I Believe in You

It Will All Be Alright

Jinyoung walked into his dorm, he saw Mark's shoes by the door. He took a deep breath, thankful and nervous, he was happy the older came to the dorm because at least Jinyoung wouldn't have took look for him. Seeing as he doesn't have the other's number and even if he did he wasn't sure Mark would answer. But he was also nervous because he didn't know what to say to the boy, he knows Mark didn't mean to say those things to him. However, Jinyoung was still hurt by the words and mad at the older, but the need to make sure that the older was okay overpowered his hurt and anger. Jinyoung walked to Mark's room and knocked on the door, “Mark hyung?". Jinyoung waited a while and didn't get a response, he knew Mark was going to be stubborn. "Mark hyung, I know you’re in there." Jinyoung was still met with silence, Jinyoung just sighed. "Fine, don't respond. But I’m still coming in." Jinyoung said as he put his hand on the door knob, "Don't." Jinyoung heard Mark say. Mark's voice sound rough and low, Jinyoung knew he wasn't okay. Ignoring Mark, Jinyoung opened the door and gaped at the sight of Mark's room. "What the hell happened in here?", Jinyoung saw the holes in the wall and broken glass from the mirror on the floor. Jinyoung eyes finally fell on Mark's figure, Mark was sitting on the floor at the end of his bed. His knees brought up to his face, his head down resting on his knees and his arms crossed in front of his head. "Mark hyung?" Jinyoung tentatively called out and walked in the room towards the other slowly, as if Mark was a loin ready at any moment to pounce. Though all the caution Jinyoung had was quickly dismissed when he looked at the other boy's hands. Mark's knuckles were badly bruised and cut, and his left hand was bleeding. " Oh my god! Mark hyung!" Jinyoung said in a shocked and worried tone, he rushed to the elder’s side and knelt in front of the boy, he automatically held the boy’s hands to inspect the damage the elder caused to himself. Mark pulled his hands away roughly and looked at the boy glaring, "Get out Junior!" Mark said in a low harsh tone. But all Jinyoung could focus on was the boy's face, his eyes were swollen and blood shot. Jinyoung could tell the boy had been crying and by the look of his room, it was since he got done trashing room. However, what really got to Jinyoung was a fresh bruise forming at the side of Mark's face the size of a palm. Jinyoung felt terrible not only because he knew the bruise came from when hit Mark; but because Mark had built up so much emotion that he hurt himself. Not only physically, but also mentally. "Mark hyung" Jinyoung called softly with emotion building up in his throat. "No. Just go Junior." "I can't. You can't expect me to leave you here like this." "JUST STOP AND GO. YOU AREN'T ANYTHING TO ME! YOU HAVE NO OBLIGATION TO TAKE CARE OF ME!" Mark cried out in frustration, voice breaking. Mark expected that to be enough, enough to make Junior leave. Junior was a good person and he didn't need to waste his time on Mark, he wasn't deserving of Junior's sympathy. "No!" Jinyoung said sternly pulling Mark's chin up, so the boy was looking at him. "I can't respect you at this moment, and I refuse to listen to you, even if you are my hyung. I told you I wasn't giving up on you, you’re stuck with me." Jinyoung said defiantly. Mark just stared at Junior and he couldn't understand, "why.... I said nasty things to you, I took out my anger on you. I've only made you cry and sad, when all you've done was take care of me and make me smile. I'm not pushing you away for me, I’m doing it for you. I can't do anything right, I just know how to destroy and wreak havoc. I can't give you anything but pain and sadness Junior. You're an angel, you should only ever be happy. You're beautiful even when you have tears running down your face, but an angel shouldn't cry. I make you cry, I don't mean to do it but I can't help it. I am not worth it Junior, I don't want to hurt you anymore. So please...please just go and save yourself from me, I am a worthless bastard. I deserve to be alone, I hurt Jackson and Jaebum too. Jaebum was right I’m heartless and undeserving and unlovable. Junior thank you for caring about me, but it's no use I’m a lost cause." Mark said tears coming back flowing down his face, completely broken and crushed.

