okay...

so.. as the title says.. 

this is NOT an update!!

so.. if you're interested to know why am i writing this..

then you can scroll down.. but if not..

then you could just close it..

because.. this would be quite long.. just quite..hehe

so.. let's start!!

as what is noted above..

this story is created on March 28, 2012..

and i have mentioned this also on my wall..

so, what?!

well.. it's just that this story will be celebrating it's anniversary on the 28th day of March this Year,2013..

and i am very HAPPY with that!!

i mean... 

i'm not really a writer, or something..

i was just inspired to make one because i got addicted in reading stories about them..

 just because i'm a super GOGUMA fan..and a supporter of CNBLUE

i come up with stories about them..

i never expect any one to read this story

because i'm not one of those great authors  out there..

but having just a one subscriber and a one commentor makes me happy..

but guess what?!!

this story has reached a subscriber of more than 200..

232 subscribers to be exact!!

ohmy!!

i'm so 

GREATFUL and THANKFUL TO ALL!!

every time.. there's an alert on my wall

like "NEW SUBSCRIBERS" "NEW STORY COMMENTS" "NEW WALL POST"

i'm always excited to see and know who are those!!

that's why i never miss to post a thank you message to them..

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you might be wondering why am i posting this now..

"hello.. it's not yet on the 28th.."

well.. it's because.. i might not post a message on the EXACT DAY!!

why?!

because.. that time.. i am busy with my hospital duties!!

i have always mentioned to you 

that i'm taking NURSING as my course..

so it's expected that i'll be having DUTIES!

but, right now..

i'm on my 3rd year of college..

and i'm on the highlight part of being a nursing student

starting from march 21, i'll be having a ONE MONTH STRAIGHT duties..

it's away from HOME!! i'll be gone from home for more than a month..

and it would be my first time to be away from my family for that long..

for others, it might not be that long..

but for me.. it's really a long period of time..

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i'll be exposed in 3 different areas

NEURO

ORTHO

PSYCH

for the first one.. i would be dealing with patients who have brain problems or anything that deals with the neurologic system

like: patients, HEAD INJURIES or COMA patients..

for the second one.. it's more on disease on the bones..

like fractured bones, or amputated patients

and lastly for the PSYCH...

i'll be dealing with PSYCHIATRIC patients!!

those patients who have mental problems!

like those who are depressed, schizophrenic, or any one who is not that oriented to the reality..

and i'm really scared right now..

that's why i have to read fiction stories to relieve that!! LOL

i already know who will be my instructors in each ward

and i must say.. I'M not that LUCKY!!

my ORTHO instructor is one who doesn't allow his students to sit just for a second!

so, for 8 hours.. i will be loyally standing beside my patient!!

my neuro instructor is someone who is from other school.. which means, i'm not familiar with how he handles his students.. i'm not aware of his attitudes... so it's more scary..

my psych instructor is someone who doesn't let his students know of their faults..

he doesn't scold.. really!!

he's not the type to yell at his students..

he's SOMEONE you can't understand!!

i was under him in my previous duties 

and mygod! my grade?!! it's not something to be proud of!!!

it's my first time to have that grade!!!

and i don't know.. why on earth am i under him.. AGAIN!!!!!

i don't care if i'll be stressed or what.. but what am i concerned for is that.. can i meet his STANDARDS!!!

i'm really a friendly person.. i deal with my patients at my best..

i'm not someone who easily get irritated at something..

i'm not someone who can't tolerate an untidy person

i'm not the type who wears mask when in front of my patient..

i always smile, i always give my best when i care..

but i just don't know.. 

(sorry.. if this sounds like i'm ranting!!)

so, right now.. i'm preparing my self on what to come!!!

and another problem of mine is that, I'm not familiar with the dialect in that area!!

(here in the philippines.. there are so many dialects in each place)

i only know the BASICS as in the most BASIC!

that's why.. i'm writing this in advance

because i might not have the time to do it!!

so.. Advance HAPPY ANNVERSARY to MY IDOL, MY HUSBAND

i'm super HAPPY TO HAVE READERS!!!

i feel great to have someone who patiently waits for my updates..

who always leaves comment on each chapter..

and who always believes that this story is worth to be read..

although, YONGSEO is not a trend in this site..

there are always those people who still believe in them and who always support every fanfic about them..

(for those who were disappointed on my latest update.. I'm sorry guys!!.. but i still hope that you will hold on to this story and will support it)

i was planning to do a cover of a CNBLUE song as a tribute to all..

but since i don't have much time right now.. i haven't done it..( sorry)

so..

i'll just give you my very  first cover..

it's banmal song.. 

because.. it would really be appropriate since it's a song composed by uri YONGSEO..

but..

i'll remind you again.. that i don't have that golden voice..

i just gave it a try..

for those who have listened to it.. 

thank you.. and sorry for disappointing you!!

and it's not a high quality cover!!

i just used my phone to record my voice..haha..

THANK YOU AGAIN for having a time to read this..

it doesn't have anything to do with my story but still you read it..

THANK YOU!!!

once again!!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY IDOL, MY HUSBAND!!!

( and don't worry.. i'm always working on next chapters!!)

THANK YOU again to all my readers!! and subscribers!!

thank you for reading ALL MY STORIES!!

and for leaving comments and your thoughts!!

thank you!! :)

so here's the cover.. *hides to the corner*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eGSF0xlV_Dc