Bonues Chapter: WonWoo Part 1

Stay Strong Seventeen


WonWoo is one of my Fav Seventeen Boys, Forgive me for my selfish choice, I'm in Love. I hope you understand

It's too difficult

I can't breathe here anymore

It's suffocating

All I get is hatred ... what have I done ?

Standing here in the freezing cold air on the edge of the building's roof top.

All I wanted was to breathe, to be free, to take myself out of the misery, release myself out of the pain

All I wanted was to Fall.

I spread my arms, the wind hit my face, my body, my soul and I sighed. I wanted to go, I wanted them to let me go, just for once, I wanted to be free. I was feeling dizzy, the atmosphere was so high, it's a long way down there and it's the only way I saw. My mind felt numb, my heart was beating slowly, I wasn't afraid I wasn't scared, I was soulless like there was no life in me, a walking dead among the living. 

And before my head got fuzzier and my knees buckled, I heard him, his voice so loud, so alarmed calling my name, but by then, it was too late, I was already falling. My eyes closed and all what I clould feel was the freezing cold air hitting my face.

He was standing there, on the edge of the building's roof top, looking down at the streets, people must have looked like ants from that hight, it was the scariest thing I have ever felt in my life, one of my brothers was about to leave me for good. I can hardly remember the way I reacted, I never thought of myself as a person of fast reflects but I guess I was so alarmed when I saw him falling. I truly can't remember how I reached him, grabbed him by his chirt and pulled him back to fall backwards instead of falling down.

"Mingyu-ah?" S.coups called my name and I looked up, he was walking towards me "How are you kiddo?"

"I'm ok as long as he is"

S.coups gave him a sad smile "He's ok don't worry" he said. His face made the most fake expression he has ever made so far. The leader was worried, he sighed and closed his eyes for a bit trying to recall the events of this miserable day.

Wonwoo was nowhere to be found, they called him texted him, asked about him but nobody knew where he was and Seventeen was going crazy, some of them even considered abduction. Jeonghan went inside the younger's room, he thought that maybe there will be something in there that would help them find him and thank God that he did.

It wasn't easy to find, really, Wonwoo knew how to hide these things and fake a laugh about them, they had to say that he was good at hiding all of this from them.

Somewhere in his closet, far in the back behind his less used stuff, Wonwoo kept a box. It looked like a useless shoe box, but once you open it, it gets scary. The box was filled with pictures of the other seventeen memebers in different dangerous situations. About to get hit by a car, slipped and almost broke a bone or simply suffering from a stomach ache. There was also a piece of clothing covered in blood, it looked gross and smelled bad too. When the others saw it, they immediately recognised it as Hoshi's because only two days ago, he accidentally injured himself as he hurt his leg with some sharp object sticked to the table, and he used the piece of cloth to wipe the blood off, they never knew why it was there. And finally, there was a bunch of notes.

There was one particular note, it was on the top of the whole pile and looked like it was the most recent one. With a very bad handwritting it said

"You live, they Die"

and there was other notes underneath it too

"It happened because of you"

"Are you sure you still want to stay with them?"

"If something happens it's all your fault"

It seemed like they were going on for quiet a while, it seemed like Wonwoo kept them away from everyone and never said anything, it seemed like he was living a mental fear every single day, and it seemed like he blamed himself for everything that happened to his brothers, No matter how small it was.

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I'll reading tonight when my three kids are in bed 😀 !
Chapter 12: At first i thought that hansol was admitting to having feelings for someone (coming out), but then having his heart hurt for seemingly no reason, really hit me. there are times where all i feel is my heart hurting. im perfectly healthy, but my heart hurts so much. nowadays it doesnt happen as much, but when i did feel it, it really . i felt it a lot 2 years ago when i was isolated from my peers for coming out as a lesbian. it feels really hopeless.
Chapter 27: Chapter 26: I came back and read the whole thing again, your stories are so alluring and when you read them to the end, you end up wanting more. I hate it when good stories end, I wanna read them forever. I don't comment on your other stories I've read because I don't know what to say because I don't listen to some of the groups but I still read it. Anyways, this made me feel better, my dog attacked me and bit my face a few days ago and it hurts me so much because I love him but the idea of putting him down or giving him away is to much to bare. I can't wait to read more of your seventeen stories in general, they are my ult group mostly read about them. luv ya auther-nim!!
I would love to see a sequel! But you don't have to right away, you can take your time if you gotta. I just love these things and can it be Mingyu centric? You seem to have a thing going for that, he's also my ult and Inlove him so much and he's such and understated puppy. Love you!
Chapter 6:
My sister said it was look like Wonwoo…
The one i intentionally draw is not him though, but she keep say it look like him…
So what do you think?
(I'm sorry, the only one seventeen ff i read is yours, so… you got my point)
illymaisara #6
Chapter 29: Can you d more.of.seventeen but with Chan he such an underrated baby
Nightowl22 #7
Chapter 29: I will read the suquals now :D also take your time on this, but You should make a sequel to stay strong seventeen, and make the chapters a bit longer for each member. I know it's a lot of work but that would make me so happy. You can also make it centered on one member. Like Mingyu, he needs more sick fabrics of him bc it's so underrated. But first, rest well, eat 3 times a day, don't overwork yourself, take a break from writing if you need to. Remember that health is top priority and we will all be waiting for your return. Sarangha~ Authure nim~ ^o^
JoelynnJessma #8
Chapter 29: I love everything. More stay strong seventeen please!!
annaflafi #9
Chapter 11: I would love to read more about sick! Seungkwan and the rest of the team taking care of him. Thank you for writing this fic