 

                Jinyoung wanted to cry, cry for Mark. He doesn't understand who or what hurt Mark so bad. It obvious that today was just an ignition to backed up emotions of fear, sadness, hurt, angry, desperation, and resentment that was built up for years. Jinyoung has never wanted to hurt someone so bad before, not even the drunk driver who killed his parents, not even Jiho would had hurt Bambam. But the person or people who did this, who broken Mark so much to the point he had to push everyone out his life to keep himself from being hurt. That he had to hurt himself to deal with his emotions because he had kept then down for so long. The cause for the lifelessness and sadness in Mark, that tortured the boy's mind and heart. Jinyoung can't express the anger for the people who caused this type of pain. Jinyoung knew Mark wasn't the person he showed people, he had seen the real Mark in bits and pieces over these couple of days. Mark is the boy would needs to be hugged and cared for like a child, he needs physical touch to calm the storm in his mind. He is possessive like a child, he gets jealous easily, he needs attention because if you leave him alone for too long he will let his mind consume him and tell him that he isn't good enough for anyone. Jinyoung held Mark's face in his hands, "You're a child, you throw tantrums and stop talking when you don't get your way or when something you don't like happens. You're like a cat territorial and possessive, you get jealous easily. You're stubborn and don't like listen to other people, or doing things that you don't like." Mark eyes shone in hurt from Jinyoung's word, "he is right and I deserve this. He should hurt me like I hurt him," Mark thought. Mark couldn't move his head down because of Junior's hands, so he just avoided the other’s eyes. "Don't you dare look away from me." Jinyoung said sternly getting the older boy to look at him again. "I'm not done with you. You're all of those things I’ve said, but guess what you’re also Kind. You ran in the middle of storm to get Youngjae painkillers and ointment for his bruise. You're responsible, you went out of your way to apologize to Youngjae for an accident. You're a good friend, you deal with Jackson's craziness and allow him to intrude in your life because it makes him happy. Mark you care so much about other people and you don't even realize it. You just put up a front so you don't get hurt. But you want to change, you don't want to be like this anymore. I know it, because you let me take care of you. You let me see you when you were vulnerable. You willingly initiate skinship with me. You allow all of this because you want to be better and be able to get to the real Mark." Jinyoung said never breaking eye contact with Mark, and holding on to his face firmly. Mark couldn't deal with all the emotions he felt; he was hurt, sad, and frustrated with himself and thought he deserved all this pain. But he was also happy, thankful, relieved that Junior didn't hate him and saw something in Mark that, he could see for himself. "Junior, I am so sorry. I don't know why I am like." Mark said broken and crying. Jinyoung’s eyes soften and pulled Mark into his embrace, holding him tightly as if he would slip away. "I know, I know. It's okay Mark Hyung. It's okay you don't have to hide anymore, I understand. You’re just hurt and you have been for a while. But you don't have to worry anymore. It took me a while but I understand now and I will never leave you. I'm promise I will never try to intentionally hurt you ever. Okay?" Mark just hugged him tightly and cried until he could cry no more.

                Mark stopped crying after 15mins, he and Jinyoung stayed in their position for a while after that. "Junior?" Mark whispered because he couldn't talk any louder. "Yes, hyung?" "thank you." "for what?" "everything" "no problem" and it was silence for a while. "Hey hyung?" "yeah" "thanks" Mark pulled back and looked at Junior strangely "For letting me in and not pushing me away." Mark sighed and buried his head back in Junior's neck, "Is it alright for me to me to ask you to stay with me?" Mark asked Junior. Jinyoung was actually surprise Mark out rightly said that he wants Jinyoung to stay with him. "No, as long as I can ask you for something?" Mark was surprised Junior said it was alright. "If you stay, I will do anything you ask." "I know you don't know why you feel the way you do sometimes. But I want t you tell me anything time you feel something you can't explain, even if it embarrasses you. I can only read your mind to a certain extent. okay?" Mark blushed it may not seem like a lot to other people, but that was like Junior asking the older to strip for him, actually it was worse than that because Mark doesn't let people in. Mark doesn't like people knowing things about him because then they can hurt him, but Junior won't hurt him and even if there was a possibility that Junior could Mark is willing to take that risk. As long as Junior promises him to never leave his side, it is bearable. "Okay, as long as you stay." Mark said hugging the younger tighter, "Promise?" Junior said "Promise”. Junior held out his pinky to the other and Mark took it, they hooked pinkies and pressed thumbs. Jinyoung saw Mark flinch when they pressed thumb, and then remembered Mark's hands and the disaster in his room.

