Okay…rilex…calm down…I have to put my self together first, take a deep breathhhh…hhuuufffffff…okay...so...one of my most favorite author subscribed my story, she has inspired me and encouraging me for writing fanfic, she is amazing person and so humble, I think I’m so lucky to know her, and the first story I have read in fanfic is her story “First Impressions” and that story become my most favorite of all the time, I have read it so many times until I lost counts, actually I’m not confident with my story, moreover with the grammar I guess it has grammar error a lot since English is not my first language, hahaha…I’m sorry, thank you so much dear author nim Rainbow76 SARANGHAE <3<3<3

“congratulations mr.kwon, mr.lee, you are pregnant”

The last word like a loud thunder for seungri, because slightly he’s like misheard and not believe what doctor choi have said, because it is hard to believe since he’s lost their baby he never think that he will pregnant that soon, his feelings mixed between happiness and sadness, because the process of giving birth left him with that traumatic which make him lost in deep sadness for months even now, because in the end he never have that baby, his baby died even before he can touch and holding the baby in his arms.

As long as the doctor choi explains all the things they need to do and which need to be avoided during pregnancy, not the slightest bit listening by seungri, he still remembers the death of his baby, it will never be forgotten, will remain in his heart forever. Only Jiyong who really focus and listen to all what has been said by doctor choi, jiyong seemed to feel seungri’s anxiety, he squeezed his hand tightly as if giving comfort to his worried husband. Fifteen minutes in the room seemed like five hours for seungri, because until they came out of the room with letter of pregnancy test results from the laboratory still make seungri really do not believe with everything.

“hey honey,what’s wrong? Are you okay?” jiyong asked while his right hand holding seungri’s and his left hand hold the steering wheel.

“huh..nothing,I’m fine” seungri back to his reverie, his eyes stare far away to the blue sky, he just stays quiet while on their way home, Jiyong who sees the strange behavior of seungri can only sigh, he wants to ask what makes him silent, but he does not want to make seungri more burdened with all those questions, the only thing that jiyong know is seungri should be happy with the news of his pregnancy, but that's what makes him silent since in the doctor choi’s room, honestly jiyong very worried, but he can not find what makes seungri like this.

While they arrived at home, seungri goes straight to their room, after Jiyong asks him what he wants to eat for lunch, and seungri just replied that he is not hungry but jiyong still insist that seungri must eat because from morning he only drank juice and did not eat anything, and finally seungri answer wit