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Beomgyu waited, and waited. A few days went by with no sign of his supposed gift Yeonjun would give.

He began to become irritated with his lies. He stood up from his desk stretching his arms. He was reviewing some papers all day about nonsense companies. 

 

Is this really my life everyday? Looking at papers that have no importance to me? 

 

He sighed seeing the broken window of his room, air escaping into the room. The damn window. 

He hadn't let his father hire anyone to change it yet, he wanted to see this gift Yeonjun promised. 

 

It's been days without seeing him, Beomgyu decided to go ask for himself. He walked down the stairs feeling the cold metal railing along the way. He slid his shoes on and exited out into the cold air.

 

When he reached the house he noticed a guard sleeping outside on the porch. 

He likely kicked his shin bone with his foot making the guard startled. "Ah! Sorry. What do you need?" 

"Is Yeonjun here?" 

"Yes. I'll ring him." The guard holds his radio up relaying the message to the butler inside. 

 

"Send him inside." The Butler's voice rang as he opened the door to allow Beomgyu inside from the cold.

"He's in his office upstairs." 

 

Beomgyu slowly walked up the stairs and toward the slightly ajar door. 

Sounds of heavy sighs were coming from Yeonjun as he had his hands in his hair looking stressed. Beomgyu opened the door with the sound making Yeonjun look up.

"What're you doing?" Beomgyu asked with a curious appearance plastered to his face as he stepped inside.

 

"You're here? I'm deciding if I should agree to proposals." Yeonjun flipped through the papers.

"Proposals of?" Beomgyu slowly made his way over beside him, looking at the papers.

 

"Marriage."

"What? You're getting married?" Beomgyu says with his mouth slightly left open upon hearing the sudden topic. 

"Why? It's normal amongst companies these days, you might even receive them soon..." Yeonjun laughed. 

"I see." Beomgyu held his head down for a second before making a quick escape out of the room, hjs feet leaving no hesitation as he walked out. The door was slammed behind him leaving Yeonjun only confused even more than he had been. 

 

Beomgyu walked down the stairs straight out of the house ignoring the guards "Have a nice day." No, he simply wasn't having a good day. 

 

He walked back inside his own home, slamming the door to his room in frustration as he kneeled to the floor with his hands on his head. 

Why am I so upset? Why do I care so much?

Beomgyu stood back up taking a deep breathe to calm his nerves, his hands were shaking from anger and nervousness. 

He felt as if he couldn't keep his body still for a second, he wanted to run. 

 

He ran down the stairs out of the house , not knowing where his feet were going to take him. He ran and ran for minutes that turned into 20.

He ran through the sand under his shoes toward the ocean, falling in the process near the sea's shore. 

His hands landing in the moist sand, sand sticking to his fingers now as he held his head down. 

Why do i care? Why do I feel so angry?

 

He held his head down as he felt tears wanting to escape his eyes. He closed them tightly to suppress his tears from falling. 

Footsteps were heard through the warm sand coming from behind him, "Beomgyu." Yeonjun's voice rang through his ears as it echoed. 

What is he doing here? Can I not go without seeing or thinking of you?!

Beomgyu felt his grip around the sand tighten, clumps in both hands.

"What're you doing?" Yeonjun asked looking at the silent boy. 

 

"Go Away!" Beomgyu stood up with the clump of wet sand in his hand, throwing it directly at Yeonjun's neck. 

Yeonjun flinched upon the impact and the sand fell down, some sticking on his clothes.

"What are you-" Beomgyu threw the other hand open, the sand flying toward him as Yeonjun held his hands up over his face. "I don't want to see you! Go away! Go away I said!" Beomgyu reached down the pick up more wet sand but Yeonjun quickly grabbed his wrist preventing him.

 

"What's wrong with you?!" Yeonjun looked into both his eyes as Beomgyu caught his breathe. He felt fire burning through his veins as if his blood was boiling like water. 

"Go away!" Beomgyu thrashed so his arm came lose from Yeonjun's grip. Beomgyu pushed Yeonjun to the side as he walked through the sand angrily.

 

Yeonjun wiped his sandy cheeks off watching him struggling to walk through the thick sand.

