Chapter 15: What am I to you?

BTS FANFIC: Run With Me

 

Snow Black

45 minutes has passed and Mr Wade’s teaching was somewhat dull to listen to. I looked to my right and saw V has already knocked down. I tried to keep him awake but he would not budge at all. I only wrote some scribbles on my textbook. How should I put it? Math to me is practical. Even it burnout your brain, it kinda helps in brain exercise. I doubt V agrees with me. I just wish we could start on practicing the problems sums.

“Zzzz…Zzz…Zzz…”

Uh oh! V is snoring so loudly. What I am going to do? He will get into trouble! Ergh! Jungkook was right! I thought I could manged this. There goes the snoring again! I picked up my eraser and threw at V.

V: Ugh! Yes! *Stood up*

Mr Wade: Yes, what Taehyung? I haven’t given today’s assignment.

V: Erm… *looks at Snow*

Snow: Ummm… Yes we are looking forward to today’s assignment. Right V?

V: Huh?.... Oh Yes! I am ready to destroy the problem sums. TOGETHER WITH JUNGKOOK TOO!

Jungkook: WHAT? I am involved?

Mr Wade: Well, I thought of letting off today’s assignment since it is difficult to tackle. Nevertheless, V suggested that we all need to at least try on our own. I am going to give this set of problem sums for all you to try and let me know on the next class how it is.

Everyone in the class groan. V sat down and hid his face out of embarrassment. I felt so sorry for V. I am going to keep him out of trouble but then it never goes the way I expected. The school bell rings again.

Mr Wade: Here are the set of assignments. Everyone take one each. I want to see all the steps in your exercise book. Class dismiss!

 Everyone drags their feet to take their worksheets and off they go out of the class. V keeps his head down and almost hit against the wall. I walked together with him and Jungkook for break time.

Jungkook: Thanks a lot V.

V: Hey. I didn’t mean it to happen.

Snow: I am sorry V. It is my fault. I was trying to keep you out of trouble.

V: Nah. It is my fault too. I should have slept early.

Jungkook: Yeah right. Tonight let’s do the assignment together. We have to skip playing video games with J-Hope.

V and Snow: okay…

We met the rest of the boys in the canteen even we are pretty much bumped up. Jin has brought us our lunch boxes and told us to eat up his homemade Gimbap. Jimin brought me a small carton of milk and he got one for himself. We were happily drinking when suddenly Suga ask for some. Namjoon asked V how was class, Jungkook explained instead.

J-Hope: So Snow, what will be your next class?

I looked at my phone for my schedule.

Snow: Next one will be…

The boys stared and waiting quietly for the answer as they hoping to win a lottery.

Snow: English Literature!

Suga: Seems like Namjoon has to take care of you.

I looked up in dismay. Namjoon? He was looking surprised too. This is going to be awkward after what happen yesterday. I know that he didn’t mean it but still it affected the both of us. Break time was over as the bell is started to ring again.

Rap Monster: Alright…*stretching his arms* So it is just you and me then. Let’s go.

I picked up my bag and quietly walked beside him. Gosh! He is so tall. I dare not looked up. I overheard the others talking.

J-Hope: Do you think they are going to be ok?

Jin: Well that’s for the best.

J-Hope: I hope…

Rap Monster

The awkward atmosphere was so strong between the both of us as we were on the way to class. She looks so small from where I was looking. I can’t believe we are going to be in the same class but still the atmosphere was so plain after what happen yesterday. I really screwed up badly. I want to apologise but I don’t know how.

We were greeted by Madam Liana. She reminds me of Queen Latifah with turban on her head. She is funny and very motherly. Not only that she is such a Drama Mama! What I love about her is she always gives us strength to keep going.

Rap Monster: Good day Madam Liana. This is Snow. She will be joining us from now onwards.

Snow: Hello.

Madam Liana: Hello Hello there darling. Welcome! I am so happy to have another student! Come and give me a hug. Don’t be shy. I used to take care of the mayor. He is such a big baby.

Snow and Madam Liana gave each other hug. I could see that Snow’s eyes started to tear. I guess she really misses her mom who is still in Lemonade Flower. Unfortunately, I didn’t get to sit beside her but at least I can look out for her from where I am seated.  

Madam Liana: Class, we have a new student. Please welcome her with a round of applause.

Snow stood up and introduce herself. I somehow felt proud of her. She looked really shy with her sweet smile. I smirked as she gave a glance at me. Well this is not bad as I thought.

Madam Liana: Well then. Everyone take out your books. Today’s lesson we will be discussing on Mr Shakespeare’s ‘Romeo and Juliet’. Can anyone tell me what it is about?

It’s time to show Snow what I am capable of. I raised my hand to answer the question.

Madam Liana: Go ahead Namjoon.

Rap Monster: It is about a young couple who were forbidden to love each other due to their respective parents. This is because of the hatred between to the two households. So in the end, the couple ended their lives.

Madam Liana: That’s correct Namjoon. What I want is all of you to look deeper and analyse the situation. It is more than just a love and tragic story. Snow, why don’t you give it a try?

Snow: Me? Umm… As for me, I may be wrong. I think it is about lack of communication and ego. Romeo and Juliet’s parents are upholding their ego and they never want to admit themselves. They should investigate about the death of Tybalt and Mercutio before making an assumption.

Rap Monster: In other words, both household should listen to their children and even make up for each other. They should stop being childish because of their ego. Their children love for each other is an excuse to make them get along.

Snow and I made eye contact as if we know what each other are thinking.

