At home they give Junsu a warm blanket and a mug of hot chocolate.He didnt utter a single words after they found him on the road.Junsu just sit quietly on the couch looking far away holding the mug.All of them sit in the living room now,trying to calm themselves from the havoc just now

Jaejoong start his lecture on Junsu,

What are you thinking going out alone in early morning without informing us?Do you know what am I feeling when I cant you as soon as I woke up?Cant you think it was so cold in the morning that you going out without a jacket?And how old are you that you cant defend yourself from the fan instead of just sitting there waiting to be rescued?Thanks to Yoochun that he managed to find you.

The other didnt say anything,they feel the same way with Jaejoong too.Not that they hate Junsu,but sometimes Junsu is too reckless that it can bring harm to himself and also another member.

Please Junsu,if you want to do something do inform us.You have to think that all the actions you did have the pros and cons.

Jaejoong keep on nagging on Junsu.

No one notice the man sitting alone on the couch let out a tears of hurt.Junsu managed to stiffle his sob,his heart was feeling pain by worriness and angriness.he know that he once again had make them worried like hell and get them into problem.

Flashback

The small dog was running towards Junsu,at first Junsu thought of running away but when the cute dog keep coming he cant help but to hold the dog affectionately.Forgetting his allergicness for a while.He play with the cute dog,running here and there while the dog keep following him.The cute dog remind him much about Man Doongi, Changmin dog.Junsu lost track of time and after a fine 20 minutes,he decided to went home.

But when he stand up and start to walk,he lost track.Junsu found himself in the middle of junction and he cant remember the right way.Asking other passaway will make him into troubles.He feel lost and cold.The road seems so unfamiliar to him that he feel afraid to walk anymore.He try to read the signboard that shows the right way home but he just cant.

Panic started to control Junsu when he realize that he had forgot way back home and the coldness embraces him like a cold snow. No,he shouldnt let himself lost and made worry about him.he bet that it almost time the member wake up.He must be hurry.

People have started going out for work and school.They are giving Junsu a weird look,for a man that only wearing a sleeping attire outside the house in this cold temperature must be crazy.Junsu ignored all the weird looks and keep on walking until he feels that his leg hurt.Blame at the disease,the energetic healthy Junsu had die long ago.he is now just a weak and fragile Junsu.

He then decided to ask some school girls that he thought will bring no harm to him.he waved to the school girl and try to smile politely in order to not scaring her.But opposely he is the one being push at a corner and then surrounded by a group of screaming and chattering schoolgirls,that he doesnt even know why.He tried to get himself out from the group but he cant when a sudden pain throbbed in his head.Junsu fell down weakly and hug his knees,praying for someone to help him from the disaster.

Oppa,why are you here!

Oppa!!Junsu oppa!

Oppa!!!

The crazy fan keep screaming Junsu name crazily,touching him here and there.They didnt even notice the fear shown in Junsu eyes.When he thought of giving up and almost fell out of counsciessness,a warm hand,a hand that he feel familiars with had embrace him and hug him from his side.Junsu knows who at the first touch,he is so glad that Yoochun had found him and also guilty when he know that he  had give Yoochun another problem to solve.

He dont know what to do anymore and he just holding on to Yoochun as he is Junsu lifebuoy.

End of flashback

When the chaos have fade, everyone returns to make their own works.Jaejoong as usual cooks for the breakfast,Yoochun and Changmin  had already in their dreamland while Yunho sitting on the couch reading newspaper waiting for the food to be ready.The only one not doing anything is Junsu,he stays on the couch beside Yunho,froze in his position since the morning they found him.His gaze are far away,empty and teary.

Yunho thought that Junsu is tired and need some rest so he let him be.But when Junsu is not moving after Jaejoong call for breakfast,they start to wonder what happen to the second youngest member.

Junsu hyung,lets go to eat.Changmin softly talked to Junsu to led  him to the dining table.

But Junsu stay still and look to Changmin with his teary eyes who is already pulling his hands.

Changmin-ah,mianei...hyung cant remember,hyung dont know how..to go home..hyung cant remember anything..

Hy...hyung?what are you talking about?Changmin shakes Junsu body a little.

Cant remember..........way home..Yunho hyung,I cant..remember the way...sorry...sorry..Junsu spoke in his tears.

Su..what are you talking about dongsaengi?Yunho put his arm on junsu shoulder,trying to understand.

I cant remember hyung,I lost the way home..

Hyung...Changmin pull Junsu into a hug as he finally understand what Junsu is saying about.

Junsu,his hyung,Changmin know the disease has taken its effect to Junsu.

While Jaejoong who is looking from the kitchen feels like to kill himself.

Ahhhh..my writing has become more and more confusing and also boring,sorry for the dull moment readers,,I hope to update more interesting plot but this is only what i got now..sorry readers..and cant wait for Junsu birthday