Chapter 47: Make Me Begin Part 1

BTS FANFIC: Run With Me

SnowBlack

The Summer break is over. We are all back in Crow Tit High School and it feels so good to be back. Not that I like school but I like how everything is back like it should be. Over the past month, I have to hang around the house. The weird wet weather in Swallowtail Papillon Town was one but the main reason was the Bulletproof Boyz, as what they called themselves, have been keeping their eyes on me.

Their excuses were “Your new here”, “What if you get lost?”, “You don’t know this town well.” and so on. So I have been in the mansion for almost the whole break -watching tv, reading, surfing the internet and sleeping. Well… not all the time.

The boys did bring me out at some point. Sometimes we would be at the market to get groceries to cook for our meals. SeokJin would be the head chef and decides what we will be eating. He is best at keeping our dietary intake checked. Of course, we would be having our own pizza and fried chicken party for late nights.

Sometimes, we would be heading out to the cinemas to catch up on the latest movies. It can be very awkward when you are seated with 7 boys especially when they take turns to sit beside me for different shows. However, I will find it cute to see Hoseok or Jimin cried in sad scenes. I would spot Jungkook teared up but he would act as if the scenes don’t trigger him.

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And also, sometimes we would go to the beach to enjoy the sound of waves and the smell of the sea. We wanted to see the sunset by the beach but the weather didn’t allow us.

Here is the thing about the weather in Swallowtail Papillion if you decide to visit the town. You really need to prepare an umbrella/raincoat and if you like, a set of clothing in case the weather has its moody days. The weather here has been dull with the cloudy weather and we rarely had any sunny days.

I asked Uncle Amos about why the weather in this town has been so grey instead of the beautiful sunshine for summer just like Lemonade Flower town.

Uncle Amos: Well, there will always be good and bad days just like how you, youths, go through with life. Don’t worry, there will be the sunshine in time to the school’s Summer Festival.

Ah, that’s right! The school’s Summer Festival. The boys and I have been quite busy and stress about the preparation for the festival. It is one of the ways to promote our school to other towns about our school. Crow Tit High School has been recently established and there’s not enough manpower and great facilities to run the school.

As the main committee of the school, the boys and I have to make sure everything is settled. That’s what we have been doing for the summer too. Sigh…

Pardon me for my negative energy. Is not that I don’t enjoy my summer neither it is the boys’ fault to get me to sit at home, I just….

I just had a lot of things to process in my brain.

They are not what you think.

Ever since that fight between the boys and Blake, a lot of things have been revealed. The boys are brought in for various reasons by Uncle Amos. They went through so much in their old life and now they are living life together.

One thing for sure, there is no answer about the Scheinwelt clan, how they are linked especially Namjoon who once disbanded the clan for the youths. I wanted to ask Uncle Amos about it but he was too busy with his mayor duties. Also, where did Taehyung’s siblings went to? He was the last person I talked to recently. I haven’t heard anything from Jungkook and Namjoon themselves. It only matters with time.

Everything in school went by as per normal. I got the opportunity to talk to other students especially the girls. I need to hang out with more girls than boys. A whole summer with boys is too much. Of course, we talk about girls things and one of our favourite topics is about boys.

Girl 1: So Snow, out of the Bulletproof Boys, who would you most likely date?

Snow Black: Huh? Date? Who would want to date them? I can’t imagine being with one of them.

Girl 1: What do you mean? You should at least have feelings for one of them. What do you think about Jimin? He is so cute and manly at the same time!

Girl 2: Oh how about Seokjin! He is so husband material. He can cook, do housekeeping and his visual is so fine.

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Snow Black: Well he is not a housemaid at least.

Girl 3: There is also Yoongi. He seems so cold yet so hot.

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Girl 1: Nah... I think if you want to have some fun, Taehyung or Hoseok is the right one.

Snow Black: They are actually fun to be around with.

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Girl 2: I think Namjoon suits Snow the most.

I almost choked on my apple juice.

Snow Black: That’s a big N-O.

Girl 3: Well who would have thought that you will be the first girl to ruin his shoes. And now you are living together. We, girls, are quite afraid to go near him because he is too charming.

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Snow Black: Charming?! Pssh…

Girl 1: Well about Jungkook. He keeps eyeing you from the start of school. He seems like he has a thing for you.

Snow Black: Are you serious? He is actually quite cold to me, especially with homework.

Girl 1: I mean look. He and the boys are looking at us now.

