Baekhyun- I'm Sorry
I Only Have You"I'm sorry Baekhyun."
Baekhyun stopped walking as soon as he heard Chanyeol's whimpering voice. His heart aches, but it's over. They are over.
"For what?" Baekhyun asked, his voice sounded empty and cold. Did he wanted to do this? Did he wanted to hurt Chanyeol? Of course not. Baekhyun loves him. But Baekhyun knew if he doesn't end it, he will break Chanyeol's heart even more. The thought of that overwhelmed Baekhyun.
"I'm sorry for everything", Chanyeol spoke softly.
Everything. Is Chanyeol also sorry for loving him, for making him happy, for making him feels like he belongs somewhere?
"You didn't do anything wrong. It's my fault. Everything is my fault", Baekhyun said, his voice barely above a whisper. Step by step, Baekhyun started to walk further away from Chanyeol. Away from the man of his dreams.
Chanyeol stood abruptly and grabbed Baekhyun's wrist, "Don't do this Baekhyun. Please, don't leave me", Chanyeol bursted into tears.
Baekhyun couldn't turn around to face Chanyeol. Chanyeol is suffering, like him. Everything was Baekhyun's fault. Everything.
"I'm sorry that I can't love you more than this," Baekhyun said as he struggled to free his wrist from Chanyeol's grip. Carrying a suitcase in his hand, he walked away from Chanyeol. He will be leaving EXO and that also means he will be leaving Chanyeol.
As soon as he reached his car,Baekhyun's face was covered in tears. Baekhyun faced the floor. His whole body started to shake.
In the rearview mirror, Baekhyun saw Chanyeol standing against the balcony, staring blankly into emptiness. His whole face is red and his eyes are swollen. Baekhyun resisted to urge to run back and tell Chanyeol how much he loves him, how much his life has changed ever since he met him. The pain jabbed at Baekhyun's heart.
"If I had a chance to come back in your heart, would you accept me?", Baekhyun said. He's sobbing. Cursing himself for ending their relationship. Tears unconsciously stream down his face as he drove away into darkness.
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