                “We are definitely gonna need to work on talking out your emotions, because all of this” Junior said gesturing to Mark’s room and Mark shied in embarrassment. “Yeah this isn’t good.” Mark looked at his room and sighed, “Well no point in worrying about what you already did. It can be cleaned.” Mark got up, but he may have gotten up to quickly because his head started hurt and he was falling. Jinyoung noticed his dizziness and got up quickly to catch him. “Alright, someone over worked themselves and I’m sure you didn’t eat and we skipped breakfast. So you’re going to go shower and I’ll clean up this mess.” “But” “No buts hyung. You said some pretty hurtful things to me and you need to make it up to me.” Mark remembered his words to Jinyoung and frowned, “Hey Junior, I am really sorry. I” “it’s okay Mark hyung I forgave you already.” “No it’s not okay! I shouldn’t have said those things to you, even if I am angry or not. Thank you for forgiving me, but I can’t allow you to automatically forgive me. I promise I will never say anything like that again. So please help me control my emotions, because I don’t want to this to you, Jackson, or Jaebum ever again.” Mark said sad but determined to change. Jinyoung smiled at the fact Mark was determined to change, “Mark hyung, you’re right. What you said hurt me even though I know you didn’t mean it. However, forgiving you is easy it’s forgetting that is the hard part. I didn’t expect you to be able to actually say you’re sorry. I know you feel it and I can see it, but the fact that you can voice it out to me is amazing progress.” “You really think so?” “of course”. Mark looked at the other in awe, “how can you have so much faith in me, I don’t even have any in myself. Not even Jaebum believes in me and we know each other for years. I don’t even know why I was so angry today, that I lashed out at you.” “I have faith in you because I’ve seen the real you Mark. I believe in you, enough for the both of us and I’ll get you to believe in yourself too. I may not know what made you so angry, but I know why you lashed out. Something hurt you, something I did or something you thought I did hurt you. So you wanted to hurt me back, that’s why you said those things. But as much as I want to fix it for you and heal the hurt, I can’t if you don’t tell me what happened that made you feel that way. Which why I only asked for you to tell me what you’re feeling when you don’t understand it, so I can help. And we will that about what happened today, but first go wash up.” Mark nodded and with Jinyoung’s help went to the bathroom.

                Mark got out the shower and saw Junior on the couch, “I cleaned up you room, but I not sure if I got all the pieces of glass and I couldn’t do much for your walls. I got you some clothes and left in my room, you can go and change in there. I’m going to take a quick shower myself.” Mark nodded and headed off to Junior’s room, Mark got changed and noticed a picture frame. It had a young couple, the man was very handsome, he had a manly look to him and sharp features. The lady was beautiful she had flawless, milky skin; she had bright eyes that gleamed with happiness and warmth. Mark reason out it was Junior’s parents, he now understood why the boy was so beautiful after looking at his Parents. Junior had a sharp jawline, thick eyebrows, and strong build; Like his father giving him an essence of manliness. The kind Mark saw when then the younger played soccer. However, his eyes had a softness and warmth, similar to that of a mother. His smile was breath taking and mesmerizing. His lips were pouty and plump with a natural rosy pink. The boy obviously got these beautiful features from his mom, the boy was a perfect combination of the two parents’ best feature. Mark smiled and then saw a picture next to Jinyoung’s parents, it was Jinyoung and a younger boy, after a while Mark realized it was one of the boys glaring at him earlier. The boy was cute had big eyes and cute chubby cheeks. He was tanned, he didn’t look Korean though, Mark remembered Junior telling him about having a brother who goes here. He figured this must be him, but he didn’t resemble Junior. Mark continue looking around Jinyoung’s room, it was neat and tidy, it didn’t resemble a boy Junior’s age. However, it did fit Junior’s motherly personality. Mark’s room was filled with random things and gifts from his parents, it was full but felt empty and cold. Junior’s room was different it was simple; a bed, a shelf with picture frames of his family and an older guy Mark didn’t recognize, a bookcase filled with books that were worn from years of reading, and desk with school essentials and a necklace with a tidal wave pendant and two rings. Junior’s room didn’t have much, but it was warm and had personality. Mark liked Junior’s room better, it was more homey, while his was just a room. Mark walked over to the desk and pick up the necklace, it looked familiar, Mark has seen the chain around Junior’s neck at all times, but the rings and the pendant must have been tucked in the younger’s shirt.