Truth to be told, we look across the cafeteria to only find the boys looking at us with curiosity.

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BTS

Jimin: What do you think they are talking about?

Suga: They are probably talking about us.

Jimin: Really? How did you know?

Suga: I have super hearing. *lied*

V: Wow! What are they saying?

Jin: They say that Kim Taehyung forgot to take out the trash yesterday and I had to do it.

V: You too?!

Jin: Of course not! Do you think we would know?! Yah! Why didn’t you take out the trash? The whole kitchen stinks.

V: Hehehehe… sorry.

J-Hope: What if they are really talking about us? Snow’s face doesn’t look happy. Could it be that we didn’t allow her to be out of the mansion?

RM: She knows that it is for her own good. The whole summer there has been barely any sunshine. At least now, we give her the chance to talk to other girls.

Jimin: I miss her.

Jungkook: Yah. You will see her at home.

RM: But we have to make sure Blake is not anywhere near her. I don’t like this dude.

J-hope: Good thing we never saw him for the whole summer. Where did you think he went off too?

Seokjin: No idea but who knows he might appear. I didn’t even see him in class.

Jungkook: Could it be he decided to drop out? We haven’t found any info about him.

Suga: Let’s keep our eyes open before Blake gives out the wrong information about us.

 

Jungkook

Finally, the first day of the new term has ended. After the whole math lecture from Mr Wade about how important math is in real life such as financial issues, savings and investments. He should be a banker or financial advisor instead.

Then again, Taehyung got caught dozing off again. Here we are in the same situation where we have to bring back homework. Argh… this hyung is trouble. I should have switch seats with Snow to make sure he will be awake. I noticed that she is another troublemaker for not doing her job.

However, it can’t be helped. I observed that she has something on her mind. Was it from the discussion with the other girls? I better talk to them when I see them. Or could it be that we have been keeping her in the mansion for too long?

Like a little bird waiting to fly.

We have our reasons to keep her safe here but we have no idea that this might affect her after all her contribution to support us. Which reminds me of myself back then. I remember doing things for the others so that they won’t be too stressed. At that time, I didn’t know my purpose to be alive.

I finally reached home. Time to head to my room for peace and quiet. Alright, Jungkook. Let’s keep to schedule. You have things to do. A short wash up, a light snack and back to your…

Jungkook: Snow!

Snow Black: Oh! Jungkook! I didn’t mean to go to your room.

Jungkook: What are you…

Snow Black: Your paintings though. They are beautiful.

Nobody... And I mean it.

Nobody should ever find out about my secret.

Jungkook: Didn’t you see the signage? I specifically state to not disturb or at its best to never come into my room.

Snow Black: I know that. Seokjin told me to send your snacks to you. I knocked too many times but you never open the door.

Jungkook: You could put the snacks down, outside the door.

Snow Black: That’s not right. It is disgusting. There will be crawling creatures who will come after your food.

Jungkook: Let them be. Is not like I would eat the snacks.

Snow Black: What a jerk! After so much effort that I am doing for you. I am leaving.

I grabbed her arm and slammed her against the door. I better not let her leave after seeing my secrets. Guess the signage doesn’t scare her enough.

Snow Black: What are you doing? Let me go. Or I will scream.

I quickly covered with my hands. This is getting out of hand. I caught her eyes filled with sadness as she looked at me. I tone myself down a little. This girl was not at the wrong though. She was trying to help to make sure that I feel comfortable when I got home. But she doesn’t know that those paintings are a big secret from the rest.

Can I really trust her? I mean she has seen it all but I believe I need to explain to her why I painted those… portraits. Here goes nothing. You can do this, Jungkook.

Jungkook: Before I let you go, I need you to hear me out. This is very important especially to me.

The girl calmed down as she understood how serious this was going to be. I pulled her away from the door and led to the stool that was in the art space. I welcomed her to seat and gave her one of my cookie snacks. I sat opposite her and took a deep breath. This is the part where I begin my story.

To be continued...

Note: Heyloo. This is a new chapter about maknae, Jeon Jungkook. I hope this is a good intro towards his upcoming parts of Make Me Begin Chapters. Please do comment as I am willing to know what do you think about the story, Run With Me and how much the book has progressed. It will mean a lot to me. 

