SONG FOR THIS CHAPTER: EPIK HIGH - WE FIGHT OURSELVES

I drive on the interstate for hours. I watch the sunset rise and fall on the horizon. The mountains are blanketed by the warmth and light of the sun. The steady fall  helps me clear my head when I feel like everything is closing in. Once I debuted, I didn't have a lot of time to drive by myself without my manager calling me to tell me I have an interview or a photoshoot. But now, I have all the time in the world. My mind is clouded by the incurable confusion caused by him. He's the reason I stay up at night wondering what the next day will be like. He's the reason I drive on an interstate for hours. My life has been dictated by one person and that person is not me. I've let him manipulate my time and make my decisions for me. And the worst part of it all? I let him. The love of my live has driven me mad. I can't seem to let him go but I can't seem to stand being with him any longer. Will I ever be able to let him go? Will my heart always flutter when he's around? I'm scared I will never stop being addicted to his touch. A touch softer than petals and roses, softer than cotton, softer than anything. A touch so soft it has brought tears to my eyes because it makes me feel loved. He makes me feel loved. Our souls are connected by a single string that has bound us forever. My senses are intertwined in his and my hands will always reach for his. Our fingers are keys and when his fingers la