                “You like it?” Mark heard a familiar voice call out, he turned and was met with Junior with a towel around his waist and a smaller one, that he was using to dry his hair. Mark felt himself blush, he usually walks around shirtless but Junior never walks around without a shirt. Mark assumed Junior must be self-conscious about his body, but Mark couldn’t understand why. The boy’s face was beautiful and angelic, but his body was that of a Greek god.  The boy’s muscles were prominent and toned, his six pack was probably visible from yards away. The boy was blessed with superior genes, Junior’s towel slipped down a bit revealing a very well cut V. Mark had to stop his mouth from dropping, Mark was skinny but he thought he was quite toned for his frame. But, god looking at Junior made him want to hit the gym, or join soccer if that is where the boy’s body came from. Jinyoung was staring at Mark with raised eyebrows, that was when Mark realized he was gaping for way too long and that Junior had asked him something. “Uhhh yeah. I was just looking, I’ve seen you wear this chain all the time but I’ve seen what was attached to it. It is really cool.” Mark coughed out hoping he didn’t look to flustered, Junior just smiled “Oh thanks it was a birthday present from my parent’s, I really like the sea. I grew in Busan, so I guess it was a given.” Junior chuckled, “oh, they gave you rings too?” “Ah no, those were their wedding rings. They died on our way back from the aquarium for my 6th birthday, a drunk driver hit our car. I had gotten my brother out the car and walked with him till we found help. The cars exploded and the only things that survived from the wreck was the necklaces for my birthday and their wedding rings.” Mark saw Junior smile sadly looking at the necklace. “I’m sorry” “It okay it’s been 11 years, and this necklace has been my strength through the years making sure I took care of my brother.” Jinyoung said walking over and picking up the necklace and putting it on. Mark look at Junior in amazement at the boy’s strength.  “Hey, is that your brother?” Mark asked pointed at the photo he was looking at earlier, “Yeah that’s Bambam.” “He doesn’t look much like you and your parents.” “ah he is adopted that’s why, but he I love him as if he were my blood.” Mark saw Junior smiling fondly. “What about your family?” Jinyoung asked curious about the other, but kind of regretted it after seeing the sudden shift in Mark’s mood. “My family is in LA, that where I am from. I have 2 older sisters and a younger brother, but we aren’t that close. I caused quite a bit of trouble of when I was younger and they sent me here with a close hyung. I haven’t seen them in 4 years.” Mark said seemingly nonchalantly, but Jinyoung could hear the laced hurt in the boy’s voice. To be honest he was surprised that Mark answered him after seeing his reaction to the question. Jinyoung knows there is more to what Mark said, but didn’t want the push the other too much. Jinyoung reached into one of the drawers in his desk and pull out a necklace identical to the one he was wearing, but without the rings, and he put on Mark. Mark looked at the other in surprise, “My parents gave me two, I want you to have it.” “But, why? it’s a present from your parents. I can’t accept this Junior. “I want you to have it. Think of it as a little piece of me wherever you go, so you know I am always with you. The one I wear is a remembrance of my parents and to stay strong. Yours can be memory of today and how we got through today, and a reminder for later of how much you’ve grown since we’ve met. I want it to be your strength. My parent left this for me to give to someone special, and you are special in my eyes. So keep it!”

