His princess.

If I fall in love with you: Another snowfall

 

Heechul opened his eyes and found himself back in that very familiar special place. The blue skies, the ocean, the sand…even the cold snow….everything was the same…except for that he was alone – his angel wasn’t there with him. Has his angel left him? No, not yet, he wasn’t ready. He will never be ready; he would never want to be ready. He wants his angel to stay by his side forever. They’re bound till eternity….that’s what he believe in.

 

Unlike in his other dreams, he didn’t just stay where he was, he started walking around, trying to look for something or someone – he didn’t know.  He wasn’t looking for his angel, that he was sure of, he was looking something else, something warm, for his body was finally starting to feel the coldness that the wind and snow was bringing.

 

The sun rays of the sun were also starting to blind him as it slowly melt every single chunk of snow that was falling from the sky. He hated it; he hated the sun…as much as he hated it in the real world…..

 

“Real world.” He whispered, and then it hit him. His dream land is slowly turning into what was happening in the real world. In his dreamland, the sky is always blue, the sun is not hot, there’s a snowfall…in his dream land…his angel was there.

 

“No.” He panicked and started running, as he bit his lips and forced his tears back into eyes. That can’t be happening. His dreamland was the only place where he can be with angel again; he couldn’t let anyone take that away from him.

 

“Jungsu! Jungsu!” He screamed as he continued running not even knowing where to go...until he saw a figure a few feet afar from him. It was smiling. He knows that smile. He will never forget that smile.

 

“Jungsu.” He sobbed and ran towards the figure but he felt like with every step that he made, the distance between them was also growing. “Jungsu…..” He tried to run faster, the fastest that he could and grabbed the figure’s arm right away.

 

“Jungsu please don’t leave me again. I don’t know what am I gonna do without you. Please don’t leave. Please stay with me.” He pleaded as he wrapped his arms around his angel and soaked the man’s white shirt with his tears. “I love you. Stay with me Jungsu.”

 

“Heechul.” His angel whispered to his ear as the older broke from his embrace and wiped his tears.

 

“Don’t leave.” And then the ground started shaking, causing the land to crack.

 

“Heechul!” He saw his angel soaring in the sky, with his white pair of wings fluttering as he tried to reach for his hand, but it was too late, he was already falling into a deep pit of darkness. Hi angel wasn’t able to save him.

 

“Jungsu!!!!!!!!!!!!”

 

But there was a different warmth that held his hand right before he finally fell into the deepest part of the pit.

 

*****

Dennis couldn’t help himself but smile as he watched his new boss sleep. He knew that it was so creepy of him to do that but he just doesn’t have the heart to wake up the other. The raven-haired man looked so peaceful in his sleep, very far from the feisty, sharp-tongued Kim Heechul that he met few weeks ago. He like it. Well, basically, he likes everything about the man…so far.

 

Heechul wrapped his arm around his shivering body. His eyebrows formed a knot as he watched his still sleeping boss flinched, tossed and turned in his sleep. The man was probably having a dream, he thought. Was he having a nightmare? He didn’t know, but it worried him.

 

He sat beside the sleeping figure and he was more than shocked when the man suddenly sat up and wrapped his arm around him. His heart started beating ally as he felt some fluttering in his stomach. The man smelled like a girl, like apricot and sugar cane. He didn’t know why but he just found himself unconsciously hugging the still sleeping man.

 

“Jungsu….” He barely understood what Heechul just said but the butterflies in his stomach suddenly disappeared. “Jungsu please don’t leave me again. I don’t know what am I gonna do without you. Please don’t leave. Please stay with me.”

 

Droplets of tears started falling on his white shirt, it was Heechul’s. The feisty diva was crying in his arms, unconsciously showing his weak side to him. He liked it, but the fact that man was crying pinched his heart. He didn’t like seeing Kim Heechul cry. He’s not used to it, and he would never want to be.

 

“I love you.” Everything stopped – time, his breathing, his heart. “Stay with me Jungsu.” A sheepish smile curved his lips. Of course, why would Kim Heechul fall in love with him? They only met thrice, never talked properly and barely knew each other…but why is it that he felt a sudden gush of sadness as he thought of those things.

 

“Heechul.” He just decided to brush those thoughts off as he whispered to the man’s ears and broke the fake hug that they were sharing. Yes, it was fake….for him at least. He wiped the tears that were still falling from the other’s closed eyes as he gently shook the man, hoping that his boss will wake up with a gentle gesture.

 

“Don’t leave.” Heechul started flinching, like he was trying to avoid something, he looked so scared.

 

“Heechul!” He said, a little loudly as he continued shaking his boss’s vulnerable body.

 

“Jungsu!!!!!” The man raised his hand, as if he was reaching for something and he just couldn’t help but grab the hand and wrap his arms around the still sleeping body. It pains him to see Heechul like that. He didn’t know what was happening, he didn’t even have any idea who was that Jungsu, but the anger that was starting to creep into his system is driving him mad. Was it because Heechul was uttering another man’s name in his sleep? Or was it because he knew to himself that that man Heechul was dreaming about was making his princess cry?

 

His princess. He didn’t know where that came from did but he liked it, no, he loved it. Kim Heechul. His princess.

