Hyomin pov

Today was so fresh. The sun is shining in the right side and filling the room with the light and the warm. It should be a wonderful day. I just woke up and suddenly i heard a whisper.

" hyomin~ah" someone called me sweetly and hug me warmly. I turned back to see her bare face without any makeup cover in her face. she is really so beautiful.

I couldn't help but smiled happy for her silly action.

"Moya~"

"I'm so hungry~" she pouted cutely and i can't stand for her cuteness. I cupped her face and put a light kiss on her sweet thin lips.

"Arasso.. wait for a while"  i went to the kitchen and started to cook something for both of us while she was taking her way to the bathroom.

I heard her phone ringtone but i just didn't care so much and put my attention on my cook.

May be i put too much attention to the dish... i didn’t know that time will pass so quickly. I didn’t know that the sound of the water had stopped.

 
when i'm went out with the food  in my both hand, i just realized that she had gone.

"Jiyeonie?" I tried to call her but no answer. I searched her in every corner of the apartment, but i couldn’t find her.

Just like an old time.. she is gone again.

I put down the food on the table and ate alone like usual. It's already been 4 months.

I felt.. sad.. yeah.. sad..

I don't know why i feel this way..

Why i feel that.. she started to go away..

Our relationship is not like what it used to be.

i smiled bitter every time i remember 
how she held my hand and fold our fingers
How she gave me a warm hug with a sweet kiss
How she told a joke that make me smile and a sweet talk that make me blush
How she...

My tears started flowing down.. i can't think about the old time anymore.

How can a sweet memory became a sad story?

I love her..
I really love her
And stupid me..
I will still believe that she love me.
May be she was just too busy

I can only eat a bit. I don't feel any mood to continue it. I threw my own cook to the rubbish and cleaned the plate.

The next thing that i always do is watching. I like watching tv and looked at the rookies these days.

But.. all my activities was stopped when she called me.

"Yeoboseyo?"

"Chaggiiiii..." i smiled just hearing her sweet call. All my saddess was gone in a second. I’m really stupid, right?

"Oo.. why are you calling"  i felt so stupid for not asking her why she left. But.. i don't want that question to ruin this call. I know her so well. And i don’t want we ended in argue.

" sorry for.."

I cut her words before she could finish it, "yeah.. i know.. it's okay.." i smiled bitter to myself. Why i can't i just say my true feeling? I hate this weak side of me. but i’m most hate the time when she said she love me.

"Thank you.. love you"

"Lo.." 

Tiiitt..

She ended the call before i could finish my words.

"Love you too" i said blankly to the phone. I don't even know that my tears started to flow again. i hate myself again.
Why am i so weak?
Am i too emotional?
Am i too maudlin?

I tried to smile and stop my tears to flow down again

But i failed. Every time i looked around. I always remember her. I kept asking myself. What's wrong with us? Am i doing something wrong? Does she feel tired of me?

A warm breathe went out from my mouth.
I felt so lonely.
I grabbed my phone back and called my best friend. I need someone to hear me. i can’t stand alone in the room. i’m afraid i must suicide.

“haha..” i laughed in pain. I must be stupid to think about killing myself. It’s not worth at all.

Tiitt...titt....tiiittt.... "yeoboseyo?"

"Eunjung eonnniii!!" I tried to hear I'm okay.

"Oh? Hyomin? Wae?"

"Are you busy? I want to ask you go out"  i hope she really doesn't busy these days.

"Mianhe sunyoung... i..i'm busy.."

I sighed, " i miss hanging out with you"

"May be next time??"

I nodded even she couldn't see, "em.. annyeong.."

"Bye bye.."

i really didn't know who i should call again. I have many friend but.. they were busy these days and i don't want to disturb or annoy them.

but.. before i could think about someone that i should ask to go out. Someone just call me.

And guess who?
 

Can you guess who will call me when i didn’t even think about that person?

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i want to add 1 person (girl/boy) who will match to be with hyomin.  any idea??  

please help me to decided this.  thank you!!

(i will update fast if i had decided the caller)