Mark was touched by Junior’s words and hugged him, “thank you!”. Junior hugged him back and then broke their hug and held Mark’s waist, he moved the older over to his desk and pushed the other to sit down. Mark was confused, but complied and was greeted to the sight of Junior’s well defined pectorals and blushed. “Hyung, I can’t be taking care of you all the time, so you can’t be getting sick again.” Mark was confused at Junior’s words, until he felt a towel on his head. “You can’t walk around with wet hair, with the a/c blasting like this, you’ll catch a cold.” Jinyoung scolded like a mother. Mark just sat there and let the other dry his hair. He could have dry it himself, but Junior was working gently, it soothed Mark. Mark closed his eye relaxing, he placed his hands on Junior’s sides and opened his legs.  So the other could slip in between his legs for better access and so that Junior was in a more comfortable position. Mark was bored and started caressing along Junior’s sides, the younger’s skin felt baby soft under his fingertips. The other didn’t seem to mind, seeing as Junior just continued to dry his hair. As Mark was caressing the other’s sides, he felt a couple scars along the right side of Junior’s rib cage. His eyes fluttered open, just as Junior was finishing up, “okay all done.” Junior was pulling away when Mark wrapped an arm around the other’s waist holding him in placed. “Hmm, Mark?” Mark ran his thumb across the scars that ran along the side of Junior rib cage, about 5 inches in length. Mark looked sadly at the scar that littered the boy’s prefect skin, “What happened?”. Jinyoung looked down to see what the other was talking about, “Oh that, I got in from the car crash. It used to be longer, it shrank over the years and faded a bit” Jinyoung said calm, he had forgot about it really. “Did it hurt a lot?” Mark asked still rubbing the scar looking unpleased with Junior’s response. “I don’t really remember getting cut, I was too concerned with getting help and keeping Bambam safe. It okay though because Bambam wasn’t hurt.” Junior said pleased with himself, at the fact that Bambam was unharmed from the incident. However, that only deepen Mark’s growing frown and he looked up annoyed at the younger. “what?’  Jinyoung said startled at the look he was receiving from the other. “Don’t look so please with yourself. Idiot you don’t have any concern for yourself or your body.” Mark said scolding him, Jinyoung was taken aback by Mark’s words. “I mean if Bambam is okay. It is alright, I can get hurt, but he is precious. I can’t see him hurt.” That didn’t seem to go over well with Mark either, “Yah! What kind of nonsense is that? Don’t you think you’re being too careless with yourself? You aren’t a martyr or invincible; you can’t go around acting like a human shield for him. You can’t expect him to take care of himself if you keep blocking him from the world. Plus, you need to think about yourself, do you think he likes seeing you getting hurt?” Mark spat out narrowing is eyes at Jinyoung. Jinyoung didn’t know what to say, he had never really thought about how hurting himself for Bambam, would make the other feel. “I am sorry, I didn’t really think about anything else, but protecting Bambam. I’m sorry I’ll take better care of myself.” Jinyoung said hoping to ease the other’s anger. Mark took a deep breath and placed his forehead into Junior bare chest. “I am sorry. I didn’t mean to get so angry. It’s just seeing your beautiful body litter with a scar made me sad, and the fact you didn’t seem to care about your own health bothered me. You said Bambam is precious, well you’re also precious!” Jinyoung chuckled at Mark’s cuteness, “hyung I am a boy. I’m bound to get scars and bruises regardless.” Jinyoung said the other’s head, “No, an angel isn’t supposed to get hurt.” Mark mumbled into his chest wrapping his arm around Junior’s waist holding him tightly, as if to protect him from any pain. Jinyoung blushed, and let the boy hug him until he was satisfied. Jinyoung remembered he was still in a towel and pulled the other off him and threw the towel he was drying Mark’s hair with over the other’s head.