 

“Heechul.” He whispered as he ran fingers through the man’s long, silky hair.

 

“Jungsu.” The man just continued sobbing in his arms. He’s already awake, Dennis was sure of that.

 

“Heechul-ssi.” He pushed the man and started wiping his tears again. He hated seeing those tears and he will do anything just to make those tears stop from falling. He was still seeking for reasons why he was feeling that way but he couldn’t care less about answers that moment, he should stop Kim Heechul’s tears…that’s all that matters. “Are you okay?”

 

*****

Heechul’s eyes widen when he recognized who owns the pair of arms that gave him comfort. What was the man doing in his room? Why was he there? And why was he looking at him with such emotions? Why was Dennis Park, looking at him the same way his angel looked at him before?

 

His angel. He shook his head as he felt another set of tears formed in his eyes and tried to avoid the pair of eyes that was still watching him with such passion. Has his angel really left him? Did his angel really let him fall into that pit of darkness? And what was that warmth that saved him from falling completely?

 

He looked back at the man in front of him and noticed how his fingers were laced with Dennis’s. Was he the one who saved him? It can’t be.

 

“What are you doing here?” He muttered, still avoiding the other’s gaze and tears still streaming down his cheek. He hated the fact that somebody else was watching him cry, but his tears will forever be traitors. They wouldn’t just leave him alone. As much as he wanted to keep his despair, it was already too late. “How did you get in here?”

 

Dennis just continued watching boss. He wanted to continue drying his tears but he felt like he already lost the strength to. He bit his lip and clenched the fist of his free hand as he tried to shoo away the odd emotions that he was feeling towards the man in front of him. He liked the fierce Kim Heechul, and now that he already saw a part of what’s behind that porcelain mask, he felt more attached to the man.

 

“I’m your new assistant. Sungmin sent me here to fetch you.”

 

Heechul finally looked back his new assistant. He should be happy with idea right? Because he can spend all day torturing Dennis, but after what happened that morning, all he wanted to do was creep into the smallest hole he could find and stay there forever. He wasn’t embarrassed, he was scared…scared of what will the man think of him, scared of possibility of losing the thing that reminds him of his angel the most.

 

“I’m not going to work today, you can go home now.” He lied back and covered himself with his blankets. What Dennis saw was already enough, he couldn’t let the man see more of his misery.

 

“No.” Dennis snatched his blanket and lifted him up. “You need to get up from bed and freshen up.”

 

He eyed the man and he couldn’t help but pout. He thought he was different, but no, he was just like Jungsu…pushy…and will not let him sulk in his despair.

 

“I’m not going to work.”

 

“Fine but I have to make sure that you won’t stay in your bed and cry all day.”

 

“Just go home. Leave me alone. Tell Sungmin I’m sick.”

 

“I’ll tell Sungmin that you’re sick but I wont go home.” Dennis smiled, the same smile that he angel had. “I will stay here with you and make sure that you wont stay in bed and waste your time crying.”

*****

TEUKCHUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol NOPE...DENCHUL xDD
there you go~~ hehe
but I'm still not satisfied jdlsajdlkasjdlsakjlsak
uggh

I think I'm gonna go crazy
I need to start writing quality chapters ><
but idk how fufufufu

JBzherimaar that's actually part of my plans...but we'll see~ since I never really follow my plans ever since I started writing this lol
verility Mimi will not be back until....IDK tho xDD but he'll appear again in the future chapters...so wait for it!! xD and ermm..I dont think I'll do that love triangle thingy...esp gengxchulxteuk...//I have my reasons xDD ... but I'll still consider the business rival thing..thanks much!!! 
zhuxixi13 it's a secret xDD wait for it~~ maybe in the next chapters...and ...I still dont know...I'm still thinking abotu it ><
FangirlEunYoo OOH THEY WILL CLASH xD and EunHae lol...we'll see xDD

//edit: btw, if you'll check my status once in a while...you'll get some spoilers lol...

comments give me motivation...lots and lots fo motivation...so will it be okay if I asked for some? hehe
I just want to feel that I'm not the only excited about my own story <3

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iam_me00
#1
Chapter 14: Question: Who is that brother, Dennis is talked about before. He mentioned he visited his grave
iam_me00
#2
Chapter 2: Oh? Who?
iam_me00
#3
Chapter 1: First chapter and my eyes are already watering 😭
Heemi2508
#4
im sad i come when its seem discontinued :(
Pinkyoinkoink #5
Please continue this beautiful story?
hzhfobsessed
#6
Chapter 45: Nooooooo! I wanted to see what really happened!
kimluna1 #7
Chapter 5: I just couldn't imagine the physical treaty of Park Jungsu as Dennis, to me he is a stranger whose face I can't see/draw.
kimluna1 #8
Chapter 4: Jungsu and Dennis aren't the same person alright, I don't think this will be a very good idea for a sequel (sorry had to say that). Because Heechul (or anyone who has lost a loved one) will always look for his lover not for a replica, because when he loved him he loved Leeteuk's heart and soul not just the face. I have to say that I am a #heeteuk#teukchul shipper and the first part made me cry my eyes out, I felt the pain and the sorrow my heart ached. Please no more sad endings.