Chapter 25: It's My Truth Part 1

BTS FANFIC: Run With Me

Snow Black

It was the most shocking moment in my life. I have never seen the boys get all worked up because of that one person who I thought would be kind for the first time. It is all my fault! I am so stupid to invite Blake Ritz to dinner. I didn’t realize that it will be our first family dinner after weeks of school examinations.

 Now it was chaos and I felt so sorry for Jimin. I never see him so mad before. Hoseok was stunned at the remark that Blake had made about him and Jimin. Is it true they were once in the mental hospital? I didn’t want to pry but a part of me wants to know what happen. Wait! No! I don’t want to and I don’t need to. It will make matter worse.

??: Snow! You in there?

Snow: Umm…Yeah… *wipes tears*

??: It’s me, Seokjin. Can I come in?

I opened my room door and only to find the prince-like man standing in front of me, carrying my favourite snack and drink. He gave me a sweet and caring smile.

Jin: I brought your chocolate pie and milk. *walks into the room*

I closed the door behind and it was just the two of us in the room.

Snow: Thanks. How is Jimin?

Jin: He is good. Now Hoseok and him are at the office. I am sure they have lots of things to discuss.

I curled my arms around me and stared at the floor. There is big weight on my shoulders now. I am worried for the both of them.

Snow: Oh…*BIG SIGH* I didn’t mean to make him be so mad. It is all my fault! I shouldn’t have invited Blake in. If I had known this would happen, I could have just stay home.

Jin: No. It is not your fault. It is mine. I should have asked you to come and join us for the summer festival preparation.

Snow: Seokjin… Don’t say that. I should have listen to you. You were right about being home and just waiting for you.

Jin: Snow…

Snow: I should have ignored that bloody call from Blake. Why am I so blind about that guy’s kindness?!

Jin: Snow…

Snow: It is not fair for everyone. I am such a loser! Why am I doing things all wrong?! I just can’t do anything for someone else! It is my fault! Everyone should hate me now.

Jin: Snow! No one hates you!

Snow: They do! I told you it’s my fault!

Jin: SNOW! IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT!

Snow: OFCOURSE IT IS! I’D LOST TWO OF MY FAVOURITE PEOPLE! I MADE ONE OF THEM ANGRY. THE OTHER SAD! HOW SHOULD I KNOW THEY WERE FROM A MENTAL HOSPITAL!

Jin: WE HAD TO KEEP IT A SCERET!

Snow: I KNOW THAT BUT WHY FROM ME? DO YOU KNOW HOW IT DRIVES ME CRAZY THAT EVERYONE IS KEEPING SOMETHING FROM ME?

Jin: WE ARE JUST WORRIED ABOUT YOU!

Snow: WHY? WHY WORRY FOR THE PEOPLE LIKE ME? I’m… I’m... I’m so useless.

I flopped to floor as my legs becomes weak. My tears started to flow down my cheeks like rain. The feelings that I held inside were all poured out by the sound of my sobbing. I covered my face so that Seokjin would not see how upset and disappointed I was. I couldn’t believe a single word he said. Keeping a secret just because they are worried about me. I am nothing to them. Just a girl in this mansion who had to leave her home.

Jin: Snow?

I sensed that Jin was kneeling on the floor to my level. He tried to pull out my hand from covering my face but I resisted it. He took in a deep sigh as if he gave up.

Jin: Come here.

He pulled me into his embrace instead and I cried even louder. His hug was very warm and tight. His blueberry soap scent makes me want to hide in deeper. It took me around 15 minutes for me to stop crying. Slowly, Seokjin cupped his hands on my face and helped me wiped away my tears. He smiled again to give me assurance. He gave me a tissue and I blow out my nose loudly.

Snow: Gosh! That was so unlady-like. Sorry.

Jin: Hahahaha! It is ok. It is normal for everyone. Even a charming guy like me.

Snow: Tsk. Whatever.

Jin: To make you happy, let’s have some chocolate pie and milk.

Snow: *bright smile* Ok! What movie do you have in mind?

Jin: Hmm… Instead of watching a movie, let me tell you about my life before I came to Swallowtail Papillon.