"Where are you going?" Yeonjun yelled following behind the already enraged boy.

"For s sake Yeonjun! Leave me alone! Don't you understand I don't want to see you! What Do I have to do?!" Beomgyu yelled with his veins in his neck popping up. 

"Beomgyu, calm down." Yeonjun carefully walked toward him, However Beomgyu was too far gone in his anger. 

 

Yeonjun held his hands out as he slowly walked closer, "Don't come closer." Beomgyu warned with his hands balled into fist.

"Calm down." Yeonjun said slowly as he become closer. 

" off!" Yeonjun felt a slap across his cheek from Beomgyu's hand. The flesh began stinging immediately after it followed.

Yeonjun froze in his place, realizing what just happened.

 

"Go home. Leave me alone okay?" Beomgyu blinked and turned around to walk away through the sand again.

Yeonjun jolted forward grabbing him from behind, his arms around his trying to hug him but Beomgyu elbowed him in the stomach making him close his eyes in pain. 

"Let me go!" Beomgyu yelled as he twisted attempting to free himself from his grasp, the birds around the pier flying from the commotion. 

 

The sun was beginning to set soon, the orange with pink mixed in colors staining the sky. 

Yeonjun didn't loosen his grip as he held on, no matter how bad it was beginning to hurt.

 

"Stop it!" Beomgyu used his foot to loop under Yeonjun's. Making Yeonjun fall bringing Beomgyu with him into the warm salty water. 

 

The two fell completely under the water, Yeonjun's grip loosening but he grab held of Beomgyu's arm. 

"Get off of me!" Beomgyu yelled as he pushed his shoulder. 

"Stop! Stop!" Yeonjun yelled louder than him. 

"I said Go away!" Beomgyu says as the wave crashed over him. 

 

"No!" Yeonjun tried pulling him closer but Beomgyu kicked at his leg. 

"Stop!" Beomgyu fell back under the water, the water going up his nose. He coughed coming back up from the water with his eyes burning but continued to push him away as the two sat on the sand under the water. 

 

"Stop this! Don't you see how crazy you're acting?!" Yeonjun grabbed his shoulders holding him in place as he coughed. The salt water was mixed into both their hands and clothes by now. 

 

The sun was almost gone by now as Beomgyu continued to struggle.

"I said go away!" Beomgyu sits on his knees from under the water and lunged forward pushing Yeonjun down under the water. 

Yeonjun closed his eyes as the water washed over his face, Beomgyu straddling him as he held his hand over his face. The waves were crashing upon them both, Beomgyu being moved ever so slightly by them he struggled to stay in his position with both knees on Yeonjun's side. 

 

Yeonjun felt his lungs struggling wanting to breathe but his face being held under the salty water. 

Beomgyu couldn't help but act on the immense anger that filled his body at the moment. 

I told you to go away, i'll make you.

 

Yeonjun grabbed his wrist and pushed Beomgyu off of him into the water, Beomgyu felt the stinging return to his eyes. Yeonjun tried wiping his tears eyes and gasping for air as he could finally breathe. 

His heartbeat was up to his ears, thumping loudly. 

Beomgyu gasped as he rose up from under the water catching his breathe as well, the eyes being stung from the salt mixing into them again.

 

"Stop this!" Yeonjun yelled over the waves.

"Go away Yeonjun! Just go!" Beomgyu stood up out of the water trying to walk away with his soaked clothes. 

Yeonjun grabbed his leg, pulling his ankle so he falls back down toward him. Beomgyu felt into his chest and Yeonjun's arms wrapped around his.

"Let me go!" Beomgyu became angry trying to free himself again but felt weak from fighting the waves.

"Stop. Calm down." Yeonjun says in a calmer voice now. 

 

"Let me go. Just let go." Beomgyu says barely audible as he felt tears fall from his burning eyes. 

"What is wrong with you?" 

"Please, let me go. I don't want to see you ever again." Beomgyu yelled out into the air, the sounds filling their ears. 

"Fine. Do what you want. Don't say I didn't try to listen!" Yeonjun let go of him, Beomgyu falling to his knees as the waves crashed over his knees.

