YOONA'S POV

When was the last time that suddenly everything stops? Literally stops? Last time I checked I am still alive and breathing, and that I just drink a lot and my head was in great pain because of the hang over... but, now is a different scenario. I must be dead.

I took a step forward. Having this surreal mixed emotions bottling inside me. 

With a heavy leap, should I just continue walking or turn my body around and leave everything behind?. I am in big contemplation of what to do. It's just me and me alone.

I looked up and saw her again. Maybe, she didn't noticed me. But I'm full aware that it is her, sitting on one of the table's outside with someone I don't even know, still, I am 100% sure it is HER.

I sighed. What is she doing in here? I'm sure that Yuri didn't tell her behind my back. Maybe, she is just here. Happened to pass by. I breathe again. 

I noticed on one side that Jessica is talking with Dong Hae. I looked at my watch, it's 1pm, maybe he went here to see her and talk. They looked happy. Besides, maybe it's her lunch as well so she has a lot of time. 

I looked on my ground. They are in their own world. And pathetic it may seems but, when I was hiding and grieving over my lost, the world doesn't care. It still revolves and it wouldn't stop just to wait for me to recover. I am the one who needs to recover and adjust. Yes, life is like that.

I glanced again at the eye smiling woman. She is, still the same girl. Bubbly and loud, I can hear from this place(around 2stores before the café) her husky and sweet voice. I smiled. She is drinking the strawberry frappé from my café, I hoped she recognized the taste. That was the same recipe I made for her before.

(a/n: italics are all in the past and in AUTHOR'S POV)

"Yoongie, what are you doing?!" She asked loudly as she peek behind the back of the taller girl.

"It's for you to taste later on." She smiled as she continued doing her thing.

"It's smells nice and it's strawberries. I could tell it will taste really really good." She said as she wrap her arms on the waist of the younger girl.

"Unnie! Will you stop bugging me? I'll call you once I am done in here." She exclaimed feeling uncomfortable at the sudden contact.

Then she heard laughter from the older girl. Maybe, she noticed the tint of pink in her cheeks. "I really loved it when your cheeks produced my favourite color, aigoo~~ alright, I'll stop." She wink before leaving.

Yoona just widen her eyes in shock. She cool herself realizing that she will never get used to the older girl's sweet antics. After she have calmed down, she continued with her work. 

Minutes later, she smiled to herself as she poured the mixture to a tall glass and put some cream on it. 

"Fany-unnie! Strawberry frappé's ready!"

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I smiled again thinking about that one. When Tiffany and I were still together, I would learn new recipes and mixture since I was still planning to have my own café. During that time, I had work extra hard to earn a lot and attend extra job to have extra income. I have my own money but I need to work in a café and learn things. This café I am planning to build was not known by my parents, especially my father. 

It's good thing that I worked in a café before to know the work around. And having Tiffany during that time may be the best and worst that happened to me.

I don't have any plan of showing my face again. I am not ready and my current state, alcohol still in my system is not doing any good. I glanced at my right, Dong Hae and Jessica is still in their own world behind the staircase. Still oblivious of  my appearance. I saw him leaned forward, maybe giving her a kiss? I am not sure, Jessica's face from this angle can't be seen clearly. I smirked.

--->>

"Yoona?" 

She hummed. 

"Say something please..." Tiffany begged.

"What should I say?" She asked stoically.

"Do you hate me?"

"Why should I hate you, unnie?"

"I don't know. You have every rights to be." She stated and sighed. 

"Maybe, I should really hate you." 

And before Tiffany could say something, Yoona engulf her in a tight embrace meeting her soft lips. At first, she doesn't want to respond, but because it is Yoona, she finally give in. Responding each kiss as if it will be the last kiss. Showing Yoona that she actually care. And she doesn't want those things that happened. Right now, she just wanted Yoona to feel that she is there. 

"I hate you for being there, Unnie." 

And then tears fell down her cheeks.

--->>

I took a step forward. As I walked, I saw on my peripheral view that Jessica noticed me and slightly pushed Dong Hae away making the latter surprised. I know they are looking at me but I have to play my card and act as if I don't know them. As I near the table, she finally