 

Note: Hey peeps! I know this chapter is short. However currently, I am writing It's My Truth Part 2. It will be about Jin's background story. I wanted to fit everything in one chapter but it seems longer than I thought. Please hold on to your hearts alright? I will do my best to write it beautifully. ^.^

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BilliePark #1
You’re back! Take your time hun. Glad your are doing your best on all of life’s challenges.
BilliePark #2
Chapter 46: Okaaaaayyyy~? The boys are getting more mysterious. I am even questioning Uncle Amos's stand, whether he is against or actually part of the clan. Hmmmm...
Regarding the topics you tackled, one thing is universal. That is, stereotypes. You have yours, we have mine. I'd like to think positive about this and do hope that we will overcome it fully. I think it is because our cultures have a preset of ideals that eventually led to the birth of such stereotypes, which is a big challenge for our cultures, especially the very traditional ones, to accept intermingling/immersion of differences. Child abuse is unacceptable and unforgivable, however, it does exist. My biggest unanswered question is Why? Why must people like them exist? Why must there be conflicts? We all wanted a world of unity, peace and harmony. So why? Is it really that hard to open our minds and hearts to acceptance?
BilliePark #3
Chapter 45: Poor babies! Shocks. His father was terrible. It would be a very traumatic experience that could take a long time to recover from. Glad how he was able to cope in the present. Still! His father deserves to suffer!
itsmedelilah_ #4
New reader here! Im looking forward to the flow of the story. Fighting!!,
BilliePark #5
Chapter 44: Oh gosh. I foresee something bad.
On an entirely different note, I agree with this chap. Tae really is a baby, still. But for me, it will always be Jimin. Hahaha.
Snow is slowly unfolding who they are. They have yet to figure out who she is too.
BilliePark #6
Chapter 42: So i guess, among them, only Yoongi knows abt the clan. And he had suffered the worst. I wonder how Uncle Amos would break it to the others. Snow's family might be dealing with the clan back in their town. They had to 'do something' when Snow left anyway. I hope nothing bad happens to them. Also going back to the present, their new classmate may be linked as well.
BilliePark #7
Chapter 41: Okay, this chap proved just how gullible I am. I may already be around kidnappers and I'd fall into their trap. Gosh. *facepalm*
Anyway, Mike where are you? Save Yoongi please!
But I feel like it's Uncle Amos who's gonna come out. Some questions are being answered now. And I think I also know now they reason behind Uncle Amos gathering these boys together. This feels like Xmen, tbh. Haha.
BilliePark #8
Chapter 40: What? Mike? I'm having trust issues with Yoongi's acquaintances. As for Ms Ivy, I see her as a good counselor actually. Perhaps Yoongi was just being stuck up because he isnt ready to release his demons just yet. He cant be blamed for being apprehensive though, he had trust issues himself. And that was mainly because of his teacher. Aside from that, he has a lot of bottled up feelings from the sudden death of his parents and theres no one he could actually hold onto for support aside from the playing the piano; which was supposedly be a healing experience for him was ruined. He was being prideful, and I totally feel for him. I am the same, and keeping to myself is my defense and coping mechanism. It makes me able to gather and hold myself together more firmly, in turn makes me a tough, brand new and braver person to face harder challenges. On the other hand, people easily misunderstand our way of healing. Because they care, they force themselves in. And when we dont let them in, they get mad and leave. In fact, we refuse because we hate to burden others. We have our walls that we built high, so we'd appreciate if friends not break through them but instead, we are reassured if they stay on the other side. Back to the story, I feel like theres going to be a reunion between Suga and his teacher. Looking forward to the next. ^^
BilliePark #9
Chapter 39: His teacher was such an a-hole, I wanted to cane him myself. Did the town not know he lost his parents in a fire? Because they seemed indifferent about it. I feel for him here, can totally relate. A failure is bad enough and then people would just have to make it worse instead of giving a helping hand. Suddenly I want to give free hugs. Haha. I remember one of RM's vlive where he talked about his friends and how he had been hesitant to reach out because he hasn't done so in a long time. Until he gained enough courage to send a 'how are you', to which his friend replied 'you should have reached out sooner'. I find that very touching. Time may make us grow apart from our old friends, while we gain new ones. Although that doesn't mean the new are better than the old. We just grew apart, and our selves are to blame. And then RM said, 'you should not hesitate, text them first'. That was spot on. Sometimes, the 'how are you's' are taken for granted for merely greeting and not actually meaning the phrase. After watching that vlive, I sent a text to my old time friends and told them how much I missed them and that they were always in my heart. We don't know what each of us are going through, sometimes, a one-line text makes such a huge impact to cheer up a friend who's at rockbottom. That's how I felt for Yoongi here. I wanted to be his friend and tell him he's not alone.
BilliePark #10
Chapter 38: Is his teacher the homeless man? Sorry, got a little confused there. Finally a snippet into his backstory. Hihi. I love Yoongi!
His first love died in the fire :( but it will always remain in his heart :)
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