Last. I can't believe this will be the last memory I'd share with Seulgi. 

After shutting her out, na-realize ko it's only fair to explain to her bakit ako lumayo, hindi nagparamdam. 

She deserves an explanation, a justifiable reason, tulad nga ng hiningi ni Marco kay Ginny. 

I had it all planned out - how I will tell her I love you and goodbye within the same moment. 

And I will do that with the help of Pooh. 

Nakikinig ka ba Pooh? Ganito ako magpapaalam sa taong mahal ko.  

Kidding aside, hindi si Pooh na komedyante at buhay pa ang magiging katulong ko in saying goobye to Seulgi. 

It will be Winnie the Pooh - that insightful character in the eponymous book written by A.A. Milne and illustrated by E.H.Shepard. 

I will quote him when I let go of Seul, who has never been mine in the first place. 

"Love is taking a few steps backward, maybe even more to give way to the happiness of the person you love," this is what Winnie the Pooh said. 

And this is what I will do.

I will take a step backward and give way to Joohyun, kasi alam ko sa kanya sasaya si Seulgi. 

Ready na ready na ako sabihin 'to. Sakto umuulan pa - parang nakikiayon ang langit sa lungkot ko. 

But then Seulgi's phone rang. 

"Hello? Yes, this is Seulgi. Ha - kapatid kita? Yeri? Yun name mo? Kailan pa kita naging kapatid? Kailan mo pa naging nanay, nanay ko?" 

Seulgi and I exchanged confused glanc