just have one request?"Junsu ask,pleading

"Please,say it..I'll help as long as I can"

"Can I...discharge from the hospital?"

The doctor eyes now are wide open.

"No,Junsu-ssi..it is the last thing I'll do.You can't get out from the hospital,not with your condition."

"But..I'm dying..so,shouldn't I make a good memories before I close my eyes"

"Please,junsu-ssi..be strong..i'm not gonna put down my hope for you and so do you"

"I understand..but please doctor..i've been longing to see the world'

Silent.only silent occupy the space between junsu and the doctor.The looks on the face of the doctor seems that he was in serious deep thinking.

"I'll let you go..but please,come every week for the treatment"

Junsu let out a big smile

"I will sir.."

END OF FLASHBACK

They reach at JYJ's dorm first to take Junsu's clothes.Changmin bring Junsu to his room.He was packing all Junsu's item.They had decide to move to their old dorm,where all the memories begin.Junsu looks all over the room.He looks at changmin blankly

"Is this my room?"

Changmin nodded,immersed on his job.

"Min-ah,where is your room?"

Changmin stopped

"I'm not living here hyung"

"Why?"

"Cause,..I've other dorm to live"Changmin try to hide the truth.He afraid that Junsu will be shock.after all,they told him all about the good things,not even once they mentioned about the breakup thing in front of Junsu.

"But,this dorm is more than big for us,why do you live at other?"

"Cause...break up..."Changmin mumbled,he really don't want junsu to think anything about the break up thing.

But it's too late,junsu hear it,and that's when his head start to beat painfully,weird sound are coming from nowhere,and before he pased out,he can see clearly the past.the real past.

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A/n:readers..I really don't think that my precious readers deserve some really odd chappie like this...I'm so sorry...This is all what I manage to do..I'll try to improve soon...Thanks a lot for commenting...really appreciates it..