Thirst III (Mir, Sanghyun)

MBLAQ drabble

Mir stared with teary eyes at his hands. He had used his hands to wiped away those blood on his mouth but now he regretted it. He hated seeing that blood on him, reminding him over and over again that he was a monster.

      Mir's hands shook violently. His whole body was quivering. Sure, it was cold in this winter season, not to mention his uniform was still wet from the spilled water but he knew perfectly, that this tremble racking his small frame wasn't out of cold. It was out of fear. Fear of himself. Fear of what he could do.

      Fear of what he wanted to do...

      Mir bit on his lips, his fangs piercing his bottom lips and his blood dripped, mixing with the blood of his first victim. Cradling his hands against his chest he sobbed silently without any tears. He was done with crying.

      His tears had long dried years ago when his mother called him a monster and abandoned him in the orphanage. His tears had long dried since his mother turned her back on him even after he plead and kneeled and begged for his mother not to left him. His tears had long dried after all those torture he had to go through in his life at the orphanage and the school.

      He was pathetic. He was nothing more than speck of dirt under people's shoes. So the least he could do for himself was stopped letting his tears leaked out of his eyes. To stopped giving satisfaction to those people who wanted nothing but to see him suffered under the depth of the hell. He promised to never cry no more. And he had abide to his own promise. Even now.

      "You really shouldn't make yourself stood out that way."

      Mir gasped, falling against the wall in this hidden valley at the voice that suddenly interrupted his lone time. Mir's wide wary eyes immediately darted to the tall figure a few feet away at the end of the valley. His instinct told him to run and he tried but he forgot that the other way was a dead end.

      Slowly, he turned back to face the boy who was still there, watching, evaluating him. Mir tried to calm his erratic breath, vaguely recognizing the boy as one of the star in his school for his talent in dancing. What was that boy doing here? Did that boy followed him? Did that boy saw him the life out of that poor nurse? Was that boy here to punish him for his sin? Just like his mother did to him before throwing aside?

      "Hey, it's okay... I won't hurt you. I'm Sanghyun." The boy said, slowly steeping forwards towards Mir.

      Unconsciously, Mir stepped back until his back his the wall, his body shook out of fear, his arms wrapped around his own body. It was pathetic. But that was the way he protect himself. No one would hold him. No one would comfort a monster like him. He was the only one was there. He himself. And he have only himself.

      "Is this your first time? Drinking blood I mean?"

      Mir gasped and bowed down, retching at the memory of him attacking that nurse, yet nothing came out of his stomach. And soon, his sight faded. He felt numb yet he heard one last thing before his whole body shut down.

      "I'm here to help."

      Finally...

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injeong
#1
Chapter 40: A white soft feather .. Omo :O
THIS IS AMAAAZZINGGGGG
Poor GO haha xD and Seungho was like "I hurt the bird" wait ... The bird isn't Mir right??
Is Mir still an angel/bird?
Omg I keep getting reminded of BAP's Angel video where Jongup has stone wings xD
this is so goooood omg I'm grinning like an idiot (which i am)
i heard about sanghyun's album! I'm gonna check it out once my parents stop watching over me like hawks T.T
thanks for tye updates!! Good luck!! ^^
meemow123 #2
Chapter 40: OMGGG I LOVE THIS SO MUCCH AAAHH
Blaqies are still friends with them??really??
Omg
And yeah I think I'm gonna find Thunder's album once I have time when I'm not on aff ... *looks guilty* I'm excited lol
Mireu's an angel (i think) or a bird?? Hmm ... Now that I cant fly though ...
But its so cool!! Like ohmygod I love it so much I cant even explain why ... Its so good T.T well done!!
injeong
#3
Chapter 37: I'M CRYYINGGGG *sobs*
NOOO POOR MIREU
But its a happy (?) ending (i hope O.O)
aww Byunghee is so sweet
and Joon getting bitten ... I dont know whether to laugh or cry. I kind of did both haha xD
This is so good I swear *dreamy eyes*
BUT SO SAD
and very good ... Huhu
hwaiting authornim~~ ^_^
Nanamise7en
#4
Chapter 31: Omg!!!!! Mir oppa T.T I hope the oppas arrive to him soon, don't give up seungho and G.O oppa. go save your maknae. Am i the only one crying lol but apart from that i want to say:
Your one shots are amazing^^ i really love your mir one shots, there simply amazing, please continue writing you stories
injeong
#5
Chapter 30: It's short but I'm crying already *sobs* poor Mireu ... Please help him!! You won't be so meam to our puppy right?? This is so sad *crys* poor Seungho too ... :(((( but this is so sad its so satisfying, well done!! :)) lol I dont know whether to be super sad because the fanfic is so tragic or be super happy that this fanfic has been updated so well :D
Seriously tho, where is everyone?? Why is nobody but me commenting except karenkitty at the start?? O.O
injeong
#6
Chapter 29: Omg I started crying this is so sad *sobs*
literally tho am I the only one commentimg??? Why doesn't anyone else comment this is amazing
Nooooo Mireu *crys* Nevernevernevernever
Thanks for the update authornim!! Hwaiting~~ ^_^
injeong
#7
Chapter 20: Lol!!! Thats so funny aww and typical GO giving our little Mireu that advice haha XD
Well. Joonie is in trouble XD
Why is no-one commenting?? T.T this fic is BAE
I wonder. Is there gonna be a part two?? What will the cimpany ay(if they find out) omg it'll be so funny if the hyungs believe them and think theyre a couple haha *dies of laughter*
injeong
#8
Chapter 13: OMG WHAT NOOOO MIREU O.O T.T omg did ... Did that guy kill Byunghee and Seungho?? Is he?? DX lemme kill him nit mireu tho why mireu WHO WAS THATGUY I HATE HIM *crys* and then Joon and Sanghyun and everything and he pulled the trigfer and the police got hhim and now he might be jailed but he didnt really do anything wrong HALP
woah ... I'm ry having a lot of fun with this drabble ^^
injeong
#9
Chapter 9: OH GODS THIS ONE you had me there ... I was almost screaming and then I read the director saying CUT and I was like
... -_- I fell for it
I was so panicked like WTH MIREU NOO then ... Just ...
I felt ready to kill Woohyun there ... Omg ... Lol well done!!! :)
injeong
#10
Chapter 5: Free Me is heartbreaking I literally jumped out of my seat when I saw the new fic ... I was like YEAYYYYY HER SHE GOES AGAIN ... I cant wait!! Heehee. Good luck!! This is really cool ... love it so far!! heehee well done unnie!! <3