 

"You tried to almost kill me out here and almost yourself! You've gone crazy! I don't know what got into your head but you need to figure it out!" Yeonjun spit into the sand, the salty taste was making him disgusted in his mouth as he walked away. 

 

Beomgyu watched as Yeonjun walked away and the moonlight the only thing left with him now. 

 

Why can't you see? You're really such a fool Choi Yeonjun. A ing fool.

 

 

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Yeonjun walked back home in his drenched clothes shivering as the cold air passed him. 

 

He's gone insane for whatever reason. I cant believe he tried to drown me. 

Yeonjun touched his neck remembering the event, he couldn't believe it himself. He wanted to hope it was a bad dream but it wasn't. It was reality.

 

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Beomgyu stood up, his knees almost giving out. He slowly treaded through the sand sniffling from sadness.

He walked along the concrete path toward his house, the streetlights began turning on.

His eyes felt weak along with his body, he was stressed beyond belief.

 

Water dripped down his clothes as he walked, he didn't know why he did what he had.. 

He felt too angered in the moment and it won over him..

 

He knew he couldn't get forgiveness now, it was over. 

Yeonjun was gone from him and anything he once held onto. It was gone, right?

 

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Yeonjun returned home and changed immediately and the wet clothes fell to the bathroom floor. 

 

He couldn't believe what happened still, he was in shock if anything. 

He changed slowly with his mind elsewhere. 

He looked at his red eyes in the mirror and red nose. He grabbed eye drops from his medicine cabinet and squeezed a few drops into his eyes. 

The liquid helped soothe the eyes slightly making him slightly better. 

A sudden slam of a door caught his attention and he froze in place.

 

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Beomgyu ran toward the door past the guard not caring, He opened the door without hesitating and ran inside. He ran up the steps, almost tripping in the process a few times. 

He opened the door to Yeonjun's room in a quick motion and Yeonjun's eyes darted to the door as he stood by his bed with his phone in hand. 

"What're you doing here?" Yeonjun felt a lump form in his throat. Is he here to kill me?

 

Beomgyu didn't say a word which made Yeonjun anxious as he took steps forward slowly inching closer to him. 

"You." Beomgyu says in a single monotone voice looking at him.  

 

"What?" Yeonjun's voice cracked as his grip from the phone loosening. 

"All this time, you tricked me." Beomgyu spoke softly, Yeonjun's eyes gazed between his. 

"Tricked you? How?" Yeonjun turned toward him.

"I thought, you liked me." Beomgyu says, Yeonjun felt taken back hearing the sudden words. 

"What do you mean?" Yeonjun says looking toward the door and back to him.

"Don't think of escaping now. You, You are something else." Beomgyu scoffed crossing his arms. 

"What did I do?" Yeonjun almost dropped the phone out of nervousness. 

 

"You kissed me. Many times and now you're saying you'll get married?" Beomgyu laughed like he was insane almost, Yeonjun felt scared just seeing the way his eyes looked. 

 

"It's business.. Why does it matter to you?" Yeonjun held the phone to his chest, feeling cornered. I thought you didn't like me and now you think I didn't like you? 

 

"Business huh? Was business kissing me as well?" Beomgyu walked closer, Yeonjun felt his back hit the wall behind him. The gaze of Beomgyu was unnerving to him. 

 

"That was..." Yeonjun didn't have a sure answer. 

"What? Business? Fake?" Beomgyu stepped even closer, his eyes never leaving his.

 

"Yes.." Yeonjun lies, at first it was actually just an act but he didn't know if would reach to where it ended..

 

"Oh really? An Act?" Beomgyu took a few steps back until the bed hit behind his knees. He slowly sits down on the edge of the bed, his eyes staring into Yeonjun's as his hands slowly went to his shirt buttons.

 

"What're you doing?!" Yeonjun exclaimed as he saw Beomgyu undoing his buttons slowly one by one. 

The buttons all became undone by now and he slowly opened the shirt to reveal his chest. 

"S-Stop." Yeonjun stuttered feeling uncomfortable due to being bothered by his gaze and actions toward him. 

