GO felt his heart thundering in his chest as each written word on the piece of the paper stuck on the fridge door printing intothe back of his eyes. His hand raised as he snatched the paper off, praying that he wasn't too late. Praying it wasn't still too late. Running out of the kitchen, abandoning his half-way made dinner, he threw open the door to Seungho's bedroom, face darkening more and more seeing there was only Seungho alone sleeping on the bed.

          Stirred by the sound of the door slamming against the wall, Seungho rubbed his tired eyes, preparing to yell at whoever to disturb his rare peaceful sleep that he had been needed these days more than anything but no voice came out when his eyes met GO's distraught orbs. Dark eyes flickering all over the room, searching for something which obviously wasn't here. Or, particularly, someone who was missing.

           "Where's Cheolyong?"

           Seungho blinked, still half drowsy but his mind lit up in a lightning speed noticing Mir's warm body was no longer next to him. "I-I.."

           "He left this." GO stepped closer to the confused leader and hand the small paper.

            I love you guys with my soul to death. Thank you and I'm sorry.

            -Cheolyong-

            Seungho swallowed, feeling the lump in his throat, the jab in his chest and the sick feeling in the pit of his stomach. "You didn't think he..."

            "What should we do, Seungho-ya?" GO burst into tears, collapsing onto the floor while his shaky hands grabbing the bed sheet. "O-our maknae.... What should we do?" The main vocalist managed between his unrepressed sobs. He was done trying to be strong for Mir. And now the maknae had left them with only two lines of sentences. Leaving and never turning back again.

             Seungho shook his head slightly. His eyes wide in disbelief, his blood froze in his vein. No... He had just fallen asleep for a while and Mir was right there cuddling in his arms, napping with a slight smile that took forever to see on Mir's face. Today had been better than the other passing day. Mir had crack a smile for the first time in a long time and Mir had talked to them, even demanding a dinner specially cook by GO and kept on clinging to Seungho. And they thought that...

              This was finally getting better....

               Mir was getting better....

               He was wrong!

               Aniyo! He couldn't allow this. He couldn't allow Mir leaving him or GO. Shooting up from the bed, Seungho almost broke into a run without destination in mind when he felt cold shaky hand grabbing his wrist. He looked down on GO who was still on the floor. "Let's go and find him." He tugged on GO.

                "Where?"

                "I... I don't know. But let's just try. Anywhere. Let's start with his house and then maybe the company or-"

                 "We...." GO cut Seungho off. His sob had ceased and dried tears on his cheek as he looked down with bitter smile. "Maybe we should just let him do what he wish... I... Am too tired already..."

                  "No! What's wrong with you? If we let him then he... Then our maknae... Our Cheolyong will..." Seungho gasped, the pain in his chest overwhelmed him and he struggled to inhale even a short breath.

               "Are you telling me... Telling us, to give up?" Seungho asked, his voice cracking. He wanted to get angry at GO for giving up on their maknae but something inside him was broken already, and wasn't able to be fix. And he somehow knew, it was too late...

               "That's what he wish... And so it will be..." GO said with empty voice as he took the crumpled last note Mir left from inside Seungho's cold hand and stared at it lovingly as if it was Mir itself he was staring at. "If this what you wish, maknae..."

               Mir didn't have to spell it one by one. They knew what Mir meant by this. That this was the end...