Madam Liana: *clap clap clap* I am so proud of my students. That’s why my darling students, COMMUNICATION IS KEY! We all can make mistakes whether they are big or small. Still, we need to make up to each other and listen what we each have to say.

This class lesson is somewhat similar to the situation that me and Snow are facing. I think I have to throw my pride away and let her know. Even though I am a man, I have to apologise to her.

Madam Liana: For today’s assignment, I want everyone to throw away their ego and come on stage. I want you to call out a person and tell him or her what you have been holding back. Starting from Namjoon, Hansol, Risa and Amelia!

My heart starts to beat faster. Oh no! At this time?! Madam Liana sometimes really drive us crazy. What am I going to do?! This is the first time I have never felt so nervous in my life. I stood on stage and called out for Snow.

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BilliePark #1
You’re back! Take your time hun. Glad your are doing your best on all of life’s challenges.
BilliePark #2
Chapter 46: Okaaaaayyyy~? The boys are getting more mysterious. I am even questioning Uncle Amos's stand, whether he is against or actually part of the clan. Hmmmm...
Regarding the topics you tackled, one thing is universal. That is, stereotypes. You have yours, we have mine. I'd like to think positive about this and do hope that we will overcome it fully. I think it is because our cultures have a preset of ideals that eventually led to the birth of such stereotypes, which is a big challenge for our cultures, especially the very traditional ones, to accept intermingling/immersion of differences. Child abuse is unacceptable and unforgivable, however, it does exist. My biggest unanswered question is Why? Why must people like them exist? Why must there be conflicts? We all wanted a world of unity, peace and harmony. So why? Is it really that hard to open our minds and hearts to acceptance?
BilliePark #3
Chapter 45: Poor babies! Shocks. His father was terrible. It would be a very traumatic experience that could take a long time to recover from. Glad how he was able to cope in the present. Still! His father deserves to suffer!
itsmedelilah_
#4
New reader here! Im looking forward to the flow of the story. Fighting!!,
BilliePark #5
Chapter 44: Oh gosh. I foresee something bad.
On an entirely different note, I agree with this chap. Tae really is a baby, still. But for me, it will always be Jimin. Hahaha.
Snow is slowly unfolding who they are. They have yet to figure out who she is too.
BilliePark #6
Chapter 42: So i guess, among them, only Yoongi knows abt the clan. And he had suffered the worst. I wonder how Uncle Amos would break it to the others. Snow's family might be dealing with the clan back in their town. They had to 'do something' when Snow left anyway. I hope nothing bad happens to them. Also going back to the present, their new classmate may be linked as well.
BilliePark #7
Chapter 41: Okay, this chap proved just how gullible I am. I may already be around kidnappers and I'd fall into their trap. Gosh. *facepalm*
Anyway, Mike where are you? Save Yoongi please!
But I feel like it's Uncle Amos who's gonna come out. Some questions are being answered now. And I think I also know now they reason behind Uncle Amos gathering these boys together. This feels like Xmen, tbh. Haha.
BilliePark #8
Chapter 40: What? Mike? I'm having trust issues with Yoongi's acquaintances. As for Ms Ivy, I see her as a good counselor actually. Perhaps Yoongi was just being stuck up because he isnt ready to release his demons just yet. He cant be blamed for being apprehensive though, he had trust issues himself. And that was mainly because of his teacher. Aside from that, he has a lot of bottled up feelings from the sudden death of his parents and theres no one he could actually hold onto for support aside from the playing the piano; which was supposedly be a healing experience for him was ruined. He was being prideful, and I totally feel for him. I am the same, and keeping to myself is my defense and coping mechanism. It makes me able to gather and hold myself together more firmly, in turn makes me a tough, brand new and braver person to face harder challenges. On the other hand, people easily misunderstand our way of healing. Because they care, they force themselves in. And when we dont let them in, they get mad and leave. In fact, we refuse because we hate to burden others. We have our walls that we built high, so we'd appreciate if friends not break through them but instead, we are reassured if they stay on the other side. Back to the story, I feel like theres going to be a reunion between Suga and his teacher. Looking forward to the next. ^^
BilliePark #9
Chapter 39: His teacher was such an a-hole, I wanted to cane him myself. Did the town not know he lost his parents in a fire? Because they seemed indifferent about it. I feel for him here, can totally relate. A failure is bad enough and then people would just have to make it worse instead of giving a helping hand. Suddenly I want to give free hugs. Haha. I remember one of RM's vlive where he talked about his friends and how he had been hesitant to reach out because he hasn't done so in a long time. Until he gained enough courage to send a 'how are you', to which his friend replied 'you should have reached out sooner'. I find that very touching. Time may make us grow apart from our old friends, while we gain new ones. Although that doesn't mean the new are better than the old. We just grew apart, and our selves are to blame. And then RM said, 'you should not hesitate, text them first'. That was spot on. Sometimes, the 'how are you's' are taken for granted for merely greeting and not actually meaning the phrase. After watching that vlive, I sent a text to my old time friends and told them how much I missed them and that they were always in my heart. We don't know what each of us are going through, sometimes, a one-line text makes such a huge impact to cheer up a friend who's at rockbottom. That's how I felt for Yoongi here. I wanted to be his friend and tell him he's not alone.
BilliePark #10
Chapter 38: Is his teacher the homeless man? Sorry, got a little confused there. Finally a snippet into his backstory. Hihi. I love Yoongi!
His first love died in the fire :( but it will always remain in his heart :)