His grip on the phone tightened as he revealed more of his stomach. 

 

"Why? It's just an act right? Why're you so bothered?" Beomgyu says in a teasing tone as he let the shirt fall down to his wrist as he leaned back slightly on his palms.

 

"Don't look at me like that." Yeonjun looked toward the door as he saw Beomgyu's teasing gaze. The way he looked at him with his lip under his teeth. 

"Are you planning on running?" Beomgyu sighed seeing Yeonjun's gaze was heavily placed on the door. 

"Why is it so awkward for you? You just put an act right? We're both men. My clothes are wet, I don't want to be in them." Beomgyu's gaze couldn't help but force Yeonjun to look back toward him, eyeing him. 

 

"Why're you frozen?" Beomgyu smirked. Yeonjun walked slowly toward the bed as Beomgyu sighed. 

"See? Was that so hard?" Beomgyu laughed seeing Yeonjun's nervous expression as he stopped in front of him.

 

"What? Cat got your tongue?" Beomgyu looked up at him.

Beomgyu grabbed the phone from Yeonjun's hand and placed it down beside him. 

Yeonjun felt his nerves becoming shocked as he was trying hard to contain his feelings of attacking him with a kiss. 

"You look like you're having a hard time, why?" Beomgyu teased with a small smile. 

"What're you trying to do?" Yeonjun says awkwardly.

 

 

"I'm just sitting here. Aren't I?" Beomgyu shrugged. 

"You tried to drown me earlier and now you're here undressing yourself?" Yeonjun stuttered.

"I came for my gift."

"Gift? Right..." Yeonjun remembered he didn't give the gift yet because he didn't have anything.

"What do you want?" Yeonjun added.

 

"Whatever you can offer."

"That doesn't help." 

Beomgyu's fingers lightly touched Yeonjun's belt making him tense. 

"Oh sorry, Your belt wasn't tucked here." Beomgyu tucked the belt strap under the piece of leather across. 

"D-Don't do that." Yeonjun released his held breathe. 

"Why? Okay. I'll undo it." Beomgyu reached back toward the belt to undo the part he tucked and Yeonjun's hand grabbed his.

 

"What?" Beomgyu questioned looking innocently toward him.

Yeonjun let go of Beomgyu's hand and his fingers began undoing his belt. 

"Oh?" Beomgyu acted shocked by his actions as the belt was being taken off.

 

"Okay. You wanted this to happen right? Go ahead." Yeonjun smirked knowing the game he was playing. Beomgyu felt his eyelid twitch knowing that Yeonjun was edging him on now. 

 

"What? Not going to? or are you wanting something?" Yeonjun placed his hand on Beomgyu pushing him back on the bed.

"Yah, You know for an act it sure doesn't seem that way now." Beomgyu says.

"Neither does yours." 

 

"Who said I was acting?" Beomgyu smirked. Yeonjun felt his stomach turn into knots seeing his face.

"So what?" Yeonjun began biting his neck unexpectedly.

 

Yeonjun kept attacking his neck with kisses, until his phone began ringing loudly throughout the room.

 

Yeonjun stopped himself, reaching for the phone and his eyebrows raised seeing the number.

He quickly stood up clearing his throat a answered it. 

Beomgyu sighed sitting up and buttoned his shirt back up running a hand through his hair.

 

"Yes, it's me." 

"I understand, Plan it for the 25th then." 

"Thank you, Yes I'll inform my father of the wedding date." 

The words made Beomgyu's heart become lit up with anger, he stood to his feet and grabbed the phone throwing it to the floor. 

The glass of the phone shattered flying everywhere and the pieces sprawled across the floor.

 

"Yah! You!" Yeonjun yelled seeing the broken phone now.

"Don't talk to me ever again." Beomgyu swung the door open leaving the house with heavy steps. He rubbed his eyes across his arm to wipe the tears from his eyes as he neared his home. 

 

Yeonjun picked up the shattered phone and threw it away. He ran a hand through his hair sighing to himself. He knew what he did was wrong but why did he feel the need to force it?

He ruined everything once again with his impulsive choices.