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BilliePark #1
You’re back! Take your time hun. Glad your are doing your best on all of life’s challenges.
BilliePark #2
Chapter 46: Okaaaaayyyy~? The boys are getting more mysterious. I am even questioning Uncle Amos's stand, whether he is against or actually part of the clan. Hmmmm...
Regarding the topics you tackled, one thing is universal. That is, stereotypes. You have yours, we have mine. I'd like to think positive about this and do hope that we will overcome it fully. I think it is because our cultures have a preset of ideals that eventually led to the birth of such stereotypes, which is a big challenge for our cultures, especially the very traditional ones, to accept intermingling/immersion of differences. Child abuse is unacceptable and unforgivable, however, it does exist. My biggest unanswered question is Why? Why must people like them exist? Why must there be conflicts? We all wanted a world of unity, peace and harmony. So why? Is it really that hard to open our minds and hearts to acceptance?
BilliePark #3
Chapter 45: Poor babies! Shocks. His father was terrible. It would be a very traumatic experience that could take a long time to recover from. Glad how he was able to cope in the present. Still! His father deserves to suffer!
itsmedelilah_
#4
New reader here! Im looking forward to the flow of the story. Fighting!!,
BilliePark #5
Chapter 44: Oh gosh. I foresee something bad.
On an entirely different note, I agree with this chap. Tae really is a baby, still. But for me, it will always be Jimin. Hahaha.
Snow is slowly unfolding who they are. They have yet to figure out who she is too.
BilliePark #6
Chapter 42: So i guess, among them, only Yoongi knows abt the clan. And he had suffered the worst. I wonder how Uncle Amos would break it to the others. Snow's family might be dealing with the clan back in their town. They had to 'do something' when Snow left anyway. I hope nothing bad happens to them. Also going back to the present, their new classmate may be linked as well.
BilliePark #7
Chapter 41: Okay, this chap proved just how gullible I am. I may already be around kidnappers and I'd fall into their trap. Gosh. *facepalm*
Anyway, Mike where are you? Save Yoongi please!
But I feel like it's Uncle Amos who's gonna come out. Some questions are being answered now. And I think I also know now they reason behind Uncle Amos gathering these boys together. This feels like Xmen, tbh. Haha.
BilliePark #8
Chapter 40: What? Mike? I'm having trust issues with Yoongi's acquaintances. As for Ms Ivy, I see her as a good counselor actually. Perhaps Yoongi was just being stuck up because he isnt ready to release his demons just yet. He cant be blamed for being apprehensive though, he had trust issues himself. And that was mainly because of his teacher. Aside from that, he has a lot of bottled up feelings from the sudden death of his parents and theres no one he could actually hold onto for support aside from the playing the piano; which was supposedly be a healing experience for him was ruined. He was being prideful, and I totally feel for him. I am the same, and keeping to myself is my defense and coping mechanism. It makes me able to gather and hold myself together more firmly, in turn makes me a tough, brand new and braver person to face harder challenges. On the other hand, people easily misunderstand our way of healing. Because they care, they force themselves in. And when we dont let them in, they get mad and leave. In fact, we refuse because we hate to burden others. We have our walls that we built high, so we'd appreciate if friends not break through them but instead, we are reassured if they stay on the other side. Back to the story, I feel like theres going to be a reunion between Suga and his teacher. Looking forward to the next. ^^
BilliePark #9
Chapter 39: His teacher was such an a-hole, I wanted to cane him myself. Did the town not know he lost his parents in a fire? Because they seemed indifferent about it. I feel for him here, can totally relate. A failure is bad enough and then people would just have to make it worse instead of giving a helping hand. Suddenly I want to give free hugs. Haha. I remember one of RM's vlive where he talked about his friends and how he had been hesitant to reach out because he hasn't done so in a long time. Until he gained enough courage to send a 'how are you', to which his friend replied 'you should have reached out sooner'. I find that very touching. Time may make us grow apart from our old friends, while we gain new ones. Although that doesn't mean the new are better than the old. We just grew apart, and our selves are to blame. And then RM said, 'you should not hesitate, text them first'. That was spot on. Sometimes, the 'how are you's' are taken for granted for merely greeting and not actually meaning the phrase. After watching that vlive, I sent a text to my old time friends and told them how much I missed them and that they were always in my heart. We don't know what each of us are going through, sometimes, a one-line text makes such a huge impact to cheer up a friend who's at rockbottom. That's how I felt for Yoongi here. I wanted to be his friend and tell him he's not alone.
BilliePark #10
Chapter 38: Is his teacher the homeless man? Sorry, got a little confused there. Finally a snippet into his backstory. Hihi. I love Yoongi!
His first love died in the fire :( but it will always remain in his heart :)