Free Me III (Mir, GO)

MBLAQ drabble

LOL. I'm actually having fun writing these drabbles. I really hope you guys having fun reading them too even if they aren't that good

 

Blood was soaking his shirt, flowing out from in between fingers as his hands trying desperately to press on the wound and were pooling on his deathbed.

      " you, GO! Why did you take that bullet for me? I didn't ing told you to!"

      A smile crept up on GO's bloody lips. This was the first he saw Mir loosing his composure. A side he would have said adorable if he wasn't dying right now.

     "It should have been me. Ani! You should have killed me when you got your chance before. Why do you have to spare me? Why do you have to make me care for you? Why do you have to protect me at the expense of your own life?" Tears started leaking from Mir's eyes. He should have been the one to die. He wanted to die. Not GO.

     GO raised his shaky hand with remaining strength left in him and wiped the tears away. "I think, it's worth it." He said. "Death is not freedom. I-" GO coughed a bit. "I want you to promise me to treasure your life. W-will you?"

     Mir shook his head, uncontrolled sobs escaped his lips. He supposed all emotions had already left him long ago since he chose the path of an assasin... No happiness. No sadness. Nothing. Not even fear.

      However... Now, he couldn't help the fear instilling his being. Fear of losing the first and only person he started to care for after this whole time he spent being alone in the darkness. No family. No friend. No one he cared for. Not even he, himself.

      "D-do you know why you wanted to die so bad?" GO asked, closing his eyes tiredly. He wanted to see Mir's face before he died but he had not enough strength left.

      "Aniyo."

     "It's because..." GO coughed a bit, blood spurted out of his mouth, drenching his already wet shirt with more blood.

     "Don't speak!" Mir warned, pressing harder on the gunshot wound on GO's chest. "Just rest. It will be alright." Mir assured despite knowing what he was spouting was one heck of a lie. There was no way he could get help from hospital. They were wanted professional killers, both him and GO. The second GO's blood was registered in the hospital lab system, the alarm would be blaring and police would be in seconds on their tail.

     GO chuckled softly. What a little liar Mir was but his heart fluttered all the same that Mir would lie just to comfort him. Ignoring Mir's warning, he continued, "It's because you're not living, you're just surviving. Live. Promise me. L-live." GO's voice trailed off and his head fall to the side, his chest stopped moving, his heart stopped beating.

     Mir swallowed, feeling how dry his throat was as he hiccuped a bit from the crying. His whole blood froze as he stared down with wide horrified eyes on the unmoving body lying in front of him. "GO..." He called with a small voice. No response. "G-GO?" He called again, just as quiet as he didn't have the power to call out loud at this person's name.

      Who the hell was he? Why the hell he come to care so much for this guy only to lose him in the end? He was fine by himself. He was fine alone, before. He was fine living in the darkness. But as he first saw the light GO had shown him, now, he was scared less of darkness. Yet, he was thrown again into that darkness.

     Tell me, how can I stay alive?
   

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injeong
#1
Chapter 40: A white soft feather .. Omo :O
THIS IS AMAAAZZINGGGGG
Poor GO haha xD and Seungho was like "I hurt the bird" wait ... The bird isn't Mir right??
Is Mir still an angel/bird?
Omg I keep getting reminded of BAP's Angel video where Jongup has stone wings xD
this is so goooood omg I'm grinning like an idiot (which i am)
i heard about sanghyun's album! I'm gonna check it out once my parents stop watching over me like hawks T.T
thanks for tye updates!! Good luck!! ^^
meemow123 #2
Chapter 40: OMGGG I LOVE THIS SO MUCCH AAAHH
Blaqies are still friends with them??really??
Omg
And yeah I think I'm gonna find Thunder's album once I have time when I'm not on aff ... *looks guilty* I'm excited lol
Mireu's an angel (i think) or a bird?? Hmm ... Now that I cant fly though ...
But its so cool!! Like ohmygod I love it so much I cant even explain why ... Its so good T.T well done!!
injeong
#3
Chapter 37: I'M CRYYINGGGG *sobs*
NOOO POOR MIREU
But its a happy (?) ending (i hope O.O)
aww Byunghee is so sweet
and Joon getting bitten ... I dont know whether to laugh or cry. I kind of did both haha xD
This is so good I swear *dreamy eyes*
BUT SO SAD
and very good ... Huhu
hwaiting authornim~~ ^_^
Nanamise7en
#4
Chapter 31: Omg!!!!! Mir oppa T.T I hope the oppas arrive to him soon, don't give up seungho and G.O oppa. go save your maknae. Am i the only one crying lol but apart from that i want to say:
Your one shots are amazing^^ i really love your mir one shots, there simply amazing, please continue writing you stories
injeong
#5
Chapter 30: It's short but I'm crying already *sobs* poor Mireu ... Please help him!! You won't be so meam to our puppy right?? This is so sad *crys* poor Seungho too ... :(((( but this is so sad its so satisfying, well done!! :)) lol I dont know whether to be super sad because the fanfic is so tragic or be super happy that this fanfic has been updated so well :D
Seriously tho, where is everyone?? Why is nobody but me commenting except karenkitty at the start?? O.O
injeong
#6
Chapter 29: Omg I started crying this is so sad *sobs*
literally tho am I the only one commentimg??? Why doesn't anyone else comment this is amazing
Nooooo Mireu *crys* Nevernevernevernever
Thanks for the update authornim!! Hwaiting~~ ^_^
injeong
#7
Chapter 20: Lol!!! Thats so funny aww and typical GO giving our little Mireu that advice haha XD
Well. Joonie is in trouble XD
Why is no-one commenting?? T.T this fic is BAE
I wonder. Is there gonna be a part two?? What will the cimpany ay(if they find out) omg it'll be so funny if the hyungs believe them and think theyre a couple haha *dies of laughter*
injeong
#8
Chapter 13: OMG WHAT NOOOO MIREU O.O T.T omg did ... Did that guy kill Byunghee and Seungho?? Is he?? DX lemme kill him nit mireu tho why mireu WHO WAS THATGUY I HATE HIM *crys* and then Joon and Sanghyun and everything and he pulled the trigfer and the police got hhim and now he might be jailed but he didnt really do anything wrong HALP
woah ... I'm ry having a lot of fun with this drabble ^^
injeong
#9
Chapter 9: OH GODS THIS ONE you had me there ... I was almost screaming and then I read the director saying CUT and I was like
... -_- I fell for it
I was so panicked like WTH MIREU NOO then ... Just ...
I felt ready to kill Woohyun there ... Omg ... Lol well done!!! :)
injeong
#10
Chapter 5: Free Me is heartbreaking I literally jumped out of my seat when I saw the new fic ... I was like YEAYYYYY HER SHE GOES AGAIN ... I cant wait!! Heehee. Good luck!! This is really cool ... love it so far!! heehee well done unnie!! <3