“Hey!” Mark said irritated at the loss of warmth and lack of sight, “Keep it on, I need to change. No peaking!” Mark mumbled to himself about how they are both boys why does it matter, but Junior called him a ert and that shut him up. “Okay, whatever pretty boy, just hurry up I am cold!” Jinyoung rolled his eyes at Mark’s childishness, even though the other couldn’t see. “okay I am done.” Mark pulled of the towel, giving Jinyoung a view of his knuckles. Jinyoung sighed, he was lecturing me about hurting myself, look at his hands, Jinyoung thought as he frowns. He walked over to the other on the desk. Mark was reaching out to hug him again only to get his hand slapped away by Jinyoung. “Hey!” Jinyoung ignored him and proceed to go in the desk once more and look for something. He pulled out a first aid kit and placed in on the desk beside Mark, he pulled Mark’s hands and inspected the damage before sighing and opening up the first aid kit. “You know you are really a kid! Always throwing tantrums, how can you tell me to pay more attention to my health and you’re over here punching walls and mirrors?” Junior said taking time from tending to Mark’s wounds to glare at the other, Mark cowered back a little after seeing Junior’s glare. Jinyoung despite his annoyance was gently tending to the other, but the other still flinched and whined when he was applying the disinfectant and ointment. Mark tried to repel his arms from the stinging, but Jinyoung was not in the mood for Mark’s whining. The other was squirming too much and it was hampering Jinyoung’s ability from properly tending to his wound. “STOP. MOVING.NOW!” Jinyoung said gritting his teeth, sending Mark a death glare that had the other instantly frozen in fear. “You weren’t whining in pain when you were punching the wall or your mirror.” Jinyoung said spitefully not appreciating Mark’s hindrance to his first aid and dissatisfaction in the boy’s self-inflicted injuries. Mark wanted to retort that even Junior said when he was worried about Bambam he didn’t feel the pain of his scar, but figured it was wise to keep shut. Seeing that Junior was really scary at the moment and didn’t feel like ending his life so soon. He heard Junior muttering only able to catch a little bit and pieces of what the boy said. “Stupid hyung…. Wanting me to call him hyung………he is just an over grown child…..gets mad and hurts himself…….stupid idiotic fool…….if he wants to break things he should just throw them…..Injuring himself hmph……..can’t leave him alone for more than two seconds” was all Mark could hear and he was offended by the insults, but once again pissing off Junior was still not a wise idea, so he just sat there pouting. Even though that just reinforces Junior claims of him being a child. “Okay. All done.” Junior said breathing out heavily, looking pleased at his work and kissed Mark’s knuckles. Mark muttered a thanks and lowly said he isn’t a child, not intending for the other to hear him. But seeing the way Junior’s eyes narrowed at him, he was sure the other heard him.

“oh okay you’re not a child, hyung!” Junior said emphasizing the word hyung to him.  “Well then I guess you don’t need any more hugs, because those are childish necessities” Junior said to the him out of spite. Jinyoung knew he was being immature but he was annoyed that Mark still had the balls to talk back to him, after worrying him with his injuries. So out of spite he said that to get under the other’s skin and to make the other know that, although he was younger the elder couldn’t just ignore his words. Mark knew the other was just trying to prove a point to him, he knew it, but that still couldn’t ease his fear. Just of the thought of not having the warmth of Junior’s hugs made him scared. “I’m sorry you’re right, I am a child.” Jinyoung looked surprised but amused at Mark need for his hugs, that older would actually give up his pride for them. “Are you happy now? Come here I’m still cold.” Mark said snidely, stretching out his arms for Junior to come into. Jinyoung was about to move into Mark’s arm, when thought about how much he could milk this. Jinyoung smirk, “oh course hyung! But first you need to do one little thing for me.” “what? Hurry up and tell me. Before I freeze to death.” Mark said crossing his arms across his chest. “Oh it is not too hard. All you have to do is call me Junior hyung once and that is it. Easy right?” Jinyoung said innocently. “Yah! You brat are you crazy? Stop your nonsense, I am not doing that. So bring you well-toned here and hug me.” Mark said irritated, but Jinyoung couldn’t take his words seriously. “Oh well I guess no hugs for you. If you are really cold I’ll just go and turn the down the a/c.” Jinyoung said jokingly not expecting Mark to actually call him hyung, he knew he was pushing his luck. “Junior hyung~~~!” Mark said in aegyo throwing away his pride, “I take it back, he is no angel. He is devil reincarnated, that is really warm” Mark thought feeling embarrassed. Jinyoung froze and felt is brain mentally shut down, it was the most adorable thing he saw in his life. “OMG! Hyung that was so cuteeeee!” Jinyoung squealed “do it again, let get my phone and record it” Jinyoung said fanboying. Mark’s face was expressionless “Yah! You said once, I am never doing it again! Shut up and come here.” “nuh uh hyung! Come on one more time, let me record it.” “Like hell am I letting you record that” Mark growled out. He was getting annoyed with Junior’s extortion, and got up and tackled the boy down onto the bed. “Ahhhh!” Jinyoung yelled, “Shut it, I only did that because I was mean to you earlier and I felt bad so don’t expect that to happen again. Don’t think I’m going to let you push me around now.” Mark growled and trapped the younger under him, holding on tight to Junior’s waist. Junior pouted and hugged him back reluctantly. “stop pouting” Mark said although his face was snuggled into Junior’s neck. “But how did you” “I can feel it” Jinyoung was displeased at how fast he lost his edge on the other.

