Hoseok can feel Taehyung’s lips on his neck kissing him ever so gently. He isn’t used to this. He is used to Taehyung roughly nibbling on his body pinning his hands above him and him mercilessly until Hoseok cries. Its fun Hoseok can agree but this is so much better.

There is something sensual about it almost too intimate and when Hoseok looks into Taehyung’s eyes his heart starts to beat faster than ever.

He doesn’t know what he is feeling but there is something different. The urge of disappointment is harder when Taehyung gets dressed to ‘go out’. Going out translates to meeting Seungwan. Taehyung doesn’t look happy too.

He leans in kissing Hoseok gently before he hands some money to Hoseok.

“Have fun baby,”

Hoseok nods managing to smile. Taehyung smiles back.

It’s a weird feeling almost. Hoseok can never remember feeling this sad when Taehyung would leave but here he is in his bedroom having not moved an inch since the time Taehyung left an hour ago his hands still around the money Taehyung gave him.

Hoseok’s mind fills with images of Taehyung with Seungwan. He wonders what they must be doing. He sees Taehyung holding Seungwan’s hand and kissing her. He feels himself getting queasy.

He doesn’t know what he is feeling, not yet.

‘SON SEUNGWAN’S AGENCY CONFIRMS HER RELATIONSHIP WITH KIM TAEHYUNG’

‘KIM TAEHYUNG AND SON SEUNGWAN CONFIRMED TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP’

Hoseok tosses his phone to the side. He doesn’t want to torment himself from the news of Taehyung dating Seungwan.

They are official now. There is no denying it.

But Taehyung has called him today to his house…

Just then Yoongi appears into Hoseok’s room.

“Hey, Hoseok,” he says.

“Hey,”

“We are having a movie night,” Yoongi says. “At Jimin and Jungkook’s house, will you be coming?”

“Uh no,” Hoseok says. “I have plans with Taehyung”

“You didn’t come last week or the week before that…,” Yoongi says.

“Yeah, you know I was with Taehyung…,” Hoseok says.

“Exactly,” Yoongi cuts him off. “You are always with him”

“So?”

“I miss you,” Yoongi says. “And so do Jimin, Jungkook, Namjoon, and Seokjin, we rarely see you anymore”

“Well, I can’t always be with you guys,” Hoseok says. “I have my own life too you know”

Yoongi looks taken aback.

“I should have never asked you,” Yoongi says. “Have a fun night with Taehyung”

Yoongi leaves slamming the door and Hoseok sighs deeply. Nothing is going right.

A few minutes later he gets up and goes out to the living room. Yoongi isn’t anywhere to be seen. He must have left already.

Hoseok decides to leave as well. He locks the flat and gets a cab to Taehyung’s house. When he reaches there he goes straight to Taehyung’s room and finds the door open. He enters and finds Taehyung on his laptop on his bed and he looks up.

“I am sorry,” Hoseok says. “I was gonna knock…”

Taehyung smiles at him.

“I was waiting for you,”

“Oh,” Hoseok says as he goes inside the room and closes the door.

“Come here baby boy,” Taehyung says.

Hoseok does as he is told and sits on the bed as Taehyung takes off all his clothes too fast. He is desperate.

And today he is rough pounding into Hoseok. Days like these Hoseok feels like he is Taehyung’s personal toy. And it only proves when Taehyung announces that he has ‘work’ to attend to.

“You’re meeting Seungwan, right?” Hoseok asks.

“Um, yeah,”

“Oh,”

Hoseok dresses within five minutes and leaves soon after that not bothering to tell Taehyung who was on the phone with someone.

He takes a bus back to home and wonders what is wrong with him. He doesn’t know if it’s jealousy he feels when Taehyung is with Seungwan.

He has no reason to be jealous of her…

When Hoseok arrives at the house the house feels terribly empty and he wishes he had Yoongi or someone to talk to.

Hoseok hears someone call out his name.

Slowly Hoseok opens his eyes and sees Yoongi shaking him awake. He realizes he fell asleep on the couch.

“You should go sleep in your bed,” Yoongi says.

He sounds cold and distant.

“Yoongi,” Hoseok says.

“What?”

“I am sorry,” Hoseok says. “I’ve not been a good friend”

Yoongi looks at Hoseok with an expressionl