Woohyun's POV

As  hid behind the bush, I felt as though my heart was breaking to pieces.

How could I do this to her? I can't just say that I love her one moment and leave her the next.

But I can't let her life go downhill because she loves someone younger than her right? Besides, she has a whole career infront of her. All in good time, she will be able to wear a wedding dress and walk down that isle, beside her father, looking to Joon.

Joon's a man who has more capability than me.

But then again, a man should fight for the one he loves. The thoughts kept bothering me, so I decided to continue to stalk the two at the bush.

"I'm never going to give up on Woohyun." she sniffled.

she seems so vulnerable right now, I want to have her in my arms and whisper to her that it's okay. But I can't, someone else is already doing that for me.

Then, Joon took her face in his hands and they made eye contact.

"Na Eun, I know I did wrong to you, I'm sorry. But I have come back, changed. And I hope that Woohyun won't be a shadow that make you blinded when with me." he begged, but she just shook her head and looked at her feet.

He held her face again, "Honestly, out of all these years that I left you, I have tried again and again to find someone new, but they could never do anything like what you did. I guess what I am trying to say is that I need a chance from you. Can you honestly say that you love Woohyun more than me? I know that somewhere in you, you still love me, that's why you let me come back without pushing me away." he said and leaned closer.

She stood up and turned her back to him.

"I'm sorry Joon. But you left far too much pain and hatred in me. Yes, I do love you more than Woohyun. But right now, I can't think of just my feelings. It wasn't his fault that he lost his memory, and I don't blame him for it. I'm doing my best to regain whatever that me and him used to have, even if it's just a day we spent together. Because without Woohyun, I can't live." She said and walked away.

"Na Eun, do you think he will remember you? Don't you think that you have to give up soon? He will find someone and live a happy life when you try to chase him!" Joon yelled and she stopped in her place and wiped away a tear.

"I know that someday, I will have to give up. Eventually. But I can't right now. I have to keep trying. He has become so much of me. I can't do this anymore." she said and wept.

"If you give up, will there be a chance for me at all?" Joon asked. that bastard. how can he leave and just come back whenever he pleases?

"If I do give up, and I hope that day will never come, then yes, I will give my full attention to you. And I will accept you. But for now. I am still in love with Woohyun." she said and walked away.

There was an awkward silence before Joon called out.

"I know you're there Woohyun, come out." Joon said.

I slowly, and carefully walked out.

"And how the hell did you know I was here?" I asked, being a bit rude to the older male.

"I saw your head before kid." he said and laughed. He pat the seat next to him and I sat down.

"You never lost your memory for her have you?" he said as he swung his legs back and forth.

I gave him a look. How the hell did he know?

"I know because of the way you looked at her. The way you said that she was ugly. I didn't get mad at you because it's shown all over your face. It was clear that your voice was going to break any moment when you were talking bad about her. Some kid's in love." he said and chuckled, but his eyes full of pain.

"Why did you leave her and then come back?" I asked him while I laid on the fake grass.

"My dad and my mum divorced, and ever since then, I have been living with Na Eun. I couldn't bare the sight of my mother. She would go out and bring men home all night. It was horrid. That was one night, one night when she didn't bring any men home. The night of my birthday. She was drunk and called me to come home quickly. She threatened that if I didn't break up with Na Eun. She would have killed herself. She had cutted herself for many years and she would do anything she dare say. She even said that she would be after Na Eun's family and friends. How could I choose Na Eun in this case? I had to leave." Joon said and looked into the sky.

"You know, my dad always told me that if a star is still shining even when the moon is clouded and the sky is dark, there's still hope, that's why I came back to her. She was the type of girl who was dedicated, and I thought she wouldn't have moved on. But thanks for being there for her Woohyun." Joon finished as he looked at the sky, avoiding the tears.

"If you had to choose your mother, then why did you have to leave with giving Na Eun so much pain?" I asked boldly.

"Kid, you got balls. Usually, when people ask me personal stuff, I would have kicked them to the nearest wall." he laughed," I had to give her a last bad impression. or else she wouldn't have moved on and hated me. She wouldn't have forgotten me."

How could someone give up so much for the person they love?

"Well, do you think I should tell her that I still didn't lose my memories of her?" I asked, shyly.

"I don't know, it's up to you. But think before you do anything. Look at the both of us. Think about who will be able to support her physically and mentally?" Joon asked, and left without another word.

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a/n: mian, I don't know what to call this chap :'[ lol anyways

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