“ughhhhh not warm enough” Mark complained, Jinyoung was about to slip his hands under Mark shirt like this morning but Mark got up. Jinyoung raise an eyebrow up to Mark, Mark just proceeded to take of his shirt and throw it on the floor. Jinyoung was about to protest but Mark just went back to his previous position and slid his arms under Jinyoung’s shirt hugging him. Mark satisfied with the amount of warmth and having Junior soft skin under his hands, sighed contently. Jinyoung just shook his head there was no stopping his hyung. He placed one of his hand in Mark’s hair, it and the other on Mark’s lower back; and rubbing soft circles into Mark's back.


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greenoceang7 #1
Chapter 33: Bruhhhh this story was an emotional ride
All the problem all the deep talk is too real
Omg
I felt too attached but then i keep favoriting and reading unfinished story and im so maso for doing that and i didn't realize i've already read 160k of words it's just tell how good your story is!
I really love this story, somehow people too in love with someone and still insecure about themself while the other people really in love with them. Gosh the sad back story added with human insecurity is really making me feel something. This is too good, i'm so in love with every character in this fic. Especially Bambam is Jinyoung's adopted brother and how strong their bond is. How jackson really patient with Marks behavior and so is Jaebum, they're a really the best of bestfriend!! Also i really loveeeeeee how you make other people and apparently all people love with Jinyoung as they should be hahaha he really brought the best in people and if people keep treating him like a cute prince that he is then i'm not complaining bc he is too perfect in this story and probably irl too. But i get how he still got insecurity deep inside himself, i hope mark and jinyoung would keep trying to be better for their relationship, they are really the best people when they are together, they fix each other and came out stronger after every problem. Aaah i wish this story was finished because it really reserved a special place in my heart. Thank you for writing this story! xx
Elooooooo
#2
Chapter 33: Where are you authornim??
Pepimoongie
#3
Hi authornim! Sorry to bother you but I can't help but ask if you're still going to update this?
ygbbusan #4
Chapter 33: Wowww, i just found this fanfict and already in love with this fanfict. Hope you can update again. Fighting author-nim~
3aby3lue
#5
Chapter 32: aww... zelo is so cute > < do hope junhoe's parents will knock some sense in junhoe's head
Pepimoongie
#6
This story is not finished yet T.T do I risk it all and read right now?
Chojina #7
Chapter 32: Oh my God thank you for the update! Wish you can be more active, I really love your story tho!
Chrsmndz #8
Chapter 32: I'm so happy you update thank you
Elooooooo
#9
Chapter 31: Where are you? I miss this story...
3aby3lue
#10
Chapter 31: wow... the long speech that baby junhong gave. *thumb up8