Jong In’s POV
The whole night i couldn't sleep one bit. My head was filled with ideas of how nice Ha Neul fitted in my arms and how I've never actually felt this way with anyone.
No matter how I see it, it's exactly as if we were made for each other. I was laying on the couch my arm over my eyes wondering how things are going to be between us when we see each other now.
Yesterday she left and didn't come out from her room at all, which really makes me sad. I know something happened between us and all, but if you think about it she was the one to kiss me. I sighed and sat up on the couch. Why does she make me feel this way damn it?
Do I like her this much? I know she’s really beautiful, she’s clever and witty but… how can she make me feel this way when no one in this whole world does? I still don’t know how to explain it. “Goodmorning” the sound of Ha Neul’s voice made me jump from surprise. I immediately turned to look at her. She looked like always, as if nothing happened between us.
Could it be she doesn’t want to talk about it? But I do want to… I want to talk about it with her so much. “I’m gonna make some pancakes do you want?” the way she smiled only confirmed my assumptions… she was pretending nothing happened. “Yeah… sure” I saw her walk into the kitchen and soon I followed behind. Once I entered the room I faced her back, she was making the dough and wouldn’t really turn her head around when I spoke, which really made me just angry.
Was I the only one who didn’t get a wink of sleep? Then why the heck did she kiss me when she doesn’t even want to talk about it? “You’re so confusing you know” she stopped doing what she was doing and just turned with a smile. “I don’t get it Jong In, why am I being confusing?” why does she have to pretend this much damn it. “You’re not an idiot, you know well what I’m talking about” she immediately dropped the act and sat on the chair of the table. “